memories-
Friday, July 30, 2004
dis is sad.. its like the news is all over school now.. poor guy.. the scouts and guides went over today.. yup. .
so life uh... quite okay..
tuesday
had lessons as usual lorh.. den took fotos for the class video today.. yuppie.. so kewl.. the whole calss was at the zheng xin yuan lorh.. den took aerial view.. us making the four i shape.. den after that, took bus with cherlyn... den go home lorh.. at night, had tuition.. okay la.. did revision mah..
wednesday
life goes on.. after school, went home bah.. yup.. den at night did maths assignments and revision.. arghs.. think not really in the doing maths mood la.. got so agitated... den do halfway, suddenly the shoutings of a neighour broke the silence in the estate.. damn. he was like shouting to his son.. scolding him mah.. den i cannot stand it liao.. i shouted back to ask them to shuddup.. but no use larh! den so angry.. so in the end go write xiaoting's autograph book lorh.. wasted alot of my time..
hmmm.. begin to think that autographs are kinda silly?.. eh.. cuz its supposed to keep for memory..for rememberance right?.. den must write all the hao ting de hua.. of cuz ppl dun like to read about anything bad that happened right..? den dnuo leh.. just that i felt that i had alot more to say.. jus duno howta sae it.. you kou shuo bu chu..
past few nights been sleeping past eleven.. hmm.. used to sleep before 11pm after the june holidays started..realised the importance of zao shui zao qi shen ti hao.. really.. den can concentrate more in class! my parents ususally cum back arnd that time mah.. den duno why will wait for them..
today (thursday)
today ah.. lessons quite ok.. hmm.. got back chemistry time practice papers! hahaz.. i think i did okily.. hopefully TJF stops calling me already.. so irritating leh.. got 53/70.. barely A2.. but good liao lah.. compared to ppl in my class .. most of them got 40+ and 9 failed.. hmmm to u ... fail never mind ma... its jsut a time prac. at least u noe wad TJF wants now.. so msut try harder next time..actually u r v smart one la.. see u sec1,2 and begining of 3 so li hai! so dun worri so much.. all will naturally go on well ok? cheer up, xiaoting.. 
stayed back after school today to discuss the noticeboard thingy.. but nv really pay attention.. was busy thinknig to myself and admiring sum other stuff yeah.. anyway think their ideas are jsut too.. square..
after school.. haiz, duno wad i thinknig oso la.. just busy thinknig abt stuff again.. of cuz, as usual... wad i do doesn mean what i think.. i duno whether my xiang fa is correct annot leh.. it has jsut lead to ppl misunderstanding me.. me misunderstanding myself.. wierd.. but i always thot ppl thot that way..? .. haiz, shant say it here la... nowadays jsut haf the feeling that i shud tell this person wad i feel.. feel so can kui that last yr is like so.. i mean.. like nv really respond u noe..
ok fine, shant make my blog more mysterious anymore..as yexiang says it..
Walked out to the 30 busstop.. yup.. met kayee and Vincent there.. yeah.. sorrie la.. I duno wad I shud do la.. sorry for not speaking to you.. actually I wasn in a bad mood.. just u noe.. as usual.. thinking of the usual stuff..hmm eah..
boarded the bus.. sat with mabel and xiaoting.. basically the whole upper deck is 5 4i ppl only la.. yeah?hmm remember just now I said abt my xiang fa?.. I decided to alter my thinking for once.. and kinda tried to go along.. I mean.. aiyah.. liddat lro, u all wun understand de.. .. I duno whther its correct annot.. but If I dun do that? Will ppl think that im anti social or otherwise?. . fine wadeva.. mabel, xiaoting and me.. wenta long john silver at post centre to do our maths revision.. hmm remember me saying that im bankrupt? Heehee.. just nce or twice this week la.. pls..so did work there.. I had a lot of fun too.. luckily maths is a subject that doen need much studying..so can play along la.. if it was bio or smthing liddat..definitely cannot use the same studying ttechnique liao! So fun?hahaha think I gained quite a lot bah.. heez..
wad I think and want is wad happened today.. my ideal life.. butnah.. cannot be achieved sumhow.. juz plain lucky that the other two nv decide to go out to study..
yup?BR>
oh yeah! Saturday after amaths time practice, got dazu! Ahh?dazu dazu dazu.. our last dazu as dunmanian??geez.. will treasure it lots?wrote a compo on Wednesday.. talking abt co de la.. I will treasure the last dayeee?yayay! Oh yes.. today had a Chinese assignment.. supposed to write abt I crying over sumthing.. I wanna write abt that.. but duno howta go abt it.. so personal.. and I will be like telling wu lao shi abt it? I remember submitting a letter that I wrote once, den she keep askng if I still listen to 97.2.. irritating. So paiseh lorh..
cumnig Sunday..i wanna go jocelyn's house to go do video editing.. sounds so fun.. hmmm but thatę£l mean changing my tuition time slots.. hopefully can la..
hmm just asked my dad abt going for national day celebration on 6th august.. haiz.. so sad.. I doubt I can go liao.. haiz..
feel so slack now. Dun feel like studying.. feel like sleeping instead man.. my dad now at night at home horh, keep making us do work.. den keep spying here spying there..type blog he keep walking nearer to the com.. geez.. now im typing with font size 6 lorh..cant even see the wordings myself.. haiz.. like ytd.. I do maths until so frustrated liao.. wanna watch tv to relax abit.. I watch like 15min he off it liao! Blah--
ferget it man. .boring life. Olevel English oral coming.. my English suck! Help?amp;nbsp;
but life still goes on yah? what to do?..
11:30
-keeps me alive
