memories-
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
my internet modem was down yeaterday and so none of the three computers at home could acess the net..
tuesday morning, gavin passed a handwritten letter about stuff he wanted to tell me.. according to the time on it, i think he din see my previous entry la. so i take it that we two got the same thinking.. ya, cosh he wrote and said that the xyz activity day wasn a successs.. .to us, it was a flop. its basically what ive mentioned in the previous entry la. yup and he too thinks that tis becoz miss ling has trained us to be perfectionists in this sense...
hmm..e last paagraph was so awww.. just hit the nail on the correct spot or what yeah. sidetrack abit, anyway wad do u call the feeling that someone said/write sumthing that mdae u cry? it aint touching right?..
so the day was liddat. PE the same feeling that was lungering around me for the past few weeks came back.. but later it gone off liao cosh when i looked up from my deep thoughts, i found mabel and xt standing beside me.. den i was happie! den was in the odd no. grp for playing bbal. so fun! but we played with the silly vball net across the coourt. den sad thing is mabel fell and and sprained her ankle while trying to duck underneath. yup...
getz well soon gurl gurl! 
ya.. the day was fine.. erm went to plaza singapura long john to study with cherlyn and eat oso la.. at school 158 busstop, met zhoumo, ailin and yingtong..
went home from ps den after dinner went tuition at mavis. before that went popular to buy stuff. den there was this woman screaming at the popular cashier.. think the cashier very sad la.. hmmm but the woman oso hot-tempered one.. paiseh herself la.
tuition was erm... tiring.. cosh me and huiyi taklked the whole lesson. no no.. not talk as in chat.. i was saying out the workings and steps.. den we say together and do together lorh.. so fun.. but effective too!
at nght couldn come online, so played minesweeper on computer for awhiile, went into mum's room to listen to her conversation with a few ppl before going off to sleep. hahaha funny thing was ferst, mum made a call to her ex-colleague. den happen that her mum answered the fone and my mum had to speak in hainanese.. den so cartoon! my mum was like so unsure den keep asking my dad corerect annot.. den second fone call she made was oh yeah.. to another ex-colleague.. she spoke in hokkien.. den another call she made she spoke in cantonese.. so multi dialect. pity ppl these days dun use them anymore..
TODAY..
morning saw the 158 busstop at dhs.. like just after typhoon liddat. what a mess after the rain! urgh
morning had prelim oral... what a complete flop! my english sucks la. den after that had a mini ss time practice.. lessons.. den so tired during biology.. *yawnz* after school, had maths den fang gave us a so called "test". geez.. special assignment one.. took 2hours to do like 7 questions and i was one of the ferst few to complete! haha.. seriously, miss fang's questions are totally killers.. link like everything in a question! den finish liao helped huiqing with her mather.. on ya, den helped xiaoting oso..
hmmm.. i think i've changed ever since it happened.. i shall announce that i shall be nice again!
took bus home with huiqing.. den on the bus, i was thinking how come i could succeed and enjoy life in sec1 and 2.. den realised that i had much more confidence in myself then.. now, with evryone around shining brighter than i am, i feel inferior and of course do not dare to show my shine again..hai.
also ive changed my blogging style.. u guys will realised that ive opened up alot to the blog ever since it happened again.. mebbe even before.. when the china trip ended.. yup.. just let myself and sum other ppl noe whats really going on inside of me.. or else ppl will complain that im too un-open again. i guess thats a very big flaw.
oh yes.. enuff of everything.. i must get on to studying for chemistry time practice this saturday...i have four more major topics to cover! cyahh. hmm.. meanwhile, i oso haf to think of the stuff im getting for the juniors and same batch mates for passing down~ dhscoxyz rockx
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