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Monday, July 26, 2004

sounds like there's quite alot of things going on according to people's blog..uh.. yup..

shall catch up on wad ive missed..

last tuesday

lessons?...Pe fun.. played cball.. ahha xt was lke movin back back back..den *boom* i fell and she fell.. kewl.. den aft lessons rushed to bras basah i think.. walked there for quite soe time.. den was rather amazed at the stuff that they sold.. i'd prolly haf no prob gettin mass pressies liao!.. .ahh..oh yeah.. spent alot alot of time hanging around to decide what to buy.. den finally bought some materials.. took a cab home. geez! so worried that i'd haf no money to pay for the cab.. den the driver thot that im worried that i wouldn not get home in time..!

at night.. had tuition lorh.. had this stupid feeling to pon .. but of cuz din.. mustn be naughty.. haiz..

last wednesday

lessons.. hmmm.. den wenta bras basah again... bought sum stuff again... wasted quite abit of time there again.. haiz.... took bus home myself this time.. yup.. went home, after dinner, started doing the small thingy i wanna give people during passing down.. did the mini alphabet keychain for the sec4XYZ gers too.. heez.. den later at night, painted the bigger alphabets for the sec3XYZ batch..

oh yes! today in school.. kahmun was doing the frenship band like yesterday.. den managed to learn the basics from her.. geez, im a fast learner okay...

den finished painting.. decided to try doing a frenship band.. aie.. too bad the string i used was too short, so only managed to make erm.. quite short la.. but successful! yay

last thursday

PE played cball.. den there's dis new super kaypo pe teacher who came to kaypo.. wah kaoz.. but today's game not realyl enjoyable la.. for me.. no mood..

yup! den after lesssons, went OUT with cherlyn! yoohooo... summore tml got chinese revision! nv study.. shiok man! went marina square watch King Arthur... haiz.. this is liek the 3rd movie im watching this year only... but the show..quite nice la.. nubbad..

show finished around 6.25pm.. den i went bras basah again.. to search for sum stuff.. again.. wad a sad case.. bin going there for so many days in a row.. but good la.. liddat horh, wun be too busy thinknig about unnecessary stuff to worry myself about..

reachd home quite late la.. yah lorh.. den had to walk in the dark back home.. quite scary... u noe u noe..

completed most of the stuff i hadta make.. yup.. den of cuz, study for chinese revision! geez.. so guai..

last friday

heya! lessons.. den aft school supposed to film class video.. actually for the past few days also supposed to stay back to take video la.. but apparently sum pple gaf me a ridiculous theme so i din really wanna take.. u all can guess wad the theme is.. im supposed to find gers to hug. argh...

had a neizheng meeting.. the mood was kinda low..can understand why oso la.. but had more pressing stuff to worry about! that is.. i haven done all the stuff for passing down tomorrow!

went out with xiaoting , kaiying, cheryl and lynn.. went TM to eat, den shopped.. hmmm.. saw so many things.. but nothing i really wanna buy for dem.. it was around 5plus.. i decided to go bugis.. agrh! 5th time in a row im going to that vicinity! went there.. did a speeded shopping... saw ppl like jiajia, nita and yingtong.. geez.. den took the train with da bao xiao bao (big bag small bags).. .

went to kovan... went heartland mall... shopped again.. summor bags added to my hands.. den go tot he car, my dad was like "wah u go shopping ah?"..

haiz, used up alot alot alot alot of mney these few days.. but once a year..wad can i do? decided to declare bankrupt for this week. and try to go home/ not go out to eat for this week.. doable la.. cuz this week time prac is maths.. but i stil wanna watch spiderman2! and zhaoxiu sae brotherhood is nice..! but NC-16 i cannot watch! argh... mebbe must go learn a few tricks from her.. heehee..

went home... wrote letters to most of them.. wrote for 5hours plus! until my hand and that little finger hurted like siao.. hey but my handwriting so neat kayz! they lucky im in good mood..

saturday

passing down liao! haiz..so fast..
morning was nearly late.. well.. the bus' fault! den hahah suay for alot of pple... kiw was walking behind the ppl who alighted from 158 busstop! hahaha so heng i nv break rules.. so damn he ge...

so it was passing down for the main CO comm.. quite boring i could sae.. the previous years was best! i can still remember a few years back? two/three years bah?... the zheng zz.. hadta do hula hoop?.. heehe.. den today ttk oso talked alot la... well, he touched on the topic of erhu teachers. HA! yeah... he talked abt zhang yu ming.. my previous teacher?.. that irritating freak. so famous siah.

now to the announcement of XYZ internal comm.. haiz. disappointed.. chinyong made the darn announcement himself.. so boring lorh.. but anyway, had fun distributing the presents to the juniors.. hahaha bhbing abt wad i made okay! felt quite bad la... cuz i din noe seniors would turn up..

ya so marie is the new mishu! muahahaha.. gawd.. pssst.. i still owe minutes! cant help it la.. if a minutes take about two to three hours to type.. of cuz cant do it now right? ok..i shall do on sat..after time prac.. im free for now..

its too early to determine how i would feel after leaving DHSCO.. i dun even noe if i wanna cum back. i mean i want to cum back..but of cuz..there's certain factors thts stopping me..

after CO.. took cab with weiqi and chrystal to peini's house.. fun fun.. but sum parts quite bored oso la... oooh! i learnt how to play bridge! ahh.. so fun! cant help it if i learn a little faster horh? heehee.. den i felt so happie.. got chrystal arnd to pei wo..den her little sis is so so kewt! but hey.. did u noe that that yuki tried to qiao za me of my properties.. ferst she went "can u help me make that balloon dog".. hahaha den i gaf mine to her.. next she was like "ur watch very nice"... hahaha.. .cant give it to her right!

oh yes! dhs bball won!! in top2 now.. Liying top scorer leh.. so pro.

left her house around 9.15pm. took cab to eunos den took train to woodlands... man... stood for the whole journey.. den reached there at around 10.30pm! so late horh.. heehee..had a long long walk to coriander cafe.. met parents den went home..

Sunday

had tuition.. sian diao.. only like the integration part. oh yes...
had lunch at kovan after that went for chinese tuition.. met tiffanie there... so qiao! notti ger man..

tuition was urm ok la.. revision for sec1 topics..den good lorh.. cuz already revised..

went home.. did intergration hw for mavis and did chinese tuition homework.. became hardworking uh! watched zhen qing and the jiu shi gu xiang chun.. nice show! den wrote wanting's autograph! very proud of it... so nice lorh.. haiz, recently becum more bhb.. but true wad! still gotta write mabel's and kristin's..

at night, went with dad to coriander cafe.. drank ice mocha there! den kaypoed around until 11pm.. den went hm.. (btw, coriander cafe is another branch of the thomson one.. jointly owned by my aunt and two of her friends.. and my mum goes there to help out).. yah lorh.. reached home, den slacked.. and slept! wad else?.. listened to FM97.2 ! ha.. i appeared in dunman link for performing with them! guo xian rocks! long time nv see/hear him liao.. since came back from chuguo..

monday
think i was in kinda good mood.. but very very sleepy..went to co room.. den waikit and pangkiat came in.. den suddenly felt energised.. heeheez.. went up to class.. duno wad i did leh.. oh yeah. gasf xt the plastic bag that she wanted. .to think i actually remembered.. oh yeah.. sum ppl gaf me bc the autograph they wrote for me.. thanks! yup.. so lessons went on as usual..
miss fang got really angry today.. wah kaoz.. hmm becoz sum of us nv really cooperate for the class video thingy.. we stayed back to take fotos la.. was grouped with dihua and sum other gers for still shots.. gawd, we were suposed to be chasing him.. den vidoeing.. was grouped with dihua, xt, wt, hq, elinor.. (oh yeas!)..

aft tt, went downstairs with hq, xt, wt.. hmmm.. here cums the abit bad part la. .den dey 3 were like gg to rush off.. w/o thinknig of hq.. wt asked me to go wit them.. of cuz i'd like to go wit them.. but if i go.. den hq how?.. den i felt quite angry. becoz if i thought like them..hq would go home alone? thou i cant say im gd company.. she wanted to go and eat.. but i din feel like.. so in the end duno where she went after she alighted.. i feel so inclined to tell either wt or xt abt today.. but nvm la.. just kinda happie that i discovered ppl's flaws.. but its their kind of flws that makes them more likeable and shows their gd parts more.. i really wnder why the world is made to be like that.. in that case, i dun deserve to live ..

in the end, took 158 and 147 with jackson home.. uh-huh.. learnt that that zihui is his cousin! my gawd.. the one i've been trying to talk to.. now she's going to sum funny uni sumwhere in england to study! pro. hmm... u noe..the moment i saw her in sec1 during psl chalet.. i was like! oh yeah.. this ger looks familiar.. den wanted to ask her..but din dare.. cuz dunoh er ma.. den went home to check this brochure from sum donkey years ago.. saw her face and name... oh so i wasn wrong! she is my long long ago.. dance senior.. kinda liddat la. so qiao horh! after like 13 years still can recognise her.. pro!

haiz, talking abt dance.. i felt so sad on wednesday.. u noe when i was walking frm bras basah to peace centre there.. walked past the old NAFA building ... took a peek inside.. den like just looknig at the building reminds me of the old times.. where i performed there..wheere i took my exam there.. used to haf speech and drama class there too.. and used to feel so amazed seeing zhan yong ming (dizi teacher) there teaching too... then walk further on.. saw fortune centre.. where my mum's old office was.. where i used to go to past my time alst time.. where i cut my chin with a scissors and had to go for stiching.. den saw the building opposite fortune centre.. where i had my chinese dance lessons for 7 whole years.. i remember i was e leader den like that lroh.. been off and on stages for years ..it was really my passion... and to think i actually quitted becoz of this thing called chinese orchestra.. in me, there's a big big feeling which spells REGRET... but then again, ive developed an interest in CO too.. duno which to choose btw the two.. but i doubt i can ever return back to the past.. even if i want to. haiz.. feeling really very very bad and sad.. then, i reemmber my teachers being so sad..i can undst how they feel la.. its like after 7 years of coaching me.. zai pei-ing me.. den *boom* there i go.. haiz.. it was all becoz of my brother. becoz of CO.. such a stupid choice. the other day watched the NKF show.. the dancers were from ju wu fang .. haiz, but im stuck here. i am thinknig if i stop co one day..i'd really be letting my teachers down.. letting myself down.. i'd hate myself for starting co in pri 4.. i'd hate my brother for draggin me into co. but half my heart's stuck with co too.. wad to do. haiz... but really.. co has brought me through alotlot.. since pri4..in rosyth all the way to sec4 in dunman.. 7 years... after 7 years im still thinknig of the past.. really very sad la... but now regret oso no use..

hai, still remember one time, we were having lessons, den sudden a fire broke out sumwhere in the building.. my gawd man! den we were like evacuating.. haha!

oh the building ah.. there got ppl teach CO instru lessons too.. hahah there's dis funny link that seems to link everything together..

memories of the past still flash past occassionally...still can reemmber the tune.. still got the cassette tape..

talking abt the past always like.. gives me this funny feeling.. remember my maid.. anula too.. she was very nice to me.. always protect me from this person i pri skl who bullies me.. i used to cry in my dreams when i think of her.. haiz.. now she dun reply to our letters.. (or issit my bro nv write?) i just hope that one day... a letter would appear soon.. its been 5 years since she left.. haiz..

im a wierd person.. im impatient.. but i can be patient when i really want to.. guess i am a person who is realyl flexi lroh.. im always being controlled by my moods la.. like now when i dun haf e mood to sit down to study.. no matter how hard i try.. i wun get down to studying.. i reached home at arnd 5pm today.. started studying... in less than one hour.. im asleep in bed.. den woke up watch tvee.. ate a dinner.. that was so hot! (the chillies).. but got sense of satisfaction.. den came here to type liao.. been typing for more than one hour liao.. wad a long entry.. hai, im just different frm the rest arnd me.. im so different inside of me already...

yupp.. tml's a lnog day at school... dun wish to drain myself out.. but i really gotta go revise chinese.. wanna maintain my standard there..

after the 3rd concert in china...at the duno wad drama school... i haven touched my erhu... of cuz got sudden feelnig of playing for the past few weeks, but been stopping myself.. cuz it'd seem so wierd.. but tody...cuz got nothing to do.. din feel like studying.. took out the erhu to haf a feel again. aww it feels so good! oh man....

today last year...
syf jian tao cum xuan bu...
visit my last year's webbie...
http://www.livejournal.com/users/sharon_ang88/2003/07/27/
its so fast..one year has passed.... i miss em... hey! our Marche treat!
remind me to update: about "today last year (2nd aug)"

i read my private entries regarding the passing down last year.. din think i was that mean last year.. well.. im apologising to that person... im sorry... really i am.. but i read my 2nd august entries.. i guess i already thought different then..
ok la... gotta go...
4 more freaking weeks to prelims!

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