memories-
Saturday, July 03, 2004
thursday -- hmmm.. duno wad happened. forgot liao. got alot of things up my head.. or rather two big things up my mind..
hmmm.. been meeting gavin and eating pineapple tarts for most of the recesses... geez. hhaha.. got supply mabel some also. lol. this recess went with gavin, xiaoting and chinyong to see ttk..
after school..meeting. sianz.. den liddat lorh. den meeting finish, left school with siokting, chrytal and mabel... den went bedok for no particular reason and ate mac with chrystal... den liddat lorh. i think we tokked sumthings..
on the way home myself.. i was thinking. den i messaged mabel. den on the bus, ppl must haf thot i was sum siao char bo or sumthing liddat.. look at handfone den cry. hahahaa.. so dumb. wadeva la..
at home. my mum found out that i wactched the portugal vs holland match. den i was looking so dejected and everything, den she was like "there i told u that u'd be tired".. blah.
at night.. 8pm. yexiang called.. den i called gavin... oh yes.. had the fone pressed at my ears for very very long.. few hours. the stupid xyz thing la.. den did the xyz stuff throughout the night.. until 1plus.. den called gavin at intervals to dicuss everything again la. hmm..feel quite accomplished. next time, im the rotations pro liao!
den do do do... den wanted to write the letter.. den mind occupied by the kang le.. until 1.40am.. den v.tired went to bed liao. wanted to wake at 5plus to write the letter and study..
but din succeed in waking up..
firday-- morning go school.. wrote the letter in co room. den ying ying came in. agrh,, den i was wrting, den holding back my tears.. den not very fun writing the letter liao..
in class, continued writing the letter..
den had lessons
recess went to find gavin
karoke competition... hmmm wasn interested in the singers.. hhha. sat beside xiaoting and mabel for sum reasons.. forget liao leh... oh yeah i went into the toilet..den xiaoting and huiqing came out.. so they waited for me.. so eyah u noe youth day celebrations is those siao siao one? den got one of the singers sing a songs with "shou qian shou" den she hold my hands.. hahaa.. den later.. duno why.. den everybody in the hall started havocking. like getting out of their places to run ere and there.. so alme. but i was quite happy. but kinda akward again..
went for meeting again. was in a bad mood. went to talk to mabel.. geez so bad ah.. like making her help me liddat.. so yeah i passed her the lame letter i wrote.. so get ideas.. cuz i din dare give her.. den after that.. mabel sae can pass toh er lorh.. haha guess i was desperate to end this.. so i said yes lorh..
den after that went out .. with waikit and ailin.. hahaah finally got ppl pei me eat the 20psc mac nuggets liao! den went there eat.. talked den went home. heeheez.. no mood to study at all lorh. den i was doing sum bad bad things on the bus.. oops.. cannot say here la.. den messaged alot of pple..
reach home.. managed to bluff myself into studying geog. den was so tired after two consecutive nights of lack of sleep. went to sleepat 8 plus.. i wanted to wake at plus to study.. saw an sms by xiaoting.. she want to talk to me. oh yeah. but im scared.. den was so difficcult to fall asleep after reading the sms.. den bluffed myself into sleeping by counting 1-100 backwards, den saying the alphabets many many times.. den trying to imagine sheep jumpin around then counting them..
4.45am my alarm rang.. but off den went back to bed.. geez.
saturday---- i woke up. my whole mind was filled with her and geog. den i was so scared of geog .. hmmm even putting on the buttons became a chore.. my hand was literally trembling.. duno why i was so scared of the geog la.. haha anyway ya. it was quite alright when i went to class.. we talked.. blah blah..
the test. geez! hahaha hope i do well.. but wad i wrote was crap la.. well it wasn crap but wrote i guess very little?.. den MCQ was total cheat! pear told us it would be mainly physical den end up nearly whole paper human! argh.
after MCQ.. i became scared again. of reality. geez. den went LT hear abit of dazu with mabel, xiaoting and zhaoxiu.. geez. sad man..erhu cant be heard.. but there was little of dem la.. and they really ah.. CMI. den we went to mac. xiaoting told me that we cant talk today. hmm.. well its alright. hopefully monday can go on well.. ya
had quite a good time in mac actually.. mebbe because v.long dun haf that kind of feeling already.. it was totally shuang! heeheehee
den went to meet gavin at tampines.. that silly thing was late! den i had to listen to this woman singing by the MRT station for temporary entertainment..
wow.. shoppnig was so tiring! felt as if my back was gonna break.. from 5.45pm shopped until 7.45pm liddat.. and guess wad we forgot to buy flour! ahh.
den on my way home. haha quite nice la..to be myself again. today is the ferst time this week that when im alone, i dun think of sad stuff.. heez, so the trip was rather enjoyable.
cum home, decided to slack thruout.. tired. den summore tml im gonna lose all my freedom again. tuitions are resuming! amaths and chinese. awww.
hmmm.. monday hurri cum! im so excited. oh ya.. seniors! where r u?.. who else's cuming?? wangui and yexiang cumnig..
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