ah as usual..i ponned tuition on sunday..blah.. and i went orchard after that..to the library, horh berdine? -sensored- hey i cant really shoot my mouth off that sensored part..so forgive me yeah.. den went hostel..and did a major da sao chu together with weiqi..ah! got a new room..nice room too..i think.

monday! quite an achievement la.. i did at least try to plan out my study plans.. did quite alot of ten year series questions for bio, physics and geog..  oh yeah man..rawk on.. i've been listening to (as uaual) LOVE 97.2.. den all of a sudden, my craze for that radio channel came back again.. u noe..i'm prob like the only person in dhs that listens to such a -uh- channel.. anyway..yeah...those djs rawk and the stuff they talk is so much more practical than 93.3 when they talk non-stop about love stories and all the mushy stuff..anyway, today i messaged kayee, just felt kinda happie abt it.evening time, we palyed vball, with don, grace and jasmine.. haha it was kinda crazee la..

hey! tuesday..quite a not bad day too..hahaz.. of coz, did my ten year series again.. quite a slow progress yeah? guess its jus san fen zhong re du yesterday.. uh-huh.. so listen to 97.2 whilst doing my work again..den went for tuition at mavis.. sianz..before that went to planet travel agency, saw the tour guide of my trip to bagkok, wendy there..ive been like trying to catch her attention for so long liao..argh, by the time i succeed, she already forget me liao. but too bad joanne is not there, she's like in the yishun branch..uh-forget it.. at night received sum surprise sms yeah.. ah-thanks to u.

wednesday? quite a boring day la.. as susual, 97.2 and ten year series int he day, went for an evening long walk.. yup, from hostel to national stadium, den to arang, den back to hostel.. uh-huh..i spent the night alone.. cos my dear roommate went home for tuition..

thursday! my fav day! damn..im gg crazee jus thniknig of it.. anyway, as usual, in the mornning did a slow progress of ten year series and storybook reading..listened to radio..both me and weiqi decided to go home for the sake of watching singapore idol..hahah she left hostel very early, den left me alone, so decided to drop by the library to return books before deciding to go home. there was a blackout at the orchard mrt! geez..scaree, anyway, i dropped off at toapayoh mrt station, with the purpose of going to toapayoh sports complex to see yongmei(a dj of 97.2). she's there to give away car stickers and yakult to those who already haf their stickers.. den i was quite unsure..of whether to approach her or not la. i waited there for one full hour, the people there must haf noticed me sumway or another la.. den at 7pm, finally had enuff courage to go ask. whoa! and they gaf me a staicker, thot i take for my mum..den suddenly i starte a conversation with them, Mr Low Joo Hong's wife- sum big shot of 97.2 was super friendly, she kinda knew who i was la.. haha cos yongmei was stunned when i asked her if she still can remember me annot.. den Mr Low's wife went.. (in chinese) i know u never listen, but give you the yakult la.. so good cum support us." haha..so yah..she seeked the approval of the yakult sponsor before giving to me..whoa i was more than happie, cos my main motive was just to go there to take a look! worth all the effort la.. oh ya, there's this game called 97.2 zui ai dui dui pong going on la...i'm sure i'll clinch the $100 if i can manage to call through, cosh i did my "homework".. geez,but i cant call thru! fated siah//

today uh..friday lorh..sum unlucky thing happened this morning..the security guards..new ones la.. was like so damn eager to please the office ..den they cum check me..blah den i argue w them..sae cant i go home this kinda thing?.. hahah blah fortunately i haf gd mood then..else i'll jus tell dem tt the office took them becoz they were cheap! i bet the office cant be bothered at their report oso..so who cares yah..boo to you! i listened to radio to violet n marcus while dozing my anger off until 8am..den woke to do ten year series again la.. ok so ive completed physics mcq! my next target would be biology! lalala.. shall jiayou! the 97.2 sticker on my table will motivate me! yeah!
afternoon went for yee sok lan's literature lessons..sit there one hour jsut to copy notes..sian man..den after that went to TJ open-house .. ah sian -sry kayan-. but i was so so bored there la.. except for a few bballers entertaining me with their game.. i like their coach! kewt woman. stayed there for quite long with jocelyn.. saw their mass dance.. quite nice la..nubad.. den went home lorh.. singapore idol results out! ah! jerry ong's finally out! go home and cry..

hmm..tomorrow's plan is morning go for physio, den go VJC open house.. yuppo... shd b beter than today's la yeah? anyway, my dad just said...he wants me to get into sum jc like HC or wad.. argh, dun really know where to go, but guess just go along with him for the time being..and try to do my os properly again lorh..my wish is just to get the same as i got for prelims. that's all..  gud luck everybody..

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whoa, long time since i wrote so long? good mood this week ma..despite that irritating mosquito that kips flyin arnd me..tt bloody blood sucker! hey cya guys.. lurve ya lots and lots..  i definitely look fwd to end of os..i wanna do alot of things.. like go to one of 97.2's outdoor activities again..

here's what i haf to sae for this week:
haf more self-confidence, and courage, and my life will change to be better..  and i really cant bring myself to tell myself that u r jus guilty..anyway 27nov, another dreaded date. damn. i still remember, even if u dun.