heyheyhey harlo!
i'm kinda back again? wanna hear my bad results? hahah the teachers made it sound like our batch did quite badly..so there was moderation for ALL subjects except for biology la.. dammit. thot i cud get an A1 for that.
hmm my languages pulled my down by a damn lot so anyway here goes these are the moderated marks: Eng B3, h.Chinese A2, Bio A2, Chem A2, Phy A1, Geog A2, CH A1, Emath A1, Amath A1 still got chinese oso la. So anyway.. duh not happy with most of them la like english, bud oso gotta ren ming im not sum kinda language person. acty dis time quite lucki can scrape thru this stupid prelims. happi that humans i can get A. damn! ferst time in my life siah!! oh! then amaths i got 2nd in clz leh.. hehhehehh. quite unexpected huh? so L1R5 is 8 lorh...sian
ferst day of results releasing was quite cool...just took everything in stride bah..but of cuz was sumwhat disappointed. it was lik 4 sub already 8points! woo...and i queued up for 1hr for biology to see Miss Khoo la.. den i only get a few marks that left me where i was. den she was ya..i thot u wun get B3 u r an a1 student. bloodyhell.. feel so urgh
second day release only chem and higher chinese. yah. and u noe wad janfee attitude so bad la.. even sinhui saw..she kinda refused to see me... den liek chase me away la bloody. den i went to mrs phua to ask her whether can not..she sae tt pt can one lar! sum asshole juz din wanna gimme marks only lorh.. and summore what not as if im her enemy right? as if i care abt the stupid one mark..its just ur attitude tt pisses me off. at least u shud both to even look at my ppr rather than jus act nice and sae "next pls".
asshole
today..took back physics and amaths..heehee! was overjoyed to see my ppr one...ppr two was mainly careless mistakes la..so i got 91% hahah..their marking was so lenient. shit chem.
so i lsot my one dollar to weiqi who betted that i'd get an A1 for physics.. din mind losing that dollar too! hahah.. and suddenly everybody knew abt our bet.. tt loudspeaker *stares at weiqi*
so yah...tt all for prelims. its officially over! os cuming liao.. hahah up to my dear roommate to make me study liao! really thanks to her that i can get my A for combine humans 
luv ya lots! and thanks to all hostel ppl for amths questions bombarded to me...so ya and thanks to all who wished me luck for results..all e juniors lik kayee n zhoumo..and seniors like tszshan and kayan
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hmm.. when they asked me that question. it made me think of her. tt why i can afford to make such a comment under her post. this question has been asked umpteen times.. each time, i just dunno how to ans or mebbe pple who dun ask just make an assumption--a wrong one. my answer in my heart is always a " i dunnoe" i know very well tt i dun haf any since pri skool.. mebbe i was made like that. mebbe its just destiny. same.. im just like water in the sea.. while other are like shoals of fish..u get the picture?
everytime i change school, i harbour the hopes..but each time, it just fails over and over again..no matter how hard i tried. can someone tell me what's wrong? isit juz becoz i try too hard. and only achieve something that i thot was the best result, but it ended up the way off target. i ended up being the seawater..everywhere around but..
i duno wad the others see me as.. isit becoz im unfeeling? isit becos im unkind? or isti becoz i dun show myself? ahh forget it.. its always the issue. juz tt when i learnt tt thing tt nite..was really stunned tio. u noe before that i was in the middle.now im being kinda shoved to the side...pulled in only when needed.
forget abt my comment. i tried everythng and they din work...so pointless to carry on wasting my effort, but i can't afford to stop.
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life is like shit. i hate everything.
