memories-
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
here goes. another bad day.
i was so super pissed in the morning! maybe its pms. i got irritated jus waitin for waikit to appear. partly becoz i was early. but he was half an hr late! n i felt a noob at shangyin.
n so he appeared. next there's wang to handle. wif her poppin in time n again, it gets on my nerves. besides, waikit din even ASK if he cld go there to practise. she'd blame me for that too. i bet. aft a while i became :) n went for lunch w waikit. kayee wanted to go hm. ate until i xploded. woo.
aft lunch. sumthin happened. jus dun wanna talk abt it here. i was tryin to get a hold of myself. well at least not break in front of waikit. he's not one to let me rattle on. then, i really miss my blog, yeah u. i wanted to rant on abt everything. but i cant. luckily, waikit wanted to go bugis. i pei him there, ended up walkin arnd. den we went causeway point at woodlands too! it made me :)ier. yup.
went to cafe. threw away all the :(ness n started to work. until i got a call at almst 9pm. i'm sorry i spoke short. couldn sae much. i had nothing to sae. although i wanted very much to blah alot out inside. then i felt abit :( again. den i started to msg n slack. soon i bacame :| until now. yup.
that's all for today.
i feel real confused w myself n my actions. just what am i doing?
its gd to haf frens by my side.
tml early morning gotta go woodlands. again. but i want money. i need it. i got to buy some stuff.
23:43
-keeps me alive
