today was really a weird day. i just didn't know what to do. of course i read ur blog. of course. even online. i didn't know how to react. well.. i jus cant face it la. tomorrow how. i've asked u there. n i jus cant look at u straight in the face now. hai* when u blabbered everything out jus now. i was simply too embarassed to say anything. and acted like i din bother at all.

this morning, went for physio, den went lunch with mum. it was a last minute arrangement. mm, so late for watchin fenzu n i took a cab there. on th e cab, the driver was talking to me abt the DHP and thru train. wah peng.

i was so gan ga. ok. nvm. den i went shangyin help wenjing do sum stuff. den the two girls arrived. n i had to go. i took cab. AGAIN. becos of who? u.

had a chat with marie.

and i felt disappointed that i had to take 158 home. spent most of the journey with wai kit. oh talking abt waikit. hey my previous entry horh..tt lunch part is i type wrongly one. i wanted to say other than waikit got chinyong or sumthing like that. nv delete properly la. anyway nice conversation on the bus. hope all goes well for u. hmm.

haiya life is like that lorh. feel happier as the days drift by. i dun understand why too. just listening to orchestra pieces or erhu sound just pleases me  like anything. but recently go listen to sum of the juniors play. whoa really sum CMI man. had to refrain from changin my facial expressions. hah
what to do? various small matters has failed to make me dislike CO.

being online has no meaning to me at this time now that someone has gone to watch sum show. shall update den scram to read my books. yup. tomorrow i shall appear at shangyin again. becos of sumones. n of course i want to refresh wang's memory. pls dun forget what u said! hais* if u do, u'll make me miserable. terribly.

what's wrong? i just want to put myself to a challenge.