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Thursday, December 30, 2004

heyos. im at the xyz chalet now. hais.. well alot alot of seniors came, n i think i feel quite satisfied with almost everything lorhs. but duno why still was in sum bad mood kinda thing.

i guess i jus hafta type everything out before i can be happy again? i think its mainly because of a person la. really. hais. my whole day was ruined. very mixed feelings now. den kinda feel funny leh. my scorpio personalities start showing up again.

there are still ppl talking around..like wang lao shi n those older seniors. today was i think more seniors than juniors. haha..bbut nice la..most of them said v.long never haf such an event already.

talking about "such an event", me n gavin was talking for so damn long. i was really ed with a few people this morning lorhs. geees. but xian yue really haf nice ppl la.. alamak, actually today only i staying leh... chao sian. but tszshan managed to get junda, chinyong to stay. clara oso offered to stay. gees. i din haf alot of fun today. prob because kana stressed dio la. but feel very satisfied n happy to know that alot of ppl enjoyed themselves? yeah that's enough. "shi bi shou geng you fu".. i think i rather serve ppl n make ppl happy than expecting others to serve me la. i dun need to feel appreciated or anything jus want others to be happy lorhs.

of course, i do hope that there's still other same kind of events. like tuan yuan fan? aie, but no shops will hold that many? heehee.. .but i think after today, the tuan yuan fan turnout for seniors will definitely be better than last year's!

okoks... got ppl around me liaos... public com mah...so offi go.. cyah. will definitely update more about my feelings tml.

cheers.

23:37

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