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Saturday, December 18, 2004
i dun like ppl interrupting me whn im updating.
gees. was online until 3.45am this morning. den went to read mag until i fell asleep. i rmbr wanting to blog abt sumthing ytd but forgot alr. ha oops. im neglecting xanga. both LJ n blogspot got new design liao. wah everytime i take like duno how many hours jus to figure how to do that. really admire ppl like xinyi n peini.
this morning woke late. went to play ball late. xiaoting, kaiying, clara, lynn, jieying, junda, chinyong, waikit, libing, (this sec1 ger), chrystal(!!) and guancheng.. duno leh. quite obvious wad i was trying to do in the morning right? found tt maybe i dun really haf anything against the other 3. wadeva. even junda n chinyong can play..why cant i. chrystal asked me why i so sad. i was jus quiet la. who cares to be sad man. hmmm its nice to see chrystal n guancheng again.. and maybe clara too. yupyup. oh chrystal kept pushin me. aie trying to make me shorter to niao only.
den shicheng fenzu. aie jus wad ive been feeling these few days. im totally pissed that i am hunning. admit it la. i cant really catch up for tian shan. hais. where chinyong find time to practice one? summore he keep on sleeping. i feel like jus givin up. mm. or maybe im not cut out for learning erhu? nah maybe i shd try making the ba wei smaller so i reach the notes easier? but then my yinzhun would be totally screwed. aie wadeva. i feel so useless. sighs.
i actually wanted to be alone in the evening. but went home with waikit la. den after awhile decided to eat to make myself in a better mood? treated myself to kfc. pkt home den eat at home with my brother. den watched the movie toy story 2. oh if only my toys can cum alive.
AGAIN. tml's shicheng. everyday's shicheng. nv say i dun like but kinda too fast paced for me already. tml those singers n what nots all coming lorhs. den aft tt gotta rush to grandmas house for xmas gathering n dinner. yupyup. oh im sitting with shuhui for concert last row. *phews* not with...
injustice mans. backdoor methods. dun u think u r being a little too much jus to get wad u want. i've got a fren who rejected invitations to better jcs jus to stay in SRJC. oh talking abt jcs. i've found ying ying n kaiying who's gg to hc! lalala-
oh.im convinced tt ive done quite well. wanguiying said today. dun wanna bother myself abt kaoji alr la. over liao. but still i hope can beat sum innocent kids down.
yup. decided to change style of blogging again la. can tell the difference anot. i tell alot more stuff here already. not so cryptic right? okayys. im gonna play sims. im gonna use cheats! :) till later'
22:13
-keeps me alive
