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Friday, December 31, 2004

im back fr the xyz chalet, with aching shoulders n hoarse throat n growling stomach n of cus many thoughts n feelins.

29th Dec . woke up superr late- later than scheduled. ferst thing in the morning received wenjing's pissed sms. oh kewl. rushed to school in a cab, den found out that they all got orientation practice. great. n many thnks i was invited into e room. i wouldn go in out of my own will (even though i wanted so much to) because those pple inside were big shot zhiweis n seniors- linli jiayin wenjnig huiling yelin minghao chinyong wangui zhijing jialiang shuhui ( n primero). seriously i can nv imagine other occassions whn i go back to dhs sum days. hais.
watched the xyz play their song

. den other yuezus also. in the end, xyz went for a talk w wenjing n a mini fenzu by everyone of the xyz seniors present. i was jus a "calefare"

. that was one big thing i regretted.
but still, i respect chinyong alot okays (at least he is much more worth it than respecting sumone else). our gd zuzhang- went shopping with him at giants at parkway. wahs, he is jus a silly the boy who lives next door who enjoys eating free samples! *oops* haha. bought alot of stuff. den too heavy so we took a cab to pasir ris.
met jelena, angela there at M07. played big2 n UNo. really long nv play UNO already.. oh yeah that bloody AP receptionist must haf been sacked! nv seen him once in three days :) good for him! did alot of stuff, like gonig for dinner w chinyong before playin monopoly with peifen n siying. den playing mahjong with kaiying n lynn. n tszshan n grace. intending to reserve my energy for the next night, i decided to turn in early at around 2am. only me gavin lynn kaiying peifen n siying stayed over.. angela too.

30th Dec supposedly the "big day" woke early to go buy foodstuff with gavin at bedok n had a really nice time complaining to him about alot of stuff n of course gossiping about our zuzhang n another person. i got really pissed. seriously i complaining to people, makes me realise my true self. i slowly process what i've said in my brain mah. when i get pissed. i wun really appear pissed at the bloody person. gosh n i had to be nice. one day when i do get angry everyone's gonna eat their hat. u wait. went back to the chalet, siyuan n youbao was there already. then they all went for lunch n left sleepg kaiying n both of us there. talked talked again. had a good time ranting away to gavin. then, ppl started coming primero, chinyong, waikit... n all those idiots are too engrossed with their silly mahjong games to help me do anything so much for their being guys. ...wait! primero and chinyong did help to start the fire! sec2s liek siyuan n youbao helepd with the food. at one point of time..when its almost time for the fire to be started, the sky decided to rain. is it xian yue's tradition to haf rain on bbq days or what? i was so freaking afraid tt no seniors would turn up and *boom* everything down the drain. nah, but we all prayed hard enough i guess. the sky finally allowed us to haf our bbq in peace.

the younger seniors arrived in a big bunch. fortunately the juniors were alr told to evacuate the tables for them. bbq went on smoothly. when the sky started to get dark n sum idiots arrived, i started to get mood swings. n show tt i haf no social life. great! the older seniors came slowly n hmmm.. quite like the yimin n yiling. hahas. the yiling darn funny cute man. yimin v easy to tackle. hahas. sumbody called xinlei oso gd- ez to interact. aiyah my only way of interacting is serving n talking.. so wad could i do? i was so put off by certain ppl tt i rather jus be alone. really appreciate the effort wenjing is putting in to get me to mix around more n get a life. hais. if u do ask her to scram off, why not?

feel so paiseh, although i really felt like gg arnd n laffing about too, i kept myself in this closed box i dun really know why. until finally we went out to eat- me wenjing jieying shuxian. n got interrupted by overly enthu sec1s. started interracting with clara n chinyong instead. hees. den when almost all started to leave, i bathed... den yiling appeared. *tadah* in pyjamas! damn cute. entertainment of the day siah. she threw out a flower for mahjong! all started to be alright once most leave. wenjing distributed chips..ate n watched tv san guo. and i happened to serve yiling sumthing n kana joke of the hour man. all laughing at me

..it was jus butter n serviettes wad. went upstairs to play sum noisy stressng game of heartattack n namecalling w yexiang, weixun, jialing, jelena, shuhui,wangui, junda, chinyong, jieying, tszshan. i haf little voice now. hais. then it was time for the seniors to leave. they all went at once. geees.

the whole night from 2plus until 7am was mahjong.. played with money n the only bloody lucky one tt won was choong chin yong. hahah oops. we all kinda collaborated against weixun..

31st Dec checking out was a breeze. but we (me chinyong) got irritated with the juniors. cummon la none of them stay overnight.. then all their stuff lying around everywhere expect us to clear. bullshit. ended up throwing away lot of stuff belonging to xyz becos we couldn bring them home. kewl. cant blame us anyway. hell man the mahjong set i brought home for waikit is freaking heavy n worse still, i missed my stop n had to walk all the way back with two heavy plastic bags in addition to my bag and an umbrella!

Scorpio Girl
The mysterious, secretive, and deep girl sitting in a corner of the library is bound to be a Scorpio. And what will she be doing there? It's very likely that she is hyper-focused, poring over some literature. She is a complex person who can be very emotional and at times, emotionally manipulative. Since her moods shift around so much, she can be quite a handful. An intuitive gal, she relies on perception to gauge and uncover the world around her. In her leisure time, she enjoys sports that are competitive and challenging. She isn't satisfied with moving along at half speed. Stubborn and strong-willed, she won't refuse to let something go until she has her way. Some days she's a loner, while at other times she craves the company of a group. This erratic tendency also applies to her personal appearance -- at times it matters like crazy, and other days she won't even comb her hair. One of her greatest traits, though, is that she'll stick with something to the end. She has her own agenda which she will go after with confidence and ingenuity. School will be a mixed bag, and even if she's not the model student, she's likely to achieve her goals by virtue of sheer determination. Betting against a Scorp is a bad idea!

That was all about me again. I supposed from the four years i've had in dunmanhigh, servant leadership is all i could afford to haf n destined to haf. i enjoy jus serving ppl tt deserved to be served. im not innocent or wad i jus do my best in serving? Yesterday, jus hearing the older seniors say "we haven't had this for so long".. "thanks for the bbq" made me feel so happy for them. it was actually mainly wenjing's batch's effort. if not for the calling back of seniors, things wun be that good. zaijis are totally overpowered. lousy. there were actually more j1s n above compared to sec1-4s. for god sake. 5 sec1s, two sec2s n the rest sec3s n fours make up twenty plus only..after so long of being left in the lurch, the seniors finally came to plan something. xianyue seniors does have the seh n strength. i heard wenjing tellng wanglaoshi tt she will make nxt yrs tuan yuan fan bigger n better than this. well. kewl. good luck gavin.

well, sumhow, i dun quite like the idea of having a tuan yuan fan at a table. the table allows super restricted interaction n movement n most often, i tend to sit with the lousy asses.

congratulations to all those ppl who helped in chalet stuff. esp jieying, wenjing, yexiang, gavin, chinyong.. n of cus myself. word got around on 27th dec. 28th dec chiong. 29th chalet. 30th successful BBQ. yay. i am so thankful.

jieying+ soonkiat+ kaisze+ stephanie+ jiamin+ tszshan+ grace+ yingchun+ wangui+ jialiang+ shuhui+ jelena+ jingwen+ jiexin+ huiling+ shootxian+ dingfeng+ jiada+ wenjing+ xiaoqi+ yexiang+ yiming+ yiling+ junqiang+ weixun+ xinlei+ mingshun+ xiuwan+ xiaohan+ ( n one more cant rmbr) = 30

tuan yuan fan jian!

11:38

-keeps me alive