memories-
Sunday, January 02, 2005
i suddenly realise all prob n happiness originated through co. so great.
tonight had a nice talk with sum seniors. cant help but chui xin gan. seriously la. maybe we were once like that, i apologise to any out there who cared for us then. but i feel so disappointed. now i feel tt the only solution to my prob is just to talk to ppl.
jus heard sumthing frm wangui too. maybe wad she said is true. but seriously i do feel funny. why am i doing or even thinking of going back or pondering about their problem when i can jus leave everything as it is n for all to rot? i am not zhenyang.. the only hope i had pinned on has flew frm co. god. whats e point of doing everything else?
what can i say? everything is taken for granted. everyone's pampered. cant someone just grow up for once? dont any of u knw tt all of us r affected by ur thoughts or behaviour? do some self reflections pls.
hais.
22:45
-keeps me alive