im back. surprising all i can remember is about CO happenings that went on in the afternoon.
morning had skl as usual. ponned arts talk for foto taking. sheesh i hope this time the foto comes out nice.. those passport sized ones. den had phy n maths lec. qutie fun la. our bodoh lecturer jerry chai again damn cute.. n oh guess wad i happened to b standing beside ziyao for asembly today! 
n monday got canoe short distance swim test n got CO auditions. what shud i go for? anyway got my real timetable already la den the days end quite late.
after math lecture went with 04S6A- my senior class to eat icecream. another huge hole burnt in my pocket. hais. den went back to dunman lorhs. aie, i did nt speak a word to any of the juniors other than mr tai who asked me a qn. quite sad huh. 
anyway i cant jus keep living in a world of dunman..i cant keep gonig back. i dont miss them la seriously. i jus feel happy whn i see them n whn i get to talk to them or even see them smile. i even jus love gossipin abt them wif gavin. anything abt them will do.
after their dazu. xian yue ppl had a talk by yingchun tszshan chinyong. den d sec4s haf private talk also. hmms. forgot most of the contents la. but still, i dun suppose its effective at all la. had the chuguo chouwei meeting too. wah great d word chou wei sounds so unfamiliar to me. well, even the word wei too. quite sian la.. i kana the position of mishu. kaos. nt tt i dun like lah.im always gettin the secretary post damn sian. PSL, xianyue nei zheng.. anyway got quite alot to do oso leh.. hais, most the the ppl there are guys. ppl like kelvin chinyong junda minghao primero whom i predict will hang out tog. n ppl like yingchun yunxin grace tszshan who r frm the same batch. so deaded.
after meeting went to KFC to eat n talk crap again. yawns n grace was thinking how to put the zuzhangs n stuff liddat.. i jus sit there tell stories only la. cus got chinyong n junda there. they pro la everything they say n do. got nothing of my business. hmm if only i can tell other wad i think. keep making big hints n telling sum ppl too, but all i get is the same answer. i need self counselling man.
there there..i end up talking mostly about CO again. geees. tml yexiang havin fenzu wif the sec4s. but i din noe abt it until i went back to dunman. hais. u noe wad i keep havin e feeling of jus going back to see. even thou i don't live near. even thou im already dead tired. BUT i feel very uncomfortable whn go back oso. aie sian. mayb its jus the combi o ppl who go back sumtimes.
actually now, comparing huh.. i prefer shicheng so much more probably becos im d younger ones there, probably because im happy to be under so many ppl. unlike in dunman or just probably the plain fact tt i joined in at the right time.
confidence man. i must find back the confidence ive lost since sec3. or else i'll never succeed in life
dis is another honest entry. but unfortunately i think ive tried to make it slightly more vague than the rest. maybe onyl sum ppl or cniors will understand. dun undsertand can jus ask. left out quite a few points too.
anyway im tired. finally the weekends haf come. i need to gear up for another week of JC life. im fallling sick.. going off to bed. 
