memories-
Sunday, January 02, 2005
it certainly hurts my heart n shocks me to see so many ppl critising co in their blog. i wonder if the sec2s will follow suit a year later. 
jus feel so sad for them.
2004 has been quite a rough year for me.. with O levels, prelims.. graduation and all my personal problems, especially the fight with my own character. I certainly do not feel much about graduation, jus the fact that "i am finally out". maybe 3 years later, if my class still keep in touch, then i will realise the warmth of being together as a class. a thing that has always been part of my life- chinese orchestra ( china trip, gong yan, orientation, and the nei zheng meetings)... well, graduated. sec4 have alot of different experiences, although most bad and only some good. but as its nears the next year, i begin to feel glad that im finally out. im so glad my batch din haf as much problems as this particular one. however, there are too some things tt are worth remembering my friends, juniors, seniors and shicheng.
i cannot tell my future. however, i plan to have a big makeover on my character- if possible. or maybe my thinking and mindset. i want to live life to the fullest. and i hope my parents give me more pocket money for the next two yrs of jc life.
shall update about yesterday. went shopping with family at j8. hais, begin to worry for my mum abt her fiery temper n her lousy way to deal with ppl. nvm abt tt, den went over to aunt's house for dinner. gosh- although its jus normal food, its the ferst time in months tt ive ever eaten so much. and i learnt about something tt angered me alot. my mum forfeited the $100 per pax payment for the coach to thailand jus to work at the bloody cafe. damn it i rather she quit. she intended to keep it from me n my bro but in the end still let the cat out of the bag. my aunt's family experienced a little of the quake/tsunami..they had to run all the way frm 25th storey down.
hais, so many things on my mind, yet i duno how to put all across. if only one day, i find someone that thinks the same way as me, someone who can help me live my bloody life well.
shall update again tonight, not in the best of mood now i guess. i just watched the shicheng video tt my dad taped. muahahs. oh i heard there might jus be another mini one for charity. 
yup, now i shall go read those horoscope nonsense before playing computer games with my bro. cyahs.
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