memories-
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
lala. its me again. a happy entry it shall b. guess i'll lose my usual crowd cos for d time being..my blog will be jus my life. probably in HC. tt all. no more honest entrys for d time being too. cos i haf nothing to b honest about...whn im being selective abt what i hafta type. 
let me update about yesterday since i had no chance to do so last night.
yesterday was d official school day. lectures+tutorials. luckily i slept at 9.30pm d previous night.. yesterday suposed to haf short dist swim test. but choa couldn go. so in d end i din go too. went for co instead. seriously spk, im totally sian diaoed by it. d j2s know d tchs guys. d tchs guys know one another. rgs j2 seniors r so frenly to their juniors. where r dhsco seniors? i know jc co is different. i'll probably jus go for one more proper prac tml, den i'll decide whether to continue annot. im also quite put off by d fact tt auditioning is required for syf. like wad wj say..better to try my hand out at other stuff too right? lols- but i'll miss liyu. n i jus got to reunite w junkai den if i stop oso bad huh. hais. i duno leh? or maybe i give myself few more weeks, shall listen to liyu's advice. hmm, but if confirm i can join d thing after i go to kallang for tryouts on saturday..den i'll prob tell dem im nt gg liao. its MY choice anyway. shall not let anyone lead me by d nose thru' MY life again.
after co went home quite late liao. i wanted to do my tutorials n read thru my lecture notes but aft i came online. i picked up d fone n talked to 3 different nice ppl. waited online n chatted with another 3 different nice ppl. started doing tutorials at arnd 10+ n thru' chatting, talkings.. i managed to finish at arnd 12am? den concentrated on chatting until 1plus.. i realise tt although much of my sch hols was wasted on mostly co stuff- it was so fruitful n i'll nv ever regret it. last night, learnt quite alot thru chattg too. it taught me to jus stay as a backstage crew for d time being, ready to go on stage whenever im needed. n never to allow myself to b an audience. i'll never give up never say die.
TODAY. everything went full swing. but d fact tt bio tutor din come made d day quite slack. had TWO 40min period of PE. kewl. ran 1.5km- i was d 2nd ger to complete lorh. d 1st is a tracker. im d 2nd shortest 
n d 2nd lightest. hmm oh did pull-ups n broadjumps. i shud haf no prob dis yr. lols i wrote to my angel n mortal. included a bit of complaining in my 3-postcard long letter.. oh yeah i had GP diagnostic essay today. i wrote about what changes i'd like to see in d society today. jus wrote wad i feel out so there was no need to think. lols. hmm yeah guess wad im gonna swap my M sized pe shirt for an XS tml. ah. i haf cute tutors- mr tan(phy), mr chai(ma n ct) i haf gud tutors- mrs wangsunsun(chem). i shall try working hard. my class ppl are damn zai n damn pia. hell.
after school! after listening to d history of hwachong.. went for HnF first session. all d ppl dere i duno. quite sian. but did like damn hiong aerobics for at least an hour. phew. got blister on my toe liao. but can jian fei oso. no prob. 
ok now its nearly 8.30pm. i shall bathe n start working! cyahs.
an entry abt my life yesterday n today
20:40
-keeps me alive
