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Friday, February 04, 2005
hais. i feel so sucky again now. i cant sleep because there seems to be such a lot to do. but then, there seems to be nothing except for the final touches of the stupid 70+gifts and designing the silly chouwei shirt. blah. decide to do the first one tomorrow morning. my brain is so deaded.i cant think of anything nice for the shirt. hmms. money money money...procrastinate so long.. never got my money back for chalet. becos im too lazee to caluculate and tell anyone. also too lazee to calculate the $ for the gifts. sianess. maybe i'll move my lazee bum after blogging.
today. lester passed me his letter personally. wah seh. hahah. ;) den shien replied! hmm..i should get them some CNY stuff on monday. lalala. lessons were damn boring today. i tried to design the shirt during physics lec while i wrote my letter to lester during maths lecture and GP lesson. after school..went for HnF. den slacked at the classbench. woo. played cards with louis, clarence, weiye, emmett, yanni, wenkai, wenjie, yongkang..alotalot. actually duno why i stayed back.. maybe becos i saw alot of bags still at the class bench..got my angel's one also.den while playing..shien came over for awhile. wah today is the first time i talk to him..! seh. he's damn bloodi white la. lols. i shall stay at the class bench more often.. oh yeah. if we are not late in submitting the entry form. im taking part in vertical marathon with huixiang shuhan yeesheng..
in the evening..7plus.kana psychoed to go watch zhiqi bodybuild! haha. everyone there showing off their muscles..quite interesting. i love to see 6packs! went with clarence, wenkai and singnan. lols..alot of foreign names today horh. let me intro abit. lester: fellow scorpion cum my angel in senior class zhiqi: senior class training w spore bodybuiling quite cute. wenjie:Co senior also in senior class. shien: my silly mortal in senior class w 2Spapers. yongkang/wenkai/clarence/louis: senior class.. the rest are my classmates lorhs! hmmm i quite like my senior class! yayee. weiye: class RAPPer. yay. he damn cute.. RAPPEd me two songs so far!
NUS is bloody big. and its so far from my house. i took like 1.5hrs to go home tonight! tsktsk. hais anyway. tomorrow's xyztuanyuanfan.. 有一点怪怪的感觉..不知道会不会成功.. but since i wasn't involved in the planning..shouldn i jus heck about it? tsktsk. hais. im both excited and worried- probably im afraid that it'd turn out like last year's. it was so screwed for me last year. argh. i hate thinking of it.. gives me the creeps..trauma man. hais. tml's the chuguochouwei meeting too. another thing im not really looking forward to (dun screw me for that) maybe it means more work. although its not that much. maybe its cus im gonna see the rest of them again. seeing anything CO related jus so reminds me of the bad times. i hate it. really. i don't know why also. i thought i was supposed to look forward to everything tt gonna happen tomorrow. hais. i cant even be bothered to ask for my money back. i cant be bothered to ask how's everything. hell. sigh. what i need now is someone to push me in everything i do. tsk. i said i wanted to practice erhu for so long. but still haven't.
silly silly. monday supposedly got class reunion dinner. hais. should i go? these few days keep going out. scared scarly my mum learn how to ground ppl then im dead. its like i have to go kind of thing. siandiao. my class.. i love poxie yeesheng and gang! they rock. btw, poxie's huixiang. lalala- we are the super ponners! haha
OK. i have nothing to blog already. Maybe i do. these days keep having the "i-have-something-to-say-feeling"..tsktsk. WHATEVER. i gotta go. slack on everybody~ yeahs.
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