memories-
Thursday, April 28, 2005
wah seh. my mum is wonderful. really cant see that im damn irritated already thanks to the wonderful computer that took one hour to settle down before i can officially claim that im gonna start doing my PI (preliminary idea) for Project work that is due for submission tomorrow.
anyway. been pressing myself to blog again these few days la.
wednesday. chem test over! bio class test over! wonderful. and hah we had CO as usual. the stupid teacher came again. wah i hate it when he comes la. but since im in a good mood..forget it lah. whoa during dazu n fenzu, both teachers mentioned vj as a big big competitor. heard from steph that the shangyin teachers have gone down to help them also. wonderful and the conductor said something like "alot of dunman people go to vjc. and they are using dhsco's ex syf song" hah cant help feeling abit hopeless yet happy.
at night. read for bio lecture test. until i got so tired.. zZzZz
today. thursday. the BIG day- bio lecture test first thing in the morning. after that i felt so so liberated! i hope i do slightly better this time. actually some things about human relationships are already starting to put me off (as usual) but im trying to filter everything out and treat it as if i do not know anything la. yup. and there's CO practice to look forward to. today, i've decided to just work very hard till SYF. at least i can say that i've already tried my best. and to do that, it would take just a few hundreds of hours of practice. that's all i have left anyway. after dazu stayed back in sch with liyu for a teeny weeny while to reward myself for passing thru bio class test, chem class test and most importantly bio lecture test. hah and to congratulate myself for finally getting on par (again) with the physics lecture pace after missing 4 lectures in a row. yeah. but there's more to come. gonna re-piah everything this weekend. from maths to chemisty. every subject has at least a new set of tutorials to be completed. how nice.
WAH good news. i think my virus programme has just deleted something that's gotta do with MSN messenger. woohoo. for all u know, it might be the one i contracted from gavin. hopefully.
there's tomorrow to be done with and i can have a mini celebration for surviving this torturous week! however i gotta fret about monday's hcanoe JTS! great. choose btw SYF final practice and a JTS @ sakura. EXORBITANT! $30 for each senior! just to "be fair" to them cus they also paid 30 plus the previous year. whatever.
uh-huh. another thing is the nearing of SYF central judging for JCs. ok la i admit la. i wun wan CO to end so soon. like at least SYF gives me a reason to stay in CO. (like today, one of my seniors was asking why i nv go for training yesterday. wah and wonderfully paiseh yesterday, while i was happily making my way to CO yesterday, i met the cap and vcap of the team and there's supposed to be training!) at least i get to see SOME (i emphasise) nice people in CO too. sigh. there's nothing i can hold on to la actually. i just wonder, what else will i look forward to after my CO life has ended? not liyu. not the erhu. definetely not practices. nothing.
flamboyant. boisterous. cantankerous. tangible. euphemism. ephemeral. exorbitant.
i got the spellings frm word. lazee to flip dic. anyway these words were from liyu. ha im on a learn english mission. oh ya talking abt that, i saw peixuan's CLAO homework and its like kinda easy? i did consider taking CLAO for a mere reason of keeping in touch with chinese, but decided not to give myself extra stress. hah.
oh no. my eyelids are starting to droop and nothing about PW has been done! luckily its only the first draft. anyway i wanted to say that one day, someone from HC will find their way to any of my blogs. just like how the zhonghua person found his/her way to blogger. whatever it is la. hi to whoever actually i dun haf anything to hide. just dun feel like giving my link to anything in HC.
and how funny. everyday CO practices doesn really make me complain. amazing- considering the fact that its hcco. oh and i need a new gong desperately.
erms. yeah the date for msia trip evaluation cum lunch has been finalised. its on a saturday. but what's bringing me back? what's making me skip training for dhsco? ...
my parents went for this parenting talk at school today. whatever. no amount of talks help i suppose. anyway i need to run. bye.
tomorrow is the first friday in 3 weeks that i'm gonna spend the full day in school! last friday was sec sch SYF. i miss that week totally. although i sent alot of SMSes. although i always got home late. although i keep going to dunman high and have to wonder what some people are thinking about... i was happy. at least i could do what i wanted.
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