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Friday, April 08, 2005

`BANG ! long time no see. my week's been pretty good again. sigh. it really really seems like life's much better without yanni or serene around. less pressure. or is it because i become better with the class people and CCA mates already? maybe.

let me update from sunday onwards. i think i must start updating in more detail and make the ntries less cryptic. cus sunday, while i was checking out the dates of CO activities in 2004, managed to browse through some of the really very difficult to understand entries or some entries that doesn seem to make sense. hah. in case some time next year, i start browsing my blog and find nothing interesting. sunday i din go gym. sians. because of bio test lah! must prepare ma. but then after awhile ended up getting distracted by the turn left turn right movie on chan u. ha watching it the 3rd time or wad.

monday school passed quite quickly. the main part is during training, there were only 4 people- me charmaine christine leilei. den hahha i ponned 3.2k run for HCCO. hrumph. although i was so happy n thot that its d greatest achievement that one would have made in weeks noone was surprised that i turned up. so idiotic. but ha had great fun in 1hr30min of dazu. go home did bio notes for more than one hour. damn gek.

tuesday. yawns. morning PE run mr chai was angry i guess. he kinda scolded yeesheng n philip for ponning biology lecture on monday. they suay la kana caught cus jerry chai saw them at bus stop. phy lect! ha all physics lecturers are the same. they are lousy and never give u time to copy notes. nevertheless i made the nicest and neatest physics notes ever in my hc hopeless physics lectures history. CT session was kana sai-y. so siannifying! after school went with tracie mongoose shuhan yining to coro to eat. bang! the combi of pple made me think of last time in xianyue. its like whenever a leg of d table is missing that another leg gets to stand in. never mind. den went to gym. ran to make up for not running for training on monday. hah ate at serangoon gardens n den went home watch tv. ha. ever since i watched trun left turn right on sun and watched the chan8 9pm show on monday..started watching tv. hahaa long time since duno when. slept w/o doing anything.

wednesday boring day. let me recall wad i did. oh yea. lessons as usual. had bio test! sian. sure die one. even though i prepared for it. after school i ate ALOT. i mean it. bazhang, tauhuey, prata and cookie! how cool i accidentally mistook a big BLOP of fat for mushroom (think of it.) den i swallowed the whole BLOP of fat. i think it can alst me for one entire month. damn sad. and everyone was laughing at me when i told them. rah* den had HCCO! funfunfun. im lovin it. sectionals rock. cus i was sitting between minyi n liyu n alice was nearby. den for dazu oso fun cus i sat beside stephanie. lalala~ totally never regret not quitting la. went home with minyi. den gossip quite alot on the bus. hheee. die leh. cus out of the 3 gers in xianyue, i think after syf if i quit will left only her. so sigh. i may jus not quit co in d end. shall see la. again, it brings me back to the point that its my fault for being so wishy washy and not quitting earlier. like now i already ok with the people and having fun liao. at nite, managed to chiong physics notes for independent learning.

on thursday. had 4 period straight of lectures in the morning. damn taxing on d brain man. but actually. luckily ive mastered the skill of daydreaming. its like i find myself staring at the lecturer or my notes. but i find that nothing gets into my brain. ha. anyway. CSP two periods i went to library to mug physics ok. nothing much got in la anyway. den PHYSICS tutorial suck. but i tried my very very best to listen. finally the bell rang for the next period and samuel tan happil come tell us that he got the eriod frm mr chai and will leave once chai comes to class. but the fact is that chai isnt even in school that day. gosh i thot i could recuperate for the one period break. so the 2nd half of physics tutorial session, totally switched into "music mode". chiong to gym after school. the irritating gym instructor keep lingering around me. den feel so restrained. whatever la he. got home. after dinner after playing hopeless game of mahjong on playstation with my mum, i tried my best to revise for phy test on friday. and here comes a call from mr.taiwaikit asking two amaths questions. relieved to be relieved from physics, i went to do the differentiation questions. so great that i can still solve them w/o much problems. maths rocks la. so i ended up watching tvee and sleeping after that.

TODAY. council elections and voting today first 4 periods. sigh. actually when the nominees started singing a song, i suddenly feel quite weird. and i managed to link it to because i miss dunman high peer support board (passion.commitment.service) sigh. i rmb d sec3s (when i was sec4) being to enthu during song sessions..jumping arnd and dancing. its really like you know u r sad for some reason. but u must think to find the reason. i miss organising orientation and planning station games. haha been planning games since sec2!~ anyway physics test was crap. quite happy that i can do some questions. sigh hope when the results come back, i will know that i havent prepared for nothing. anyway yeesheng was super acting stupid during maths lec. keeps aying i haf white hair n my hair very messy. pok la. lesssons...blahblahblah. after school wenta EAT. my whole life seems to be about eating nowadays. eating makes me happy i dun care where it takes me. sigh. im still harping on the fact tt i swallowed a FAT.

went to chat awhile with jiamin n jieying before going for sectionals. HAH. sitting on liyu's right. but quite stressed man. cus she can hear EVERYTHING i play clearly. but ok la. at least it made me want to play better and less slack and pay attention. sigh. i must tell myself to take co more seriously now. must practice cus u really get d satisfaction la. one point of time i was damn sad. cus i just cant get this thing right. somemore junkai go two-by-two and it so happens im paired w liyu d pro. sigh. but after awhile i think i got d hang of it. must really go zhuo-mo it one day. den HAH. later junkai(d zuzhang) went one-by-one. so called "test" u know. theres dis part that liyu whispered to me "dun disgrace wang lao shi" i suddenly felt wierd again. like sudden woken up frm my dreams. remind me that i must practice. so i PASSED d "test" la together with liyu n another nanyang ger i think. hah. felt quite satisfied. but if only i can hear myself play. cus u noe wad u listen isn really wad others listen. i got a goal- to learn gusu and play it properly. really la i must really start experimenting on d erhu. hah leaarn frm liyu. get influenced by her. den thats d right track already. hah. wgy rocks. i miss her totally. argh bud dun remind me how stupid she acted in msia.

after sectionals walked liyu to busstop n pei her talk until her bus comes. yay. sigh but ya on tue/wed i was thinking WHAT IF the seniors (jiamin steph ...jieying liyu) graduate? sigh. gona miss dem like siao. hao bu rong yi see them again in d same school den less den one yr dey disappear again. sigh. den better still i only know liyu for less than 4 months until now. den after syf she stop coming for co. den she graduate. den if she go study elsewhere in the world. everything will be gone. woohoo. nice analogy huh. anyway. yup. i miss shicheng. i miss wenjing. cus recently i jus saw yx n jd so nt so bad. hmms. maybe i do think of xuanzhong too. ha talking abt that. i may jus go watch rjco concert with liyu in may. sians. why jc only two yrs. not as if i want it to be longer la. but then...(trails off)

went to class bench n stone. felt quite bored. one pt of time hafta go steal food for hungry lester. rah. den ha! while waiting for huixiang to come, tried chapteh with emmett. quite fun siah. must play d next time im wearing shorts. went curry wok to eat with some of my classmates. hah my table got emmett, tracie, weiye, huixiang, yeesheng n yanling. damn fun! they talking and asking those funny quetions. whoa den one pt of time laugh so damn hard cus yeesheng say i veri dirty n i think of wad i say its very very funny. anyway yah. today's hwachong's parents day for j1s la. den went back to school, saw jerry showing our parents d timetable. hah. dne hung arnd awhile b4 going to adma road to eat.

feck la. i let my parents noe abt parents day cus i thot they go and they will know everything n i dunnid to tell them anything. ok. as if i know anything. been dreaming for d academic talks n principal speech. whoa funny man den car and all the way till home, they keep rattling n rattling non-stop abt what d principal n teachers said. bANG. ha at least my mum now know that not tucking in shirt is the norm and im already d guai-iest for not putting string or elastic for the shirt.

sian. tml is canoe training. seriously i always dun look forward to training. but i enjoy training- can alwys tell myself tt its a form of exercise!

today's meifang's birthday. made a little something n wrote a postcard to her. great and i nv give it to her. sigh i always like that one. duno if i shud give her on monday. but i guess forget it la.

oh the council list is out. sigh. brendan got in. alice got in. zeying got in. shiqi got in. i think charmaine got in. all in my CCAs. wonderful. gotta mke d most of seeing them during these few trainings/practices already cus like duh they r gona quit.

a little of dhs this week. 29th april's jian tao. i may consider getting an OCP. or just turn up for the dinner only.

next thur got hot date w liyu! hah.
plan for the weekends: gym for next two days. do tutorials. practice erhu.

last note for blogspot readrs. i sincerely think that is much nicer and colourful than blogspot.

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