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Friday, April 01, 2005

ok. if im not wrong. DIARYLAND is back. like finally?

gee. haven been blogging for quite some time, not because im very busy or what. basically have been slacking (as usual), reading storybooks, i haven even been to d gym or running since monday trng. every night very free..start "getting into the mood of sleeping" from 10pm cus i told myself not to come online cus when i blog it will drag my feelings down when i start to think.

lets update about my whole week. basically beginning of d week was kinda happy..living life normally and enjoying d time of my life abt having no hw to do and i din remember anything about dunmanhigh. until tuesday. den wed thur oso honeymoon. today's dunman's speech day.

last sunday chionged homework for the whole day den at night went swimming n running @ SGCC with my brudder.

monday was kinda energetic during lesson time as in i din feel like sleepin as usual. training was 3.2k at own timing rah* pants pants. met our new temporary GP teacher *drum rolls* mr shang tong kai. some wierd person whos 4 yrs older. looks so RIish and so quiet. eeks. at night i went to M.O.S burger at junction 8 to chiong maths tutorial! hah i felt so accomplished aft tt. hmm doing work out is GOOD. shall try doing more next time. lalala.

tuesday lessons again. met the 2nd intakers n another ger who transferred class. all 4 gers quite fun la. one of dem is national shooter n she was frm my O1 orientation grp. received an sms frm taiwaikit during physics lecture. sigh and my rest of the day was subconsciously spent humming co songs n whining tt i wanna go back to dunman to see them. after school went with tracie n amandalee to ikea n tracies house. woohoo IKEA rocks. last time i went there was in sec3? i rmbr i was too sccared to go in for a walk cus i was in sch u. hah. poor friends hadta tolerate all my co songs and ha i was totally enjoying my time talking to tracie n telling her abt dhsco. lala. den evening wenta KAP macs for mini class dinner. it was supposed to be for d 2nd intakers but only one of dem went? how s-t-u-p-i-d. went home with poxie n yining. hah poxie had d priviledge of looking at my house gate.

wednesday OH! another reason why i dun wanna come online to blog becos i scared i get BANGED for telling ppl that I AM IN HCCO! after so long of deciding and blahblah. beginning of d week was so happy cus i finally managed to set my mind on QUITTING co. and tuesday i told minyi abt it n she managed to make me decide to stay afterall. HAH. went for CO practice. I AM HAPPY. so far. enjoying. having fun. and i-like-the-ppl-there. syf's on 8th may if im nt wrong.

thursday LONGEST day! sian diao. had part one of council elections today n all d ppl kinda introed themselves. aft tt we went to SIM to eat and was late for bio tutorial and kinda got into trouble with the discipline comittee. gosh n jerry chai (CT) still say "never mind leave it to me to settle it". does he rocks or something like that? but feel so bad. we create d trouble and he settle for us. my energy's been drained. started to feel sleepy during lectures n tutorials. was trying to hide fmr d lecturer and sleep! hah. OH ya n tuesday oso veri sleepy. wednesday oso. basically only monday was energetic la. today mixed arnd alot of wif d 2nd intakers. hah. die all of them now know that im a super slacker sharon! lalala- everybody see me think i so guai. hees. anyway after school wenta meet waikit at orchard n went hopping and ate abit at marche! yum. very pig. we ate rostees each tt all. ha. budden go home i still eat dinner. my appetite's been HUGE. stopped craving for chocs now start on icecream! sheesh. i dropped a short blog note online. wondering why im online? cus i had to read someone's blog. woo`like rushed online after food n bathing. so qiao tt person call me jus when i got connected to the net. talked on d fone for quite long to shekkayee. all the homework thrown aside... by the time i finished, ironed hc uniform for speech day.. do bio work..didn have enough brain cells to do th rest of them. today is a happy happy day. YAY.

today (friday) feeling very SLACK as if its d weekends already. jerry chai (my "form teacher") actually allowed me to PON school. he signed an empty out-of-campus-pass for me! ha. lurve him lots man. kana shocked when i complained tt yaoxu n amanda wanted to leave only at 1.20pm he said he will let me leave earlier. but in d end..left only after math lecture which is 1.20pm. mr chai rocks. he siad he spoke to suresh(bio tutor) and PPC(dm) abt the SIM matter already. wow teacher negotiation i bet jerry was told like to "do something" or "look after the class well"..sian. sorry man. wenta dunman high with qianru, yaoxu, amanda after i ate a cookie n tauhuey!

dunman high school rocks. saw alot of ppl..hahah had abit of -rahrah- with huiyi and spent time in toilet whining abt my school uniform which is not-so-ugly-but-very-ugly. my skirt's too loose. bah i think i like grew skinnier in ONE day. hah. speech day liddat lorh. watched jiaolong too. its either d sound thingy in auditorium lousy or their standard drop la. gee. den had FOOD. eaat eat eat. den gonna leave tt time, went to chat with teachers. sigh. think graduate liao really got more things to say. talked to miss pear, mrs har, missling, mrsho, wulaoshi. n said hi to many many teachers. tanwahchwee shook my hand. said hi to ilyana, christine tan, janet tan... very nice feeling to be back. den see teachers who nv teach u b4 they will still smile at u say hi and blah blah. sigh i was COMPLAINING TO MRS HAR ABT SAMUEL TAN. talking to mrs ho abt my brother. talking to missling about i forgot. i really miss dunman high. i miss d teachers. i miss d ppl arnd. somehow d feeling of being back now is better than being in there last time. maybe its when u lose something that u realise how precious it is. d teachers r so nice. sigh. the more they make the sucky samuel tan stand out and show how lousy he is! hah. i love dunman high. i sang d school song today! oso saw yexiang n jiada who received the "friends of dunmanian award" something like that la. co rocks.

i started to feel sad after i left dunman n start to wonder when i will be back again. when will i see d teachers again. tears really had to be forced back. no particular reason why but i just dun get the same feeling at hwachong.

im a little down now. sigh. and i look around my table. there's my tutorials to be completed and i still hafta reach kallang mrt at 6.20am tomorrow for training. argh. i bet it'd be running-to-esplanade-from-kallang-river tomorrow. den still hafta get stupid junda's present with gavin n yelin tomorrow. SIGH. i feel quite pressed for time? duno how to describe la. and i really need to improve and catch up and try to like physics now with samuel tan pissing my life off. he shoud go fuck himself. go arnd pissing me off during practical tt i din wanna listen to him. totally turned off. whatever. hc physics department suck. dis phy HOD. still dare to call himself HOD. talk so fast, shakes the paper in front of the projector, nv give us time to copy, writes so messily during lecture! sucker.

once again, i start blogging. i start comparing dunman to hwachong. i compare hwachong and vj. i start cursing physics teachers. i start feeling unhappy. i think i shud jus stop blogging and i hope i can control myself next week too. so that my week will be happy.

OH ya one thing i dun wana make myself think about but suddenly came to my mind is that i think i cannot stay arnd with the same grp of ppl for too long. ppl in my class start forming cliques and i find myself floating around. really cant settle down la even though i try. will surely find myself being in the same situation as i was in dunman high la. whatever. never mind. and i am not as fun as other ppl who talk loudly laugh louudly and tell secrets to each other or have eye candies. i do nothing like them i go out alone, do hw alone, dont share my secrets and don't have eye candies! its different. i think i live in a different world.

SIGH. GOOD NIGHT.

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