memories-
Sunday, April 03, 2005
since im online why not blog?
guess what? i freaking forgot who i lent a CO badge to in msia. one of the two concerts la. seemed like i nv got it back? and shirlene's asking for it liao. damn does tt mean that i haf to pay 2 bucks for it?
guess another thing. my beloved n precious chem n chinese notes have been sold to the KARANGGUNI man. rahhhs. wanna cry man. felt so depressed for a period of time this morning. d note have sentimental value! hah. how many chi tuitions do i need to attend EVERY NIGHT for one/two whole week to get tt many notes. how many days of copying do i have to do for TJF notes. althou i dun like TJF her notes freaking helped me get A1 for chem. THANKS man the person who decided to sell them off. i think oso got KOC book, and ciyushouce. lucky my phy tb and olvl papers n prelim papers are kept elsewhere. luckily ive given away my LIT notes, chi textbook.. i feel quite sad that my notes were given to a M-A-N who doesn make good use of it. wHOOT! perhaps the next piece of toilet papaer u use would come from my notes. aie. noone would undst. was in sucha frenzy dis morning when i couldn find my chem notebook.
yesterday was quite a happening day. the great announcement is that i spent like 14 bucks on food? solely food which means lunch. hah. anyway morning training was in the rain. and the nice troop of coast guard boats had to create little tsunamis in d river. quite fun- riding d waves` went ps pastamania with d gers to eat. ate baked rice. den went over to orchard lib. i slept for awhile there. den went to eat brownie @ billybombers. met gavin n yelin to shop for slippers. shop for freaking long. and found a quiksilver one. yawns. saw lirong at wisma. after tt, i went to toapayoh for walking arnd. saw a magician at work ha. den saw 95.8DJs. sigh so reminds me of guoxian n d other 97.2 djs. one day i'll go back to being their fan. i dun really haf d time now. managed to spend 1h15min at toapayoh i duno how. saw bags tt i wanna buy. i always cant seem to bear to buy anything for myself. think for so long in d end nv buy anything. i must learn how to spend money man. everything i see outside, i'd think of who i can get it for..
very tired last night. wenta sleep at nine plus.
today been doing work. left with studying for bio test and phy test tt's coming up. shud i go gym tonight? maybe i should if i manage to finish bio. haven ran since monday. tml will haf to wear college uniform that sucks. my skirt's too big..which means tt theres lotsa xtra cloth sticking out. and after alteration, the skirt is still long. ha. hopefully training is at 5pm so that i can chiong to CO frm 4-5pm.
im obsessed with eating. dinner's cooking. shall cya. till hopefully friday, when i shall remind myself to type COmsiatrip minutes. i feel damn moody. was checking something for jiamin on my blog. ha my blog very useful for checking details n dates of past events cus i totally record everything down. den happily i went to check entries of 2004 and i managed to read the same thing tt disgusted me few weeks ago. arghs. i really think i was mad then. if only i had put myself in d shoes of another person then. like god noes how much ive hurt her? maybe it hadn. but? shall nt delete those entries though, cus they will always serve as a reminder to me nv to make d same mistake in life again.
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