memories-
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
sigh. decided to force myself to come online despite time ticking itself away and its nearly time for bed. gosh better not sleep too late tonight.
today had a stupid experience of finally missing my stop by 3 stops. that makes it the stop after the CHS stop. wonderful and i had to walk all d way back n was nearly late! phew.
anyway. been quite moody these days, at least i think so.
sunday got this call from stephanie n she told me to go for SPARKS (some kinda performance @ spore poly la) cus the counscillors kinda pulled out. how wonderful can it get? and like the perfomance is this sat. rehearsals are on tue and friday. great.
monday had CO. wonderful i cant go for normal sectionals cus i had to go for sparks rehearsals aka my first practice. and i rushed to training. only did like medicine ball n pushups. when i found tt they were running my instincts told me to go back for CO. and i did. anyway today whole afternoon was quite funny. cus silly liyu wrote mie a letter! and i kept it in my bag. altho' got dis bigbig temptation to read it immediately, i din, cus i wanna leave it for a better n nicer environment to read. hah. in d end went home den read. and wrote too. did i say i was nearly late for school on monday too?
tuesday morning passed d stupid thing to liyu and very sad to see that the stopper came out of d bottle! sigh. but in d end still managed to replace d missing white colour thanks to d canteen woman. i shall start finding better methods of stoppering. very slack day today. did our NAPFA 2.4km run. ha i bet i deproved la. like what the hell. anyway after run, me and meifang (new classmate, 2nd intake) went on a big eating spree! after tauhuey. had cai fan. and she bought ice-cream drank greentea. and i ate prata n fruitjuicewith minyi (fellow CO-er) after that. i know two new ppl today! and they are : jonathan n mingswin! two djyers. rehearsals suck. i was feeling so tired n lethargic d whole day. after rehearsals gotta wait like 2hr for everything to end. went outside to play chapteh. hah quite fun. i wanna learn! anyway right..blahblahblah towards d end of d day was getting kinda kanchiong cus i totally forgot abt preparing for a bio class test on monday night n i was still happily writing letter n doing nonsense. so tonight must do mah. in the end minyi led me on the wrong direction for the bus n i took two hrs to get home from singapore poly. anyway wasnt in d perfect mood nearing d end of the sparks thing.
at night, chiong bio. chatted on d fone with kayee too.
wendesday, today. yah. legs hurt n sweating madly when i ran into school. lessons rock la so slack. anyway i got an A for 2.4km. sigh i wouldn mind rerunning though. the moment i went for CO. the moment i knew that TODAY IS 4 hours of freaking DAZU i got kinda pissed. cus i wanted so much to go for the water training today. but i told myself i should go cus there's fenzu. bloody hell go change everything to dazu. feel like killing everyone of dem. ANYWAY. dazu was quite productive after mr.wei took over the first conductor i-dunno-who. got nothing against d wei guy. it think he's quite funny n not bad too. hah. CO ended like damn late, with a mini meeting deciding to have extra sectionals for xianyue. rocks man. lets see. next sat, next next sat, and all fridays got practice. best schedule. like it clashes with all dunman practices before 22nd? i count count count like got none i can turn up.
anyway. two feckards. tried to mess up my hair again (and again).
today mood not good la. suddenly i feel like i can gether enough to quit co after syf. hah. but u nv know. d fickle me. two days ago i was consulting and telling everyone i wun know how to quit co after syf cus im getting more and more and more involved in practices. i can count how many trainings ive ponned for co. and im damn bloody sure that im gonna miss lots more until 3rd may. i feel damn bad. so therefore. the next two weeks. its either wed or sat for me. which means. wed i go for co/water training. sat i go for the one i din go on wed. hah. if sat happens to be training for me, after training i go back hc for co. sounds fair enough right? the most i prac more on sunday la.
huiwen (canoe mate) ran to me all of a sudden today n went "sharon! i very happy my timing improved by 2min!" wow. if only i could achieve similar results. luckily amanda(canoe cum classmate) changed her mind abt going training today. else i would haf felt worse for going to a stupid four-hour-dazu when my plan was going to the two-hour fenzu that i hoped very much that it would be like last friday's ( it rocked).
sigh. like suddenly today. i found that i really have alot planned but all destroyed by hcCO. whatever la. since ive kinda found my driving force to make me go for sectionals (and end up staying for dazu) i should just guai guai for awhile. anyway yah, syf is on 3rd may and guess what we have to report ins chool BY 6.30am! we r d 2nd orchestra and we kinda get to watch till lunchtime? hope can see vjc. lol. i hope we get gold with honours.
dunman co? wish them like tons of good lucks. i'll try my utmost best to appear one practice before syf. it was initially friday/sat. thanks to SPARKS i duno when la. and i really need to think of one big valid reason for me to take an out of campus pass on d 22nd. ha like feign ill on the day? or fake an appointment? anyway liyu said RGCO is after dunman co. hah good luck to them too and beloved wgy.
enough said. i need my sleep. i hope i feel better. anyway thanks kayee! i wanna watch!
n hope dis person who wasnt feeling very good today feels better faster. rocks on. u add colour to my life!
and been thinking of this every single time i wash my face. d facial wash tt i use is d one i used in dunman hostel. i miss d goood old days :)
life rocks. apart frm a few nitty gritty detail that i refuse to acknowledge at this hour.
22:17
-keeps me alive
