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Sunday, May 08, 2005
hah. wonderful. whoever weexian/hcco/user is la.
number one i cant blame him for coming here cus dis is an open blog.
number two i cant exactly deny 100% of what he said.
too bad tagboard comments arent really saved or else i'd long to keep his wonderful comments for memories.
but hah. im not wrong for posting my posts online. hello dis is my blog.
neither is he right for posting gibberish on tagboard.
number one. he duno anything. i mean he knows nothing.
number two. who is he man. ok wadeva. assuming he is my senior. he got all the right to scold me lorh. but does that make him feel any better. ha.
yah maybe he is right huh. i shouldn have even joined or continued joining in the first place. i shouldn have gotten involved in CNY perf, SPARKS, or even SYF. hello. WAH maybe i join for the CCA points. but we dunnit PEARLS in our year. so wad did i join co for la. hello. i had to not go for so many trainings. i had to face seniors thinking im damn slack. plus i had to stay back to practice. sorry la maybe i should have given myself more studying or playtime by not joining co right.
oh so its my fault huh. i should reflect on myself. hurhur. sorry la. if u dun really know it. i shall tell you. no one is trying to keep me back. i will go if i want to la. hello if u din know, or if i din say, the only consolation in getting gwh was tt i get to stay on longer cus d canoe ppl r expecting me to quit after syf. i told u that u duno whats been going on already la. u should jolly well go away.
actually i also duno what to say. dun wan to make it sound like im finding excuses for myself. sorry la i just think that weexian guy should find out more before accusing anything lorh.
thank you for ur beautiful comments that really knocked me to my senses that hcco is even better than what i've expected.
hah. i was commenting that life seemed boring w/o anything bad happening. so here's one. life's getting exciting. but i'd prefer it not happening on my blog. its sacred. having ur name here is like putting a black spot on a piece of white paper. adds to the pattern doesn it?
okay enough about talking about a guy who wun return to check out how wonderfully his comments worked on me. since they are 50% untruths i should just live my life and be true to myself la. if i dun like something i wun stay. u duno how much of my cells i wasted making my decision in march/april. pls dun make me regret it.
anyway quite ironic. i was about to come online to blog that i am quite troubled. cus of many stuff la. one of which is an issue concerning hcco. but since typing it out in dis entry would happen to contridict dear weexian's comments. i shall not.
oh yah. user should be thanked too. but i dun happen to stay on cus im needed yah? i understand that i have nothing but trouble to contribute.
[hcco] sorri la i would if i'd known that hcco was this wonderful
weexian. if u were not hcco or user, hello :) dis is my blog. get that into ur head. thanks alot.
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