memories-
Friday, May 13, 2005
hello :) the quite hiong week just ended. actually i'd rather have zillions of this week than one of this weekend. alot of things to do this weekends and i dun have the e time!
did alot of wonderful (oh its my new pet word) stuff this week.
1. screwed chem SPA
2. cca on monday
3. went gym on tuesday
4. bio SPA on wednesday
5. nt appearing on wed @ lt3.
6. cca on wednesday
7. bio indpt mod quiz
8. friday: phy SPA (half-screwed), math lect test (half-screwed), GP essay (very screwed)
nonetheless, i felt great after so long of not having tests. i'd rather haf more tests and then the results can spread out rather than a few tests where the marks are so darn crucial.
and what's quite great is that ( uh- i know i quite slow) but i found out something abt kelvinang! boisterous!
maths lecture test was wonderful. o_O
v.sian diao now. i've got 3 things to attend tomorrow morning. i had a hard time choosing. and guess why im on the com now? i have to type the msia trip minutes that is 3mths overdue? around there. yawns. i cant sleep. i just got into the thinking mood. been in the thinking mood almost this whole week la. im missin a few people. 2 of whom i havent seen and talked to for a week? the school is simply too big. and my long lost inferiority complex is coming or i predict will surface soon. also i am/ have been missin out on alot ever since their syf ended la. rah. nvm. hopefully tml i'll ketchup!
this way/style of blogging sucks
life is really so different everything has ended. d only comfort i seek is in living in the past. well, maybe i do find certain ppl in my class fun. and seeing minyi somewhere in school fun. its her bdae on 16th. and i still duno what to get her. im nuts at buying presents. ah so many bdaes this month. it was peini's on 11th. tt day quite stupid. i keep reminding myself to send but end up i forgot!
im getting sick and tired of the same bus routes to and fro school. i need a change. i'd gladly take 158 for the next 2 more yrs. i went to bugis today after so long and i'll find my way to parkway somehow one of these days. maybe dwn to e lib someday. d familiar sights. d familiar shops. i do miss gu lao shi, my chi tut tchr too. sigh. even the bus no. reminds me of things. saw d busses 196 n 12 just today.
life just rocks my socks
duno why seeing some names just make my heart skip beats. sigh. under normal circumstances like last year maybe not. but this year. i feel i dun belong anywhere, come on they are all in VJ. god. im dying. and they are in HC. but they belong together. i dun. and they are in dhsco. im not. and when such things like a vjco concert pops out of nowhere. it is what makes me realise something. sigh. duno what will become of the trip to rjco concert too. at least. aha let me use what ive learnt in chem. the energy released in forming new bonds arent enuff to compensate the energy used to break old bonds. ok. all d facts are mixed up together. sigh. thats why im hesistant about turing up tomorrow morning too. the reason is plain and simple: they are in dhsco.quite stupid la. but things arnt/werent the same as before. i watched this thing somewhere today. about u dun realise whats impt to u until they r gone. quite true la. things keep coming back to remind me of this fact. i told u things wil change. and it did la. thru d chats. thru pure observation. when certain things change for d better after everything ends, certain things have to become bad.
gee all d jccos (tj, rj, vj) are having concerts..... hc?
23:35
-keeps me alive
