memories-
Saturday, June 18, 2005
oh great i had quite a sleepless night last night.. anyway, guess what was my decision between cycling with kayee n siyuan and going for d second consecutive day of training? i was too lazy to decide..i din want to trouble my mind to decide that i slept on after my alarm sounded. how great. i was like feeling damn bad after i woke up around ten plus..
morning was nothing. i made my way to yc's agm in the afternoon. it's really a small world after all, i met dhs hong shen on the train! yeah its d sec2 guy..was psl of his class. anyway only 7 from laos trip turned up la, but its d biggest group around already lorh..other than the "liyu's friends group" saw a few familiar faces..the world really is small la. saw sheryl su.. d counscillor lala n d tennis ger amy. gee nubbad lala can find me familiar.
basically the meeting was kinda crap not very pro and bore you to death kind. but had fun with the laos trip ppl: giri, rama, rubin, elaine, cheryl n koon. hah and is foosball session again. gee really i think we r d only ones who made their investment in the soccer table worth it. then aww had to hear mr lam crap about shirin and the trip stuff for an hour (again) before we left arnd 6.20pm. den wenta eat dinner with rubin..for one hour! gosh he eats damn slowly and is damn picky with his food la. hah. anyway..something to reinforce the small world thingy, i met our ex-gp relief teacher, mr shang at our dinner place with his parents! god.
had this funny feeling when i was coming up the escalator of the mrt station. i suddenly felt so great. like i've achieved something, felt more confident of myself..more self-esteem..like can tai tou hao hao zuo ren..something to that feeling la. it might be because i talked to the singtel person over the fone myself, or might be because i shut this person who was doing some time-sharing business thing but pretended to be some lucky drawn person up. i felt so great when she hung up. nehneh =p or it might be thru' observing different ppl, and thru' the few days/nights of sharing, can more freely express myself properly..like i shared abt d laos trip during d meeting today! i feel so happy today..perhaps i've really learnt/gained something from this holidays. thru' interacting with ppl from different walks of life, thru' experiences.. i feel like i'm a new person. hah.
i reached home, slack around with my parents..they were kinda in good mood..and i messaged cassandra frm d laos trip. yup its her birthday today. gueess what? i remembered! i dunno why i found her name scribbled on my calendar oso. hhas. i bet she felt touched. says din know she meant so much to me, what would liyu think? hahs, in the end messaged quite alot, about our schools, our work everything lorh.its really nice. anyway..everyone should start telling me their birthdays..i'm trying my best to remember to wish birthday wishes.
anyway looked thru the pictures frm laos trip the one mr lam took with my parents. and my mum asked me "what have you learnt from this trip, anything that i've gained".. nah but being the usual me, i said "nothing", believing that she'd know its because i duno what to say. but seriously, subconsciously, i think i've absorbed quite alot of new things, new thinkings...
been messaging shirin, another girl from the laos trip, kinda abit not into our group today too...i think hah im pretty nice..gee, i think what mr lam said is right, she needs to be "changed"..and i think i can do it if i were her friend. sigh. i was thinking for these few days, if only i had gone over to play cards with her and the guys on the 2nd night! yup, i did have that intention, but somehow i din go over or was too lazy to go..i asked her whether she had any night activities mah..cus i thot our room would be pretty activity-less. but who knows the next few days, our room became exciting and lively..den neglected her liaos. gee, things might have been different if i had gone over to play with her the other night.
i've lived my today not studying. i hope i will study tomorrow. but i seem to have not put studying my first priority. one more week to block tests. first, i'll deal with the block tests, then i'll deal with having to live in hc for four more months before the end of year holidays! den another break! yay.
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-keeps me alive
