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Saturday, June 11, 2005
was pathetically tired and sick and worn out last night to do anything, let alone blog. plopped down in front of the tvee since 6 till 10.30..
yesterday morning went for this eldercare thingy. was quite nice la..although initially couldn find ourselves much to do.. went with rubin, elaine and rubin's friend, dixy? sang alot of oldies..deng lijun ones! they got this karaoke set there lorh..was told its really like those in kbox kind..all computerised...blah blah but really enjoyable la. i hope dis is nt my first n last time though.
afternoon had to rush to practice..they settled the seating arrangement and wrongly put me at the first erhu seat. so practice went on really stressfully.. until i felt so dead after reaching home.. watched tvee the whole night.
this morning.. went to rosyth to prepare. basically did nothing besides practice lorh.. and my headache hasnt gone off yet.. there was this irritating guy yanhao i think. he keep snapping photos for god noes what stupid reason. urgh. practice and everything went on okay at SCH. but the main concert was so damn damn shitty. i hope no one saw me. like when supposed to come in never come in.. supposed to come in never come. den gong fa so stupidly wrong..especially the first song. and my mind wasnt at all concentrating. dunnno wander till where also. sheesh. my last on stage thing i had that i really concentrated was the shicheng in jan..that's all. ah whatever.. i wun be so sad or whatever.. cus i never really prac la. and like really super jing zhang la..cus in front got no one to follow and d teacher sitting beside me is really cannot kao one. whatever enough of concert.. its gettg on my nerves..
i think its d last time id see the ppl there.. aww i'll miss zhiyi he so funny and cute and whatever..i hope i'll see him arnd in chs! and that few zhonghua gers..ha and minghan!
great. tomorrow i've got t.h.r.e.e. events clashing together. so don't blame me for not turning up for hccoxyz outing, don't blame me for leaving early/not going for dhscoxyz04 batch dinner with wgy..i've a dinner with father's side for fathers' day celebration.. sheesh. i so did hope to see my dhscoxyz batch mates and beloved wang lao shi. sigh.
talking about wgy, which is erhu related, there's dis guy who took the diploma kaoji who came to perform today.. he, rachel and dian wen were like playing all the songs la..like chun shi, sanmenxia, yangguang..blahblahblah. its like !!! too many pro people around.
argh today really isnt any good day. if time could be turned back.. i think i'd try making myself least paniky before going on stage.
oh anyway. i think today was meant to be grand..but it really wasnt. you know the yinchayangcuo old man? the father of jizu, came to emcee la. like wdh. mediacorp artiste! and 958dj to lang song, which seriously wasnt good.. i'd prefer the shicheng concert man. muahah.
anyway i need to go. check up on the studying stuff i have for kayee.. and i have had enough of today. bye.
ohoh! i just remembered. i dreamt that i slept at 6am dunno whether true annot la. but hmm.. i dreamt i spend my whole day in co/school. dunno wad co la but got liyu and got alvin pee! ah yeah its in hwachong..den very werid jiu dui le.. din have a good nights sleep..
23:53
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