memories-
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
ah. peifen just made me realise all my recent 5th julys were good days spent with dhsco! 2003 was the exact date of the syf opening ceremony @ esplanade. like quite fun. played radin mas which is actually a modified form of ditanjong katong composed by huang liang yi, some ri guy then. woah my memory not bad. then 5th july 2004 was the xyz activity day that me n gavin organised. kinda. ok our batched organised it. and 2005 is the rehearsal for syf showcase. not bad. maybe its blessed by peifens bday. whoa.
im too tired and lazy to do my tutorials. at least not on the supposedly holiday after block tests.so here i am..doing much more brainless stuff.
let me talk abt my wonderful day but no so wonderful as yesterday. 10 plus i wenta gym! ok, my arms felt like they've never carried anything in their entire life. so long never do work. but i din do the cardio stuff la. den i went to j8. i couldn find the shop i want so i left for brasbasah. oh ya then here the quite exciting part. other than national day, ive never seen so many policemen and women together outdoors! its damn cool. i happened to go into raffles city. den i jus knew tt IOC thingy is held there. den there were ppl in blue all over the place its really very cool. but i couldn stop to watch the live video thingy..wenta search for the shop i want at brasbasah and raffles city. but quite fruitless la. den went to orchard to eat den went hc lorh. haha went to so many places. but that's my going out style..
hc ah. i kinda reached on the dot. but there was arnd 10% of the ppl there only. so i was imparted the lifeskill number1. that is not to go early or on time cus noone ever does. i guess i too guai liao la. ha.den dazu ah. quite exciting la. i guess its my best hcco day today. everything went fine went ok..duno how to describe too. dazu until 7pm
den it was kinda xyz dinner? oh liyu rocks. the girls rocks. we sat diff table fr d guys and ordered our own dishes. much better than the chicken that the guys ordered la. we got liyu's (and mine) favourite mai pian xia. OH GAWD. got swt n sour pork. 2 vege. furong egg. n thai chilli tofu. yumms. quite fun la. i really feel damn shag now. oops i mean tired. i laughed alot. but mostly SAP. self amusement park but aiyah the other girls also got laugh lorh..lalala. its really fun. i unknowingly or mayb accidentally say all the funny stuff. blah. but i liked it :) woohoohoo!
hmm nothing new, but it really like i must interact with either ppl older than me or younger than me to be more myself and make myself more happy. whn im with ppl arnd my age, i feel so. argh. small. really. ahh bad bad bad. then liddat better hope got ppl like waikit come hc. like say become successsful in DSA. pls pls. well. if i feel happy with at the girls table today means that hcco is actually ok one norh. at least i can feel happy. ah. what will i do if the seniors (girls) stop co. well. the day is here. tml is our last dazu tog. just like dhsco. disclaimer: these are just my thoughts okay. shoo if u dun wanna read. sigh although i dun really feel alot now, just like thinking how will d future be like. if its bad then can forget abt going that often liao. and like they are talking abt gtting more ppl in. like got 4 potential girls to join liao. eeeeks. i am not really for that idea la. new ppl? no minyi exclusive to me. ok i sound like a big pervert. i mean like no more two girls. im totally against gettg more ppl. although we may need it.
okays. about dinner. i have so much to try to say but i duno how to say leh. but yah quite funny ah. is co always like that? i must say i prefer ppl speaking more chinese. like if im at hcanoe or class everything i hear is english. quite irritating huh. chinese feels closer to me. muahahs. but both my languages are like CMI one. oh yes! i know why i say all sorts of weird thing already. i jus say whatever that comes to my mind lorh. never filter them out like when im with other certain ppl.
i think that after i got out of dhs. i changed quite abit right? jiamin? issit bacause of different events tht happened, or becos of interactg w new ppl, or my constant self-reflections? i feel much happier as in high spirits overall.
i have a big and nice plan:
pon school whole day on friday den afternoon go dhs hear the announcement. sounds so juicy and feasible. gosh. so who is for the idea? support me!!
lets continue about today. oh yes i forgot. i saw dihua at bishan! its like wow the world seems to be getting smaller and smaller. everytime go out will see ppl one. i saw ms tia at sengkang the other time. uhhuh. after dinner nine plus, took bus with liyu*, jiamin*, steph*, minyi n junkai. deciding which route to take to go home. in the end left minyi n junkai tog onthe bus and NEL. went to toapayoh tochange bus instead.
i bet when liyu, jiamin, steph leaves. co life will start to suck. like when i step into the black-n-white LT3, there r no colours that will be added. aww. quite sad. i dunwan them to leave worh. sigh. not like i wun see them in school but the probability is quite low la. at least co is purposely go one. heehee.
ahh. i feel quite irritated. and thinking of the fact that maybe wun even get to see the dhsco ppl tml, makes me feel more irritated. stupid SCH. so small. argh.
nvm. im gonna spend my day tml wisely. last day on stage with them! with liyu at least. jm n steph still gt chance. aww. and i will try to conc n play my best tml! yay.
i gotta go! first up tml is bio lect. aww sch officially starts. boring.
for awhile aft tml, my happiness graph is gonna have a negative gradient. duno when will it become positive again.
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