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Tuesday, July 26, 2005

harlo. i can feel that my mood is going downhill already..just let me blog happier parts first.

yesterday must b too tired nv sae shengrong, this xyz j2 la. went to beijing for international bio olympiad. he damn zai one. but hah damn nice la. bought souvenirs for all of us! thankiew :) and i din realise that my block test results was ACED. i ACED my block tests! ha. errr..

from sheng rong!

last night was forced to sleep by my mum. argh so din read potter.
only started this morning! im a slow reader la. eng lan. so must read slowli 2 comprehend.

today sku was damn slack. 1st 2 periods pw lecture i was reading potter and doing GP assignment. den next 2 periods PE. was deciding whether to pon or not. but in the end went la. volleyball. aww. really reminds me of the sentosa outing with hccoxyz. sian. i wanna go back sentosa again. well. some of d ppl might be surprised that im actually saying this la. i hope time can turn back. and d seniors wun hafta leave -sobs- im surprised at myself for feeling that too. actually all along. co was my heart-choice la* (refer to previous post) but i din realise i had that strong of a bond that exists somewhere out there. aiya duno how2 explain. eng lan.

after PE. i ate oh eating is such a sinful thing. i ate banana muffin. and drank vitasoy (for the 1st time n my life). nah its too sweet for me. hung around at the class bench la. den senior class was there also. den talk to jieying. oh exciting.

went out with some hcanoe girls to buy wenyi's gift and celebrate her bdae. thanks amanda for standing up for me when lala, once again, told me to quit co =) well. hey i think that im quite good okay. some ppl. not like me dun haf two CCAs. somemore free leh. still never go out with us. and i went! wah. gimme a round of applause man. so ya. went to far east. for the dunnoth time of the month. i think been there less than 8times. but im damn sian diao with there le. bought a roxy small handbag for her! den went gelare eat waffles that were selling at half price. i feel like a bloody glutton. ate shihlin chicken with christine again. den had strawberry strudel instead of cake! damn yummy. if you ever go to far east. look out for the first pillar you see after entering. alot of hcanoe words on it. haha everytime go there will add something to the wall! hah. i left to join hcco!

looks like im damn busy right? but aiya. i enjoy it. even though im running here and there. i get the best of both worlds. quite a selfish thought issit? duno leh.

hccoxyz. not alot of girls went to play pool at beauty world. exciting! liyu is there..that's why i not so bored. gee. ya den not in bad mood. phew. if i bad mood and liyu around, den super sian diao..cus d best part is can see her amuse me man! always mimic me. budden sian diao den amuse me i will also not very amused one. hah like yesterday. well. reflected on my words these two days. realised i keep scolding her recently. gee. wei. i asked for forgiveness already. i really meant it. mayb she think i playing only. hah. pool was crap. (me n liyu) vs (boonshan n lixiang) d couple teams! ha oh crap. later minyi joined boonshan's team. WELL.guess wad? WEwon okayy` roxalot!

went back2 sku. quite rush. prepared for concert. dinner. din wanna eat de. ha. but jus 2 satisfy liyu, i ate.. how sinful. today altogether i ate [ 2 cupcakes, custard puff, bananamuffin, vitasoy, strawberry strudel, chicken, waffle, dinner] oh great.

the waiting before going on stage was yijibang! let me tell you. mstanliyu is a super good erhu teacher. she help me alot for gusu. things i never saw myself or thought of, she told me and prac wth me. damn nice la. well. if only she dun haf As. den can help me lor! well. ya. thanks alot alot. u just watch her play can get enlightened one.

went to join the xyz ppl in playing this mrt game..ya basically its the name calling one la. haha. i think i fared well in that! den aft tt liyu suggested the playing switch ppl's name thingy. so i became minyi. wah she damn suay. cus i went around defaming her..spoiling her name and created a scandal with "ningfei". haha entertainment for them la. quite fun. and liyu became wuhan. so weird to call her that. well. i fared well in the change name game too.haha next time chalet i will win lor! play more often can incr memory space!

perf rocked. for me. cus again, i told myself. last performance, not allowed to flop. not when im on the same stage for the last time wth the seniors. this time, managed to pay attention to the pieces and concentrated la. i think i played ok.

after perf. stuck arn liyu n d rest. took group fotos and waited for curtain call. den after everything went back LT.

i am smart. i changed between the LT doors. and d rest did so too. haha i tell you i think i this year become damn porn already la. change everywhere that u cannot imagine. i shant say my grossest place. -shh- took some lousy fotos den went canteen w liyu to wait for our cars! milton say i look damn mug with specs. ask me to wear contacts. shit i dun wanna look mug. haha but he know i not mug. he say is some inside info. eee..duno who so kaypo tell him abt me. haha.jkjk.

liyu too free. well, haha too nice. gave everyone a note. havent read it yet la, will do so after blogging the main points. dun wan it to affect my mood of blogging mah. ok den aiya oso like duno whether is cus scared it'll b d last note she'll ever write 2 me. so must wait lnoger, let the joy last for awhile more.

liyu's note! :) thanks alot gurl

my dad came so early. at 10.10pm wen supposed to come at 10.30pm. god. den cant wait with liyu. sian.

-ok. now shall read what i am supposed to read before continue blogging-

ya la. -sobsob- liyu's note very nice n oh whatever. call it touching or anything. im all nonsense now. mayb im mad. tearing after a short lil' note.

gona read d next thing now-

yup. im fine le! heehee. but guess will have trouble sleeping 2nite. unless dear potter can help put me to sleep.
thanks libo for harry potter!

hmm. maybe no more entertaining people for me.
d few ppl who listen to my crap are mostly the seniors like liyu, steph...lixiang..blahblah.
no more fun stuff during co.
less motivation 2 go for co.
less excuses not to go for trainings.
actually. ask myself why i suddenly like after a few months suddenly so enthu, so happy in co and everything. well. i think the best part about co is not only i get to use my beloved erhu, i get to see liyu, i also get to CRAP! really feel a different person when im in co- whn im happy la. well.
nobody to make fun of me during co.
nobody to bully me anymore.
nobody to anything. RAH*
although there are no supa close frenship
its like there an invisible bond there.

im starting to utter gibberish.

i really really think i try to open myself more le. like i moody wun moody moody alone. happy also wun happy happy alone. i got involve other people one lor. amanda ask me last night why i dun wanna talk to frens abt prob or anything. acty i also duno. is not dunwan. just. aiyah duno howta sae leh. gee. and like i more you3 hua4 zhi2 shuo1 already. as in dare to say. last nite told amanda sum of d reasons i blog is for self-reflection and to clear my mind. ya d main thing is not blog for ppl to read only. thats a horrible purpose of blogging. thats why i can afford to come online everyday. dun care whether my readers are bored or not with my entries la. most prob they are anyway. anyway dun digress, i think i've improved alot on the whole this year.. or maybe these few months la! yay.

eight months isnt alot. actually its only officially 7 months. dec is not counted cus i still dao her then! steal my seat beside chinyong during shicheng lor! every prac, sit in front of me. ha one day saw her wear hc uniform den i was like "wah" jc can wear funny colour shoes! haha. so i din talk to her alot. den duno how. suddenly. some dinner and 2nd last day of shicheng. move instrus. drink water cooler.sat tog on d bus. come to hc. saw her arnd. went tog for shicheng tsunami concert. den still quite stangers then la. joined hcco. nearly quit. but i din ha. cus dur shicheng alr know she damn nice. aiyah. last time say liao. once i feel that this person is good (meaning those i super like de), i'm never wrong! so its thanks to her n prob minyi tt i stayed on. and prac tog. know her more. syf tog. went rj concert tog. bought minyi pres tog. and laos trip was quite a big thing too. roommates and most of d times bus seat mates. syf showcase.sentosa outing. arts fest. -to be continued- aiyah u all know who im talking abt la. dunnnit 2 say. i think lucki i remained in co. or else i'd have one less MVF (most valuable fren). we have vlittle common topics. talk about nonsense when tog. but still. she's my MVF! acty really la. i cant help feeling happy for myself tt i got good yan3 guang1 okay. go read my dec blog entries if u dun believe! hah` sharon rocks.

im bored. 'll be logging off soon for sleep and potter! bye :) tml sku damn slack. dismissed at 12 noon!

my river of life_* dun wanna go training tml.

well. and i just thought of another troublesome weekend. [ images of spore n training ]

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