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Wednesday, July 27, 2005

hello.

this morning. i met lixiang at parade square! den called her "timo". den she forgot my name! ha. ya its the silly game hccoxyz was playing last night during the performance. after assembly. i spotted liyu @ her classbench. HAH! den aiya she nv turn around. talking to minyi lorh. was contemplating whether or not to go bug them, being my usual hamchee self. had to go get jiamin to pei me bug them abit. at least jiamin easier to approach than them. ask me why ham chee la. cus i scared disturb them ma. sensitive ok me. scared ppl dun like leh. spare thought for them wor. but dun like d feeling of being hamchee too la.

so ya. even though it lasted a short few minutes with them. it was quite nice :) every morning after assembly should be spent with either liyu n minyi or jiamin n jieying. its the ideal way to make full use of time. but quite impossible la. i can pangseh my classmates no prob. but they got their classmates to gu4 la.

maths lecture din sit with class! haha quite anti? sat with minyi! so funny. den our whole row only got me, minyi and brendan! ha no one dare to sit with us meh. brendan bth our talking. he fell asleep in the end. chatted and sms-ed ningfei too! apparently he's super bored over in the other LT. haha plan to sit together again during chemistry lecture tomorrow. dun mind man!

i thot of eating lesser during break. i bought bubur hitam and cake. stupid libo eating wonton mee. had to tempt me to buy wontons. fried ones too. so unhealthy. bought four wontons at 60cents!

GP was stupid. debate like quarrel between yaoxu and the other group. too sleepy to pay attention la, so read the potter book until i felt like sleeping. saw miss cheong never scold liying for sleeping so blatantly in front of her. i was in d farther most corner so all the more i should sleep. lifted my head up occassionally at intersting parts of d debate so teacher wun suspect me! ha.

after sku. today ended at 12 cus suresh never come for bio prac. went pooling with libo, panyue, weiye n haoran. ha the main purpose was to waste time la. well and seldom panyue will go so i pei her lorh. if not i think i'd have stayed in sku to sleep/read potter/run with amandachoa first.
three times in that pool center. three times same table. it was the table we used yesterday too! aww.

went back to hc. it was arnd 2pm..dismissal time. as i walked from the busstop to sku, passed by many ppl. like wenqing, jiaying, soonkiat, sheryl, yujia, laykhim blah..quite cool 2 see ppl you know. heehee esp dhscoers like soonkiat, jiaying n yujia! anyway i think i din mention. saw jiaying @ orchard ytd! was so excited. ha den talked 2 ziyao at d vending machine ytd too. haha oh remind me to tell him about the psl bbq.

ran in the quite sunny sun! but my timing improved. for weird reasons? never ran for two weeks i think. more than two weeks in fact. slacked two rounds by running with amanda! ha. did circuits with lala n amanda. quite qing song also. weird i thot im becoming more n more unhealthy w/o exercise for more than two weeks! den did pull-ups again. did my style of cheating and d rest thot i can do le. hha crap. its fake. i wanna do proper one.

i am happy after training. maybe exercise that time got andrenaline secreted. ha. training is liddat de. when i think of it, dun wan to go. after u go..u'll find that its quite ok acty. again, lala told me about co. its everyday affair liao lor. but im gonna remain at my stand la. 'll work xtra hard! but co mus work hard in order for me to b able to not change my decision too.

decided to give myself a treat by going to adam road food ctr to drink mango juice after promising myself no drinks for me tonight. nothing but water or fresh fruit juice. met teeyan on the bus on the way home. haha so qiao. yet again, its time for me to say: the world is so small!

on the way home. messaged cassandra frm yclaostrip. really rally man..sent alot alot alot of messages. den aft tt liyu messaged. den aft tt ningfei messaged. haf d feeling tt i keep messaging nonstop. i think got near 50messages sent today! quite crazy.

had chic rice for dinner. ginger rawks! yumyum.

haha today have the chance to come online early cus reach home around 7pm. heehe. realised i blog everyday. jiamin sae i blog alot. aiyah. i happy or sad den will blog ma. so happens that these few days keep on have happening stuff.. so everyday blog lorh. cleanse my mind too, so dun hafta store inside for long.waste memory space.

in school. i keep seeing this girl. haha she went for the yc agm. hah. duno she can recog me not la. but sure can recog me frm keep walking pass her in sku! hah. quite funny la. but very weird also. felt so like suddenly wanna say hi for nothing in canteen jus now. haha but its quite stupid. hamchee me wun do it de.

hc got this j2 girl who seemed vaguely familiar. well, she's kinda fellow dancer back then..when i was still a tiny p4 gurl. now she's hc dancer too! too lazee to find her name. haha find also no use. wun ever remember me de. kao my memory so good. that time the dunmanhigh psl zihui also i can remember.

den reliased low shanyou, p4 classmate i think, in hc now also. no wonder that netballer looked super familiar.

somewhere down the road of life..surely will meet alot of ppl that we've met before. quite exciting.

read the hccoxyz blog. all quite nice entries abt seniors stepping down. aiya duno how to say la. but stepping down isnt a nice thing. cus the future is so unpredictable..uncertain. although d note last night kinda calmed my heart abit. but really la. 'll only miss the senior gurls la. its the dinner that night that brought me closer to them, that made me feel closer to them. its the syf showcase too! den sentosa..everything la. dun wan dem to leave. i'll willingly be niaoed, laughed at and everything..

kinda feel a teeny weeny bit sense of loss. but thinking of seeing the class bench diagonally opposite mine will help in getting me to appear in skl. im damn super bored now.

eh. do girls out there know what does knnbccb means. hhaa damn vulgur la. saw it written on my table for GP. must ask arnd survey some girls. so i'll noe if im behavin normally. hah. oei im trying to be more girly okay. after wenyi said im like guy. damn sad la :'(

and my dad in the car call me "ma lai po" okay. dammit. make me feel so heartbroken-ed. where got father call daughter that one la. gross. but he trying to say i under sun too much le. aiya sad. in dhs everyone wanted to get a little tanner. and now ppl arnd say i tan le. so sad. pls let me get fairer! ha shed skin!

my sixth sense tells me that amanda choa'll be on my "nice friend" list when i grad frm hc.

despite the london bombings, wenyi flew today for overseas attachment programme thingy.

OH YES! in a really weird way. eg. by helping her carry her pu jia, i managed to befriend changfang dis dhscoer in hcco now. haha! oh YAY cus i nv knew her in dunman n din noe how to start saying hi. lalala~

-scans my memory for any other stuff-

oh yes. the yoghurt in my fridge is super tempting. will succumb soon.

21:03

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