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Monday, July 11, 2005
i mus be mad or something. these few days been very dependent on my blog. no wonder i feel so light hearted n not moody.
hmm. cant sleep. just now while watching shao nian bao qing tian n massaging my mum, i finally thought of why im not so keen in going overseas this time. if it was like last yr or something i sure go without hesitating one. i mean other than the day b4 national day, its also because i must use my own money. left pathetic 400 bucks from the olvl money. but like come on, i was thinking, if i dun use the money to go thailand, then sooner or later, i will spend it on presents of some even more unnecessary thing that i dun benefit from it.
well, i really dun see then point of having extra money, other than the fact tt i dunnit to starve to buy a present. cus i keep thinking of what to buy for myself. i wanna buy, but very bu she de..
ha and i became a rubbish bin for my mum. she buy supper home like quite often. den she cannot finish will gimme some of her share. and i was already so bloated form the chicken rice during dinner le. i think its because i ate too much for break. damn. i wanted to eat just eat bubur hitam and chee cheong fun. but i ended up eating sausauge too, thanks to meifang. in the morning for breakfast, i delibrately ate more so that i could eat less. so in the end my stomach became like so full. i an say byebye to a weight loss tomorrow.
anyway. lets hope for the best. i shall save money to buy somethings* from today onwards. well. but i can say that its doomed to fail, considering the fact that there's outing this sunday, as well as competition dinner somewhere in july. luckily i skipped the pre-com one.
ok, that's all i thought about in arnd 15min.. but i still cant sleep. must be too full. hah scarly i sleep halfway suddenly think of reason why i cant sleep den die liao!
at night is moody night and thinking night as usual. oh yes i hope d rest have updated, then i can read! tata :)
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-keeps me alive
