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Monday, July 25, 2005
my day today was half-half.. half good half bad.
morning wwas quite happy la. my results! biology got a D E! muahaha like kinda scrape thru it..maybe got rounding up oso. haha so summary, got ACDE. better than ACEE la. gee. was perspiring like crazy at the chs terraces during assembly. wah den they still took so long and make all d announcements abt our achievements. somemore is including the chinese high school ones also leh.
break. went to com lab to hurry get the stupid hccoxyz blog template done and over with. duno why got d feeling that i must do it. maybe just for fun? aiyah. duno whether other ppl will think why will i suddenly abit more enthu for co. big change from first few months rite. aiyah. how to explain?
just spent 01:07:04 talking to kayee! think alot of radiation go into my ear frm my fone le! ha. nvm. let's continue blogging first.
aft break d lessons. i felt so cold. as in shivering that cold. borrowed yaoxu's super AA, super not-like-me jacket for three periods! like duno why everyone not cold i goosebumbs everywhere. nvm good mah. ext temp decr, metabolism rate incr. so more fats burnt! ha. wad crap.
aft school. played hide-n-seek la. really sad case. cause im going co. den got training. but i think in the end kana spotted by amanda also. duno how 2 explain tml la. okay. i just told amanda i went for co. i think she's d only one who will not blame me or wad when i tell her i go co la. first i hide in com lab la. but end up find that i very bored nothing to do. the stupid school com cant receive sent files from msn. ended up going to look for minyi at fishtank.
quite funny huh. fooled around with the xyzblog. i let her noe i have a blog. but she duno d add yet bah. finally. 1st hc fren i told about my blogs existence. other than angel n mortal la.
we went for co. den slowly found myself getting moody. duno why also la. not my fault k. quite bad. dun even have mood to listen to liyu's nonsense and see her mimic my actions. den aiyah. think about making the hard choice or heart choice. ya its regarding my ccas la. really these few days been feeling like ppl in canoe like lala and leilei.. are giving me lotsa pressure to quit CO. but i just talked to amanda la. she tell me to continue to stay on in both since im happy! i also think so. but like i hope the rest will undst?
jus reflected abit also. the co ppl are more of my type you know. and d canoe ones are those typical girls u see out there..noisy..more english.. everything. actually i think i'll b happier in co. jus dun wanna quit canoe cus it'd be quite bad. but i know la..want or not, i'll spend more time in canoe than in co. i'll have to anyway.
co was.ha quite fun altho' wasnt in gd mood. time passed quickly. oh and i am going for qing gong yan. duno wad issit. some celebration for after syf and everything i suppose? well. i hope it turns out nice. like can sit with the girls and everything. going seoul garden on 5th august. is four ppl per steamboat thingy rite. pls gimme good table mates. and girls sit tog! i prefer it tt way.
after co. darn! i met huiwen n wenyi. i hope they never see me. but i think they did. hurried off to the bus stop. took bus with minyi. talked all the way la. fun!
come home. chiong food. watch tv and did GP hw. gave up on one set and decided to copy from panyue tml. den copied maths lecture notes. missed two precious lectures last week. i think i'll die. differentiation!
come online. read emails. learnt some stuff..was trying to piece info in my mind when kayee called la. i think i adopt a slightly different style of talking today. well. more exposure to life i guess. im glad i haf d honour to know abt it. den ended crapping! quite fun.
my mum's bugging me to sleep. but now im talking to amanda choa online. wah find that she's really quite a nice gurl la..yay. and i kinda like pouring out some of my feelings to her. *nods head* i see some hope. one of d few hc ppl im telling my real feelings to.
uh-huh. and since im like nt going thailand anymore. i can go for psl bbq. since some expects me to help oso.
oh ya and i predict. the hccoxyz blog will be having less activities le..today noone blogged. well, i could jus go there spam easily..but dunwan la.
well, gotta go. like erm go read the potter book? tml still got performance for hcartsfest. and im looking forward to liyu's "little surprise for u all". mite b going out with hcanoe gurls 2 celeb wenyi's bdae, den go join hccoxyz ppl forouting b4 perf! gee. i only feel like going for the latter one. but aiya. well, shall reconsider tml. for the sake of d team. i'll try my best.
oh ya. my back is peeling like nonsense. really damn bad. cant bear to look @ myself in d mirror whn i bathe. it better be nice after it ends.
tell myself i can cope with two cca. that i am happy in for now.
acty wanna subtly hint which one i wanna quit if really given a choice. i think i did. did i? ok shall say la. no qualms abt wot others will say.
given a choice. if noone will murder me.canoe will go
no choice. like a situation like this. co will go.
done. made me feel so honest. well. think can classify this under honest entry la. like so long since i had one of my "honest entries"! cya guys :) muacks
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-keeps me alive
