memories-
Friday, July 08, 2005
last night plus the night b4, only slept a total of 7hrs. slept at 2.45am this morning. had to force myself to do so. else i'd have stayed wide awake in front of my com reading my past entries in d private. gees.
from the moment i woke, ive been thinkg of howta escape from school. quite cool, instead of lessons, there's a 12-4pm talk. how nice, the sch is welcoming me to pon with open arms. so i asked jerry chai (my CTutor) if we can dun go. den he say can! he is an amazing fella. rox.
got back physics MCQ today. i din fail. and our class standard quite high. performed above some standard. which i think only 6 (less den 10) classes did.
went to dhs. ate lunch w waikit. den wenta walk arnd d sch, b4 gg to co room, and then into LT. there was the announcement. actually, it wasnt that interestg cus i dunno alot of them? know also not personally what. want to the results go youbao's blog. i think the names dun really have much business to appear here. nah. no comments here yet. dis yr xyz only got two posts. which is like no extra posts la. and i think i seriously need to know more ppl. most of d motivation to go bac is gone..with the sec4s. but still got some sec3s bah. oh wangui came today. phew got ppl pei me. oh yes. i think xiaoxue is damn cute! god..
after the announcement thing wenta suntec w peifen, junmin n cephia. ate. i still feel damn bloated. den walked around lorh. that's all. junmin is damn cute. hah. felt like a walkg zombie the later part of the day man. slept like a pig on the bus.
came back home, havent done much yet. only feel like stoning now. but i've got an upcoming physics test- my most feared. i must do well to pull up my marks.
came online. and i saw kayee's blog again.
well, the sec2s were pretty nice huh, with motive or without motive. sigh. ha no one cared if our batch, or rather i was leaving annot la. bah. i know this time last yr, i was damn flustered la. and undecided. got things also very difficult to say now la.
dun really like d idea of the sec4s leaving already. as to what might happen in d future, its still a question mark bah. u see ah, my analogy is like they leave den dun haf confirm can see them days already. at least before this whenever i shuang i jus drop by dunman high.
hhaha how i feel now is just like what i felt last yr. just like i am the one graduating. quite dumb huh. tell me why too. but huh. must embrace the changes bah. i guess. i'll learn to live without that much of what i had previously. life is so.
i keep thinkg tt i seem to be talking in riddles. sheesh. jus what is my point?
and i am super duper troubled (i mean it) by birthdays.. presents always give me headaches. arghs. no skills. no money. only got the heart. can anyone of u tell me what u want. sighs.
okay. i really no mood to blog. i feel quite sianified. hrms. i got nothing to SAP about too. i miss a certain you. and you. hai-
currently chattg with a few ppl. and nounou from laos. but sheesh. abit fu yan-ing la. really dun haf d mood to do anything. im really sian diaoed. like an inactive enzyme. cannot function.
does anyone know what i need? i need my activators to be around :'(
shout out loud! ARGH ! wtf.
i jus got amusd by the webcam that nounou is using. wow. goodbye or i'll end up talking nonsense.
20:41
-keeps me alive
