memories-
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
sigh. why cant she like help me a little? dunno over the fone whether what she really meant. so scary. not fun anymore. i only wanted to make sure what. aiyah. -scratches head-
my day went fine. quite slack la. finally left two more days to weekends.
lessons n lessons. after sch went to do circuits. sigh. den wanted to run. but the other 4 dun wanna run. say sun too hot. sigh den i bth left to go find the co kias.
ningfei, libo n minyi were teaching this ger called ruiqi, new girl la. quiet quiet de..den i go in teach oso. zzzz. den nf keep callg seniors to join our going out. but only managed to get dayang, as usual.
went to plaza sing. on the bus, talked to minyi lorh. cus only we two sitting. den kana headache la. reminded of my big problem. in the end got d courage to ask. but got a worse reply. damn sad. argh, the whole thing sucks alot. sigh also cannot really blog abt that here..can go complain n to minyi some other time i hope. but then minyi quite nice larhs huh..we keep discussing on d bus. den she keep givin me ideas.
even at ps. while walking arnd, leading the guys in circles searching for stuff, talked. but then leh, in the end came back to my same first idea, just an improved version. well. was thinking of giving it a 2nd shot tomorrow morning. maybe it would b better if asked in person.
well. the trip to ps was quite nonsense. we ended up doing nothing. cus i gave a very logical explanation n idea. den haha. the end. wenta eat at food court. den they were asking those stupid things..kinda like "bang bang bang who died" thing but alot more. guessed all but one. damn sian. but that one minyi got it. ha. we is xiang fu xiang cheng. hmm nvm, sunday will have more! damn exciting. we did those nonsense stuff at the food court for two hours!! like frm 7 to 9pm?
left in a big hurry for something. but didnt get it done in the end. will say it tml la. but i feel so bad. im probably gonna cheat tml. sigh. well not for a test. my cheat meaning a white lie? it was purely my fault though. sacrificed it for the "bonding session" with the co kias. i'll do my best by hook or by crook to bu chang tomorrow. den i'll update abt it. well, mayb this hints to me that my two CCAs are like so clashable. a sign that two cant exist together.
today was fun. me, ningfei, libo and minyi! woohoo. jingguan n bong nv go la.
if only someone can realise how nonsense ive been abt this whole thing. i wun say it here cus everyone around will just l.a.u.g.h. im so serious la yet nobody will undst.
tml is a long day. gotta chiong for physics lecture quiz. siannified. i better try to do chem now. bye.
22:22
-keeps me alive
