memories-
Saturday, August 20, 2005
again, feeling nonsense, browsed through my fotos and found THIS:
hey anyone remember this song! radin mas! dhsco played that for syf opening on 5th july 2003 at esplanade! 
wondering why in the world i will scan my scores? actually its only 3 songs la. cus i stucked them in a little notebook. so hardworking, go write what must zhu4 yi4 before syf. haha.
well. and i compared fotos of myself last time and now. really look quite different la. tsktsk. think now better. ha.
well. ask about my life these days. quite nonsense. dun like it i guess.
thursday night i watched superstar results how interesting. the results came as a shock la; thot junyang will get.
friday school quite ok la. lived through it. den went rgs to meet gavin and to find wanglaoshi. well haha went shopping at scotts with her. very tired la.i think walked like one hr? but my leg already gonna die le. den went eat lor. she treat us jiaozi+guotie..that one super nice siah. and erm curry chicken noodles. after that me and gavin went to order chicken rice. hah. quite fun. but im tired. i think none fo her students has ever done wad we did la. hhaa.
i think dunman schoolu is very nice.
at night i did maths. then i happily went to sleep after practising lousy erhu and filing my worksheets. din sleep well i guess. hah din sleep soundly la. keep feeling that i need to walk up. my phone vibrated and sounded gavin fwd me a thank you message from wgy at 3.45am and i thot it was my alarm. god. woke later at 6plus to go for training.
din dare to leave home too early cus the sky was dark. in the end caught the bus super late and i thot i'd be late for training. lucky never cus i ran all the way from the bus stop! hha fun! took k2 with wenyi. she super stable and i got my BYM already! shared with yingxia. fyi: BYM=big yellow mat. haha its a non-slip mat la. finally i can learn to kick. n thank lala for telling me why i felt so tired aft wed training cus i never rotate my shoulders. trying to do my best now. heehee. but then come out of water le..den discovered that got big water blister appear on my heels! den one of them bursted already. lala did k1 today. how cool. hahah her bdae today too! it rained aft we kept the boats. how lucky. went to behind the sheds there got like less than 1m wide of shelter to do some arm raising thingy and jumping jacks. got so wet cus of the rain! den went back shed. all squeeze inside sang song for lala anduse hand to grab cake to eat. so gross! anyway the "late pushups" (leilei late for 5min) nearly killed me! -pantpant- i'll never b late for trainings.
went toapayoh sports hall to collect the race pack for the upcoming newbalance real run @ sentosa this sunday and did some fitness test thing! ha. den bought energy bars too!looks quite cheap..so all of us except huiwen bought. lunched at macs. quite fun la. got me, lala, wenyi, huiwen and amanda. eeyer i think the new sauces for mcnuggets not nice! curry still d best. both me n hw like curry and dun like curly twister fries! there's 1.6m on sand this sunday. dreading...
got home n discovered that my left heel very pain. still got sand there dun dare to touch to get it off. wish i could stay at home for the next few days. fell asleep when i was reading bio. nothing really got into my brain la. den woke up cus of my message tone..(liyu's message) and decided to eat! LAKSA! and the bar we bought in the afternoon. still very braindead. watched tv until ten. and then try to read bio at the same time. how stupid. obviously i got nothing done. and i tried doing a physics newton's laws question and i got so pek chek that i abandoned physics for the night. sigh. basically, other than training in the morning i got nothing done the whole day. so shi bai!
i still have alot of things to do. next week there's sickening biology SPA (practical assessment, counted for A levels)..chem class test on energetics n kinetics..i tell u i think hwachong is freaking stressing. school is so sucky. other than CCAs la. so much to do and study for jc. i wish i was forever stuck in sec school. i just anyhow typed the silly proposal for project work too. sian diao. then still got to complete maths tutorial, though i think it'd only be needed next next week..so far all the tutorials im still ahead of time la. fortunately, or else i think now i sure die =X
experienced this kinda feeling before. well.. i think its partly or mainly due to squishing so many activites in a week, leaving myself with no breathing space. sigh. like although i dun feel it..and enjoy everything im doing.. but i'll realise it when suddenly comes a long break..then feel super liberated! but i cant help it can i? weekdays are never for homework or studying!
next week training programme is swimming and running. sounds pretty interesting. i hope when i wake tomorrow, my leg wun be pain le! i jus ate an enormous papaya. damn full.
sigh. life sucks. i think spore edu system really cranked up. why so piah. the xianyue blog also siao one. all the j2s really free blog aobut wad uni they gona try for and everything. like all smart ones wana go england or US or whatever farwaway place u can think of..oxford la..cambridge..blah blah. hc is full of smart ppl. so i become spectator ion. anomaly la me.
promos is like 7 weeks away la. thats like only one week plus for each subject. sounds very little..then why arent i starting to study already. how i wish we can have a break..like the period before Olevels. seriously la given a choice, i'd rather take o levels again. somehow there seems to be lesser to study compared to now. i need to study. totally dying. i think my brain is made for slacking. how can ppl be so smart? sheesh.
oh whatever. i feel the need to rest my brain already. goodnight.
22:42
-keeps me alive
