memories-
Thursday, August 18, 2005
hi. very bad. alot of things to do. alot of things duno how to do. alot of things anyhow do. alot of things no time to do. alot of things ... argh. really alot. not only studies..but other stuff la. duno why keep finding things for mself to do only. nothing better to do la. -sigh-
1. i feel stupid
2. i feel stupider
3. i think im d stupidest on earth
4. hamchee but trying to overcome
5. trying to act guai but i cant
project work sucks la. so any things to do. waste of time. well. at least tell me the rationale for doing it la. it will help in my future work???
and. i duno im feeling a little confused abt the india thing. well rather not say here yet la. i think i cant even save myself then go help ppl.
life isnt really that good. promos nearing. so deaded.
well. time to muster my courage to meet my mum le. ha. bye. oh ya u know last nite i sacrificed my one hour of sleep to ask la. i plan so long. go sleep ferst den mum woke me to massage her den i ask. allow me la. ha i owaes nv keep to promise. but erm nxt yr i wun go for trip. ha ya not for any trips in june -thinks of dhsco trip- decided to make it mugging camp liao.
22:43
-keeps me alive