memories-
Monday, August 01, 2005
i QUIT. i SURRENDER.
i need food to keep me alive. to keep me awake and to give me my brains.
okay partly becos im sick la. felt so weak and lousy and tired today. makes me crave for food even more. this reminds me. i better go pack wad i wanna eat tml! ha.
very tired now. only achieved like maths tutorial..took so much effort. stupid la me.
eurgh. i know i wun give up. but suddenly feel so tired. after training today, went for a short while of co. -peng-yawns- aiyah brought it upon myself. what else can i say? fatigue. maybe it is so that i cant get the best of both worlds. they had to clash. how many times must i say. if they did not clash, i'd have a time of my life already.
alot of things in my mind wanna do. but no energy le. feel like jus penging on my bed.
ran 4.8k and did circuits today! 4.8 really sucked. the weather. plus the cannot breathe feeling. yah d flu made it worse.
well. i think this whole week will be damn bloody busy. everyday packed to the brim. im gonna die. seekg suicide. digging my own grave. argh.
two newcomers to hccoxyz. felicia n enqi. haven found out wad they r like though. minyi say they r crappers. well. prob wun haf dat much time to go find out too la. sigh.
tutorials and lecture notes to read. sigh. i better take some time off in the less busy next week to really chiong everything. no more whatsoever outings and nonsense after 8th august. spare me pls. well. lookg on d brite side, i haven been lagging la.
and i bloody seriously need a saint to help me in physics. save me from drowning. i wanna get an A level pass for phy! i do my tutorials everything lor. cant help it. no flair, no talent.
busybusybusy. lemme go look for a nice juicy material for PW. i realised the dates are just drawg closer.
looking at my busy weekends..*shakes head* sharon. pls get a life.
22:31
-keeps me alive
