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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

it seems so long since i've last been online. duno why either recently no time to come online or dun feel like coming online.. let me summarise my past few days bah.. hopefully i can remember.

last thurday pon chem lect den jerry chai (my "form teacher") saw us at the class bench (every class in hwachong has a class bench to themselves. no classrooms) but nvr scold! went home to study for chemistry class test i think. den super sleepy went home sleep till nite den my father ask me wake up to eat fruits den i wake up. hah

friday was shuang! came school only at 10.40am.. pity those having 3 periods of physics tutorial! muaha. den also pon GP play chapteh with jieying! woo. den gots training lorh. swimming (at chinese high swimming pool)+running quite fun. oh yeah den aft that went to meet gavin, yihan, do, dihua and miss ling for buffet diner at hotel rendezvous! quite yummy but i din alot alot alot.. duno why felt kinda full after awhile. but quite fun eh..everybody frm diff jcs. den talk abt dhs stuff, own jc stuff..blahblahblah. and miss ling sent me home again! woohoo.

saturday was the last water training (at macritchie) before promos. sianned. water so fun. anyway goodie..for the first time, took k2 (k2 is a two seater kayak that is faster and ligher than a t2) with yingxia (canoe friend..) and im the back person. really shuang! and quite stable too okay. except that time we change positions den capped! in front of elaine (elaine is the rj ger that went for yc laos trip)! haha. after training went coro (coronation plaza, the building beside my school) to eat ke ai ji (some shop in coro that sells western..). me, amanda, leilei, lala and wenyi went school reading room to study. jieying was there too. gees very sian one studying. evening went home to watch tv.

sunday was the new balance real run.. 10km at sentosa! super shuang running! cus team jog quite slowly..but the 1.6km on sand was bad! sand n water got into my shoes :( but overall very good! i think we can go for 20km one day! haha. went harbourfront to eat den made my way home. got home read chem den -pong- on the bed pigged until 5.30pm! woke up did maths and chem.. den watch tv den sleep!

monday, yesterday ponned chem lect. haha im so smart..the lecturer lousy nv say much somemore. pon the correct lecture! joined jieying at the reading room. training was swimming+running again. but super shag cus been doing non-stop exercise since friday? den i went for co okay. so tired still go. nv appreciate.. long teng was disastrous but i think doraemon is okay. oh yes, did i sae..we r playing these two songs for mid autumn celebrations. anyway more about my school, mid autumn festival, aka MAF is supposedly one of the most big event in hwa chong la.. after co, ate the takeaway ke ai ji with wenyi n two guy canoeists before proceeding to reading room to do maths. went home with jieying :)

today is so fei. shouldn come to school. come only physics lecture..well but if i could fotocopy notes den even better cus got alot of blanks to copy and later gonig class lunch cus got CT session in class..(CT= assembly=nonsense. our teacher bringing us out. he suppose to teach "lifeskills" one) later also got foto taking. sigh i wanna eat. im so bored. but if i eat i will grow fat =( den gonig reading room with wenyi to do maths again. -yawns-

i wonder how the j2s are doing..se4s too. shud b at home mugging bah. sian i rather stay at home than come school. stupid liyu nv come school one. oh ya..now the j2s having study leave lor..friday their prelims start le.

now so sian..no seniors around..den minyi got the other two gers..acty i think co not really as nice as before le. den somemore certain ppl keep talking cock asking me go wad outing go wad nonsense. duno leh. i jus dun feel good about it. dun make me sian diao lor.

however, probably to the increase in trainings, i seem to be spending more time with the canoeists. sigh. im happy, still, this is a good sign..but i must try to keep the co one afloat too bah. trying.

totally bang seh my class..except for the same few ppl la..liying, yaoxu, amanda..these two days they gonna have outings n stayover. i not going lorh.

everyday i so tired. go home lie on bed den fall asleep already. -yawns- den become more irritable also. very very sian la. school is jus so boring. and i think i really craming myself with too many things le. coming saturday going to shangyin somemore.. and hols i will just die cus there are rehearsals and practices for co. sigh. i really want the seniors back. jiamin n liyu n steph..where are you?

den now the sec4s having prelims la. also hafta entertain their calls, msg them good luck and everything. but i myself also dying le!! sigh.

i wish to go home to sleep and think of nothing but sleep. but i cant lie down without thinking of the time i wasting off. promos is in 4 frigging weeks' time! well. i think the tentative solution would be eating then. should put away my nian tous of not getting fat and eat to my fill den i can be happy!

and i think the ppl arnd me should be kuan rong and jus think of my busy-ness lorh. acty duno wad i busy about. i guess im jus tired and most of my time is spent busy sleeping! and finally, i am not lagging in tutorials already. phew. maths lecture test on friday. good job. its stressing me out. now i miss the sec4 syllabus.. 3D trigo, differentiation and curve sketching! how difficult can the Olvl syallabus get?

duno. im just ranting and ranting and ranting. tml is a half day and i duno how to plan my time. sigh. cant help it too many things to do le. im jus gonna die. gotta go dhs. duno will see classmates..duno going out with the two ppl not..and the teachers better be in school. teachers day is just another holiday to me. somehow i think im doing much more work these few days but i can never seem to finish them! argh.

listened to liying's creative muvo during PW and i felt so tempted to own an mp3 player again. well, but i always cant bring myself to spend silly money on myself de..besides, i think im using up money faster than im getting them..sigh. all on food. but food does make me happy. gee got headache now le. think too much liao.

im just DYING. argh. damned sian. i wana go home to sleep and eat!!!! friday i mite jus pon school in the day again. made the wrong choice of coming to school today. sigh. PW sucks. and Pe is like so fei. if i exercise another bit i think i will just disintegrate! headache..dun even feel like going to eat with the class later, even if my teacher treating. jus wanna be alone..in a quiet envionment like now. i think my class most girls and guys really really very very very noisy. cant stand it sometimes. damn irritating la. not that i wanna study or conc during lessons just that i cant take it. well.. -changes tone- im not a very noisy person am i?

BLAHHHHHHHHHH.

09:33

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