memories-
Friday, September 02, 2005
well, i dunno why i'm doing this. maths test is like 40min away.
but just now, during physics, i was like unwittingly humming the yuefei tune and ahmeizu. den i realised. i missed my batch ppl alot and the stuff we did together. cant help thinking of the songs we played, the lousy qizou..lianing together at shangyin just before kaoji and practicing for syf..and even shopping for passing down presents!
i knew it. it's the terrible wave of nostalgia i get every now and then. but today's one was bad. i cried during physics. went to find jieying. once again i felt her warm hug, the same one that she gave me after our syf.
i regret not being closer to them. i regret not treasuring my days in dhsco. i jus dun wanna grow up now.
lynn, kaiying, xiaoting, clara, angela, yuanting, cheryl
i miss the girls. like duno why. no matter wad kinda dislike i had for them has dissolved. nothing beats sitting in the LT or CO room playing to the same tune and song again. i really spent most of my time with them. esp xt.
sec3 was the year with most memories and least unhappiness la. but i have nothing to remember it by except for my own memory. no fotos no anything. even that year gongyan only got two songs with us and its like lousy. we dun haf vcd for sec4 too.
sigh. i guess its the combo of seeing xt on wed, missing the j2 seniors and feeling a little down these days. suddenly feel like the seniors leaving again. mayb i feeling the same way as when syf ended.
i think not alot of ppl will undstand la. but i mean wad i sae.
it will never be the same for me again. i guess i'll just hafta let the wave of nostalgia pass and visit me some other time again. i think its accumulative.
at least i am smsing angela now :)
well. i need the toilet. maths test in 25min!
dun think any of my batch xyz ppl will read this la. but thank them for all the memories you've given me.. well. i hope some of them will feel the same way as i do. last time i used to feel so devastated that lynn they all keep saying they don't like co.
i look forward to any gathering if there's one..
lastly, dhscoxyz rocks. yuefei has accompanied us from the day we joined dazu till we leave..and i'll always remember the ahmeizu that we played as batch, although quite lan la. hha.
11:18
-keeps me alive
