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Thursday, September 08, 2005

tmr's my one and onlee free day of the whole hols! ha. so managed to drag myself online :) tonghua's (again) looping in the background.

let me talk abt my previous days, as usual before continuing abt my tiring today.

sunday_* tuition! ha sat with yingxia and did physics lor. dis time she forgot to bring her TYS so we did questions together again! i really think the physics tutor is supper ubber good! shoud have joined from the beginning. sigh. too bad. my dis yr's physics gonna die. den aft tuition met huiyi to chiong to mrt station w/o getting wet! cus it was raining la. ha took a bus. i was supposed to hang around from 11am-2.30pm when im supposed to meet parents at bugis. deciding whether to go str to bugis or stop over at cityhall to try my luck see if the rain got stop den can go brasbasah walk walk. too bad, the weather's still bad. den went raffles city. like suddenly i got this wierd feeling. stomach clenched and my fingertips went cold. haha sensing huh. the first thought that came to my mind was the buffet lunch @ pondarosa, i guess three years ago? it was to celebrate wanglaoshi's burfdae. well. its just nothing but memories- den when i decided to leave, met yuanting (fellow dhscoxyzian) at the mrt station den i suddenly rmbered that ningfei(fellow hccoxyzian) said they were gonna meet there to discuss some xianyue camp thingy. blah- so waited with her for ningfei awhile..anyway i had time n long time no see le ma. finally that late pig came. 45min late. managed to see some other sch's SLs(sectional leaders)..like huiling.ok tats all i rmbr. den left for bugis. another fav hangout when we were back in dunman. tsktsk. well. the weather so wet, so hot so whatever my parents accompanied me to go on a watch hunt! for the correct one that we have to buy for training. ha. finally i got it la.

monday_* first day of hols must wake so early go for chem tutorial. but sian so found christine to do pull ups with me. went in late cus waited for amanda to come to sku. chem tutorial was productive. but abit inefficient. some of the ppl were really noisy for no apparent reason? well. anyway i've like tried to make myself not talk bad abt ppl la but this is okay rite jus expressin my thoughts. den it was co. ahh..dis time it was quite silly. cus we were plannning to "perform" during MAF. i.e. standing up and sitting down according to long teng's front part. bang! anyway, lunch was with min, fel, siying n another co ger. stupid ke ai ji was so crowded! went back school study at reading room. quite funny. cus the hcanoe gurls also there studying. all pre-planned one la. so i knew. listened to min's muvo (mp3 player) den i felt tempted again. but i think i will never be tempted succcessfully to get one de. cus money is the limiting factor! and willingness to spend is another! ha. training was swimming and running again! well im proud of myself..cus i managed not to do breaststroke! i din plan to piah frontcrawl all the way one..but wenyi damn motivating la. b4 the swim she told everyone to just try. and i did it! heehee. and partly because of the countdown timer that was happily ticking away la. but running was not really good? cus mebbe jus ate den kana stitch very early but lala was motivating too! haha she run beside me i got power to continue le :) well i think the good ppl in the team are good n they motivate too! how nice

tuesday_* slacker day. woke up with aching deltoids. gosh thats the price i had to pay for swimmin frontie! did some work den prac erhu before going to shangyin. met wailumn (sec4psl) at eunos. haha and i swear i saw binghuan(sec3 dhscoxyz) walking by! anyway another nice and fruitful session with wgy! oh yay. den after lessons, finally got time to go to marine parade library. duno my purpose is for the sake of going there to get back some memories or to study la. anyway met kokjun n kaisze there! coincidence. haha singapore is indeed small! completed some work with super low efficiency and i decided to leave.

wednesday today_* damn tiring day. 9am-9pm's gonna be spent in school. i was late by 10min, thanks to liyu's well-taught lifeskill! but i wasnt late enough. zillions of ppl were later than me la. wad a waste of my time. wad is dis man. i think ttk will nag for two hours if this was dhsco. well. linli n jiayin would scold too! lucki it wasn canoe. i think will kana let me see..1 min 10 pushups..den 30 min would be.. 300 pushups? can die! i think the council or PA's planning reeally sucks? but they also very cham la. 3 silly on-stage rehearsals and we have to be in skl from 9 to 9!played badminton with minyi for one hour plus during a break. played something like the [pao ba yi ren] show. hit one time must say one word..so liddat we revised bio and chem! *tired* right forearm aching. lunch was at opposite beauty world. i really din feel like going la. and something really made me miss the seniors again. where are you ppl?? at least i will never ever feel a wee bit bored or sian with u ppl around? at least i was today. the most bored or sian time of my time with hcco. i forsee a bleak future. well maybe not. my lunch table was great! some hcco girls from tby n yingying..but very ex leh the food. 2ndrehearsal-we were definitely better than the first. den i went to find jieying the wonderwoman! weeuweee..den went for training.

whee-let me tell you todays training was so so so agonising. i nearly died n gave up on myself. but looking at the other piah tells me to do so too. at least i like everyone motivating everyone :) weights were killers. i found out that i realli suck at them. well, maybe cus i've already had a long day. and my arms still ache from the swimming la. and the "short slow jog" that haoxia said it'd be became a "long run". gosh with some sprints in the middle. up slopes mind you! went around my school area la. damn agonising ah the slopes. ask me jog slow for long i can but gimme sprints can die for u to see! i din miss hwachong that muc till today la. like i was "when r we going back to school??!" finally we were back. did some pushups for haoxia to see. well one thing is my pushups improved :> heehee. goodie! soon i will do more! lalala- after agonising n tiring training, went back to hwachong to hear the co already playing! i was like ohmigod and i ran all d way to central plaza. sneaked in in the middle of longteng. but well,i was kinda disappointed. happened to be sitting rite at the back today den have no scores! den silly jinguan no brains to move when i told him to. sigh. i was damn pitifully trying my hardest to remember the notes. gosh i nearly died. i felt so helpless. never before! some more with the seniors looking from the top. like din wanna disappoint them but in the end still did. sigh. but spending time with jieying after the 3rd rehearsal was comforting. eeeks. never will wanna rmbr today's horrible playing. it teaches me to memorise scores quick! so technically, i wasnt in tip-top mood the whole day. spent my day from 7.30pm to 10p.m. with jieying! yayee great senior. smart too! enlightened me abit on chem :) lalala-

phew. tml will be a slacky day. let me take a rest! you know today i think really under too much stress. like co-canoe-co-canoe..plus promos! arghs. but its also like i asked for it so cant complain la. lol. tireds.

anyway xt's bdae today. happy bdae :p!

looking forward to going back to dhs on fri! get to see shekkayee too! hohoho n that siyuan n company! and chinyong and company. hohoho. and then in the afternoon got water training! lalala! yayee.

hoho. im better these few days. not alot of nostalgia. aiyah no time to think la. so busy lor. today nearly killed me. zonked out. after MAF mus conc on studies and training le. den after promos den plan for other stuff bah. bleahs. my calendar's packed.

anyway. shocking shocking! its the 7th and my month's gona end on 15th. and my current incoming duration for these three weeks is 6 hours plus! god. thank some wonderful junior(s) who keep calling and thank duno who already..and my dialed calls is at 1hour plus.. my highest ever since quite long. but hah i got incoming free fortunately! imagine the amout of radiation that has found its way into me. argh no wonder im getting sillier and stupider each day! ha.

yawns. mum's gona come after me soon le. brought my notes into the room with me but haven't touched it since i came online. been blogging for more than an hour. it is seriously amazing how i managed to blog for so long la. maybe cus my brain functions slower than others'! tml at eight. mum will start shaing us up. awrgh not again. after so many days of waking early. ok actually its only today and monday. but im really tired after such a long day la. not to mention long bad day!

my days revolve around canoe n co. well. as wad haoxia said. canoeists will always know fellow canoeists. smilarly, co-ians will always know co-ians. its just feels nice to complain to jieying and tell her abt my nostalgia for dhsco these days. at least we've got something in common. well i guess that something will last. hopefully. argh and everyone has started mugging! how come i seem to be the only one who dun haf time for mugging! argh. but i pity the counsellors. they r worse off! preparing for MAF busily! worse than having two CCAs. oops i'm wrong. having two CCA is not worse or anything. its jus im happy. but i really think i mus make myself feel better in co in order to sustain.

gavin! stop screaming for your burfdae present!
wheee-i cant ask anyone to jiayou cus i myself aint jia-ing anything. sigh. but well good luck to j2s and sec4s. school's reopening! gogogo!
bye!

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