memories-
Sunday, October 09, 2005
took dis frm huiwen who took dis frm wenyi.
quite true leh. ah colour also can tell. sure not. hmm maybe they send spy.
You are constantly hoping that your good fellowship and attitude and your 'love for your fellow man (or women)' will give you peace of mind. You need people (oh i do?yes i do.)- people around you to care for you and to show you that they care. It is this hope that keeps you going, (yes. its the HOPE that keeps me going.but it can also be the hope that puts me off rite.)the hope that makes you the type of person that indeed you are. Your own need for approval seemingly makes you always ready to help others and in exchange you seek love, warmth and understanding. You will always listen to others and you are open to new ideas which hopefully will prove fruitful and interesting.
You enjoy taking part in anything that may constitute fun and excitement. You need to be stimulated and need to feel that 'Life is worth living' and you are awaiting that stimulation (Yes.totally im waiting.but in vain) and you don't particularly care where it comes from!
The way things are, you feel that you are stuck in a rut and there is not much you can do about it. You feel frustrated and inhibited but if you can find a way to let yourself go, you may find that things aren't quite so bad as perhaps you thought they were. (hopefully??gee.sigh)One consolation is that since you are an extremely emotional individual, with the right person (EH. i really think dis website got spy.) you may be able to release some of that frustration and tension with some mutual tender loving care (oh god get me one den).
You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.
You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!
wanna do d test? do it frm. colourgenics.com
i feel very bored at home.but im lazy to go anywhere. sigh. my PS1 controllers aren't working n 2 of the screws refuse to budge when i tried to screw it. out. haha. so i check the inside. blah one of them keep vibrating like some toy liddat. d other one totally no response. WDH. so no games. back to maple. really damn boring la.
tml got bio skill A. die.
dis morning i BTH i wrote in a book. i mean THE book. i wrote on red. the next time would be orange le. very long never see the book. den watching my fav children programme dat time suddenly go dig it out of my shoebox (memory box). like d last time i wrote in it was 26th oct 2003 lor.
i am going to scan thru my skill A notes b4 going to play again. -shrugs- my bio notes are all in liying's locker la. tml is shit. go school for ONE hour only. nvm. after tml, i think im officially off PROMOS. next big thing is PW. i hope national library mail me soon so that i can go collect the book i reserved.
its the hope that keeps me going.....
19:10
-keeps me alive
