memories-
Monday, December 19, 2005
sleeping after 12am this holidays will bring bad luck man..ask myself how many days have i overselpt this holidays..school time very little ocassions lor. today i woke cus of wenyi's fone call. thankfully. 7.50am. i got a shock out of my life. cus im supposed to reach school (DHS) by 8am. fk. my dad refused to send me thre too. so went to serangoon mrt. with my whole life savings $10.40 in my wallet. jus last night i thought i was richer and could get a better lunch..who knows, i took a bloodi cab. got stuck in a jam. and pathetically stopped the cab halfway cus the price reached $10.40 exactly. that leaves me with no cents or choice, but to head to dhs by bus. and 30 came along. alighted at 30 bus stop. and i happily saw 158 turning out of the stop. what fking luck.
ever tried siting in a cab like u r sitting on hot stones? like every second wondering if you'll be fking late or whether the mere $10.40 will get u to your destination. MY what-i-thought-was-alot $10.40 disappeared in like 30mins. great. the most ironic part was that it wasnt enought to take me to my destination. i was so agonised. i was screaming "i don't have money!" out on the streets. i was desperate. i shouldn have cared about being fking late. i should haf jus taken 158 because when i reached dhs, we din even do anything till 9plus. what the fk. i was on the cab. no mood to take calls, no mood to msg. dihua called 5 times. gavin called once.
the briefing was i duno. okay? i was jus very very hungry. and totally full of self-pity. because of me, miss ling drove a few of us to maxwell rd to eat. borrowed frm gavin, so currently, all i haf left is -$2.30. great. i was totally craving for the bundung soya milk from mr bean.
meeting after lunch was crap can. wasting my youth away. and i was so tired. nothing achieved. went to co room slack. i dun understand why gavin was chasing me after that cus like we already wasted SO much time in the stupid counselling room, what's 30min?
i went to YC, with the intention of asking mr lam whether can change destination of my trip. and im supposed to meet yanling there. when i was walking there, yanling happily messaged me that she was leaving. what the fuc. i went there and ah lam volunteered me to do the games for hongkong exchanged and i bloody wasnt free on that day la. i am gonna reject that.
had small chat with renon and geraldine..and some edwin guy was lurking around listening. den went for dinner with lam, geri n renon at geylang. had yu tou lu. until super full. i reached home like eleven.
my stupid computer is lagging. wtf. everything doesn go my way you see. and poiching kids. r super impolite. rude. and inconsiderate. wah lau. pri sch only question me leh. ooi ppl schedule tight dun understand issit. so pissed huh. anyway. i dun feel like answering any sms-es or fone calls. like i dun even msg those i usually msg or contact, why should i even bother to reply ppl whom i dun usually msg? ap. but i feel bad for nt contacting ppl whom i feel i shud contact. maybe the whole world's busy too. and currently, i dun really like ppl who msn me. cus those blinking stuff irritate my already irritated mind. shudn haf logged on.
im complaining about everything under the sun. tml i shall b a good kid and seriously make an attempt to complete my respirations tutorial, long overdue.
announcement: TML's my ONLY free day in DEC! wow. thanks to the xian yue camp that im nt turning up for.
my mum instructed me to massage her. like im already super sleepy and dun intend to move a limb. YAWNS. no world is fair. im feeling serioulsy fucked up.
23:19
-keeps me alive
