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Friday, January 27, 2006

yup im here. after a week. firstly, thx for all the msgs everyone :)

usual routine, let me summarise my week.

saturday- training as usual. trainings: hah what used to be super agonising wasnt really this time. but well. the water's still something scary :X my leg keeps numbing. its a horrible feeling. i realise i need to find something to think about when im paddling. like i was muttering in my mind "kang nai xin.." with the rythm of the paddling. and it makes u concentrate la. ha and i like seniors who paddle alongside you. make u feel better. somehow. me and yingxia never seem to be able to meet on water..when we are kinda paired up. lol

i cant rmbr, but i think after training, i went adam road grabbed a drink, den went home. ate chic rice ball and tried studying. watched tv. hmms. boring day. dinner ate chic rice balls again, cus parents bought for two meals. sian. i did maths into the night.. thanks to jieying who nicely stayed by the fone doing maths with me :)

sunday- tuition: tuition with yingxia is quite fun. heh. got common things abt trainings to talk about somemore. after tuition went to meet kayee to pass her maths notes. den went walk walk. i bought mochi! lol. and coconut jelly.. spent total $14 today. felt SO excited to be out la. like how long never go walk walk already, spend some money..lol. how sua gu huh. at nite, went dinner with mum and dad.. like how long nver eat with them already. its been my wish for the past few days =D

monday is a school day. how sian. for recess, i finally tried to change my tastebuds, took prawn mee instead of jap food. ive been eating jap food for the past few days/weeks cus like i cant think of what other things to eat. too lazee, and jap food is not bad. but hmm, i rendered it slightly unhealthy cus of the huge amounts of potato and fried stuff and fatter rice. heh. had training. running. andden gym. chionged thru it. i made an effort to, cus i thot it'd b a nice idea to go for co practice. its super tiring to chiong gym. watched campus superstar!

tuesday. non training day AND my free day! like woohoo. finally. but decided to run after school. i dragged amandalee to run with me. lol. it was joggin at snail's pace! but at least i got to sweat something out. (im feelin groggy as im typing. used to sleeping around 10.30pm daily. but last nite slept late and its late now too) did some homework cus i kinda reached home "when the sky's bright". sms-ed liyu! while she was trying to fax the scores to me. hee XD

wednesday. most tiring day of the week. cus last wednesday i slept ultra early too. anyway. training was not very good. the wind's super duper strong which is like SCARY. cus i cant hold my paddle properly? what if that is the com day condition? i tried to paddle lah, but it wasn easy, considering the fact that i've to think abt stability. but everyone's nice, saying jiayou whenever they pass me :) training ended early, at like 6pm. but couldn go for Co la. cus travelling would take time. besides i wanted very badly to go home early. ha i slept at 8.30pm today.

thursday, which is yesterday. not bad im updating fast. i wana catch my sleep. cus today's celeb, no training, we trained yesterday. swimming. time flew though. haoxia's back. and he brought wonderful chocs. anyway. i did grow fatter la ok. even though our level of activity ( i think) increased since dec. physics S was boring. which lessons are ever interesting la? but good thing is no need copy ans cus it will be given to us? wonderful lecturer! again, got to go home when the day's still bright, and i was elated! got into the new year mood already. eating lots. and sleeping later than usual.

today. friday. its celeb day. perf day. potluck day. hmm, things din go as well as i thot it'd be. overestimated myself. perf was ok la. but i missed potluck. only managed to lao yu sheng and ate a lil. went arnd the street market thing and bought ice kachang and chesecake from wenyi. that's $4 gone. worse, 4I ppl said alot not going. but i still went back to my alma matter, dhs. most teachers were teaching, if not having meeting. great. din really manage to see or talk to alot of them.only ms june loh.

stoned arnd in CO room waiting for time to pass, cus class lunch's cancelled due to poor turnout. agonising time in the CO room. 99% of the were VJCO ppl. like. hmm. weird feeling. i thot. perhaps it'd have been better for me in VJ?...sigh. i duno. or mayb i haf too lil confidence in myself..finally bth decided to leave for YC. anyway i wanted to be there early.

went there and happily found that only a few ppl were there..yay. i met liyu (yay!) and her big sis siyu. lol. funny sisters =p ate pizza while hearing them talk..den go briefing upstairs. hmm den prac our perf songs while the rest went to set up the tables and chairs. today's the CNY steamboat dinner for 200 elderlys. yepyep. u noe wad. luckily enqi came to perf. phew else not much of a company left. hmms and then i got kinda irritated. cus like. somebody no dynamics. no gongfa. no feeling. splat.

aft our perf, went to join liyu's sis at the table. talkin. den mr lam come interrupt. -_- diao. say quite alot of nonsense. but true i like liyu, as a fren/senior. hehheh. her sis quite funni one. like her. hurhur. den somemore frm dhs. not say very common topics, but got something to talk abt. *nodsnods* enjoyable time la. ppl meet for a reason. it fate.

hmm, but i wouldn mind spending time interacting with the senior citizens though. but its a change being a different class. the performer class. hha. but after everything i got help to clear la. switch mode to "volunteer" mode. i think ppl in YC are quite nice. but i duno how to classify them. like acquaintant or friend? friendship needs much effort to maintain and strengthen. somehow. it doesn sound inviting. mayb thats why...(thinks). hrms. acty fangyi quite nice de. i din really thot so in dhs/hc cus i dunno her marh. these few days in more contact with sheila, yanling, and heidi in hwachong,makes life nicer too. like got yanling to gossip with. haha :)

went home with vania. lols. tonight rocks. cus got ppl like liyu, siyu...n the rest of volunteers(harumi, waiyee, vania, bernice..). i feel that ive learnt something new frm all the talking at the food table. and i saw liyu dancin. she was talking and laughing in the process larh! anyway its been long since i ever felt this kinda feeling..always get it when im at some cool dhscoxyz activity. YES!

RANDOM:
new year's coming.. the festive mood hasnt really gotten into me. like huh? celebration?
anyway. vice principal's allowed all ex-dunmanians in hwachong to take leave till 11am on wednesday to go back to dunman high. wonderful. pls make that day more meaningful than today's visit. i pray.

some more homework to catch up. but i think i caught up a bit already. hrms. nothing to rant abt this week, not like the last. take things in my stride. i can do what i want to do. when there's a will, there's a way.

the canoeist's food log is helping me tremendously with my blogging, cus it kinda reminds me what i did..

i've been sleeping super early. im totally feeling like a zombie now. its 12.40am.

i feel that ive lost touch with alot of things n ppl. these all takes effort to maintain and that what i cant seem to dig out now. maybe next time. wouldn it b too late?

tmr's optional training, on new year's eve. sure wun b allowd to go. anyway my room need cleaning. lunch at grandma's. sian.

i was surfin. n i felt bored. fav blog's down. no more bloggin abt dhsco activities. used to like reading jnr's blogs..sighs. shrugs.

always lk on d brite side of life! cya all!

Happy Lunar New Year_*

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