memories-
Friday, April 14, 2006
sigh. its pouring. i feel a little :( too, after reading a blog, not for what was there, but for what wasnt there. hmm nvm. realised that its been a week since i used the com. shrugs- now its time for updates?
sunday
hcanoe STJ @ Marche like finally, the photos are out. in webshots. checkout my links. hurhur. i guess we all enjoyed ourselves? especially after Haoxia came. hmm actually i dunno much, since i've been missing out alot. jus that everyone thought he was angry at first about duno what matters? jus read any of the hcanoe girls' blog. i suddenly realised wenqi's getting increasingly noisy, maybe after taking K2 with the noisier-than-me rina. our table got amanda, wenyi, wenqi, kityeng, christine, awyong, lala, Haoxia and me B.. think haoxia quite entertaining to a certain exent la. he kept using his card to get ppl to buy food for us to eat. in the end, we realised that we r gonna pay for him anyway! hurhur. i really think the juniors are lucky! we din have STJ at all. and they get to eat like max $25 for each person. if i were them. i think i will eat alot! see they are so treasured..since we only have a few of them noisy ppl.
oh leilei's sick. get well soon;)
i dun feel like missing out anymore. shall just go back for training. you know what? i received a call on the way home. i tell you i think im totally getting problems and dilemas one after another. the hcco concert's coming up and i guess everyone assumed that i'll be performing. but seriously, i dun really want to give myself additional things to do, after finding out that slacking days are really happy days. jus let me think of how to put it right...sigh
monday
as usual, feeling tired. i went for gym training today. everything went fine, even after so long. jus that i cant really run. i was doing long d, instead of sprints but i got horrible stitches. sigh. i slept at 9pm. spoilt my plan of studying for biology make-up SPA. its panyue's bdae!
tuesday
long decided to pon mathS. i studied for biology SPA at home but got bored after a short while. while i was studying in vain, awyong and christine were shopping at SUNTEC! argh. knowing very well that i could meet liyu there, i decided to go home. why?.. jus when i was getting really sian, awyong messaged to say that they met liyu. gosh now everytime i see awyong i think of liyu.haha.
wednesday
its charlene's and charmaine's bdae! omg charlene got so much food la.
ponned physics lecture to watch water polo match today. 22/26 of the class, according to amanda's blog. our guys won! it was quite xciting. hurhur.
im getting so jittery about biology SPA. what if it isnt the same question?.. but it was the same lar. i went for training. but hmmm couldn do water cus i have no program and realised that noone was there to help me carry boats. i could only sit on the shore and watch boat by boat glide past me. i saw near collisions, capsizes and even real collisions..what a sight. but to be frank, i felt really weird when i saw rina and wenqi coming towards the end point. sigh. i thought i could have been the one sitting there and paddling. its just..urgh. after they came up for land, did circuits and land stroking. i dunno. i felt like a "new memeber" all of a sudden.
met elaine at macritchie again. sigh. i really really really dont feel like doing the trip to bangala already. like there are many reasons la. like money, fundraising and my mum. but these all cant be explained to anyone, esp the part abt my mum thing. i really want to spend more time with my parents after my A levels before i really regret it. for these few months, my mum's been hinting alot that i should jus keep her company after my As and not go around doing other stuff. but how am i going to ans to mr lam? and everyone who signed up?
thursday
miss lim told us about us getting CS for skipping physics lecture for polo match. sigh. wonder what issit. and i think it'd be on a training day. anyway, PW result's out. our class all got band2 except for one group. siandiao. nothing to be happy or sad about.
i din realise that its already another end of one school week. so fast. din really manage to catch up on anything so far. im lagging behind in everything. by next week, i shall get all my HW on track.
shirlene messaged me and told me that we are doing hcco concert programme thingy. hais. shrugs. i shud stop procrastinating and stop letting things get settled on its own. two things on my mind that i wanna pull out of..
today
later got optional training. and its pouring like anything now. i duno. i keep feeling that there isnt any program planned for me again. the feeling is really bad. but i guess i'll go anyway. if there's this one day, i could go back to k2 with wenqi, then what will rina do? but if i never can get back to k2, what will i do?rah. what if i deproved alot? and worse still, what if i get to do t1 today?! sigh.
anyway, the hospital bill came. it's nearly two thousand dollars. but lucki the CSC card paid nearly thousand five and mum's medisave only have to fork out 450. in short, we dun really hafta pay the hospital. luckily.
anyway im growing fat. im eating alot!
12:39
-keeps me alive
