memories-
Monday, April 17, 2006
decided to make an exception and spring a surprise visit online today! hurhur.. got quite some stuff to update i guess?
aww..so i still din manage to see liyu anytime last week.
shall start from friday: it was raining very heavily. already stepped out of house..when wenyi messaged to say training's brought back 30min. after 30min, i left home, already at the bus stop, then she messaged to say training's cancelled. hmm, luckily i brought my shoes even though i think training prog never include land. so i went to the gym lor. did weights and i jogged for awhile. u know, i really really want my stamina back.
i ate nice food for dinner! ate my fav duck rice from serangoon garden, plus food from imperial treasures! even got mango pudding.. and tauhuey.. so yummy rite? i better start watching my diet soon.
saturday i went for training! sigh, my greatest fear- t1. thanks to haoxia. but luckily i did slow paddling, but i was still quite irritated for awhile. and my running, or stamina deproved a great lot. its really horrible. to think i was improving quite alot before the block tests. i came in last. after EVERYBODY. i think its one plus minute after them too :'( sigh.
haoxia was horribly angry today. so angry that he actually ended our training early. sigh. i dunno?
i went home and slept like a pig. wasted the day off lor. and then i realised i've got alot to catch up. we went to SGCC for dinner. yumm i ate alot. buffet mah. but really too full.
sunday have tuition.i reached so early la. walk walk at centrepoint and OG. and i found the cotton candy-ish sweet that i've been looking for so long! yingxia's sick. and she still going for optional. nvm, got ppl pei me. lunch was at Macs cus can do work there oso. yingxia freaked me out la, cus we recalled that there was supposed to be a physics test the next day. anyway, i tried the apple dippers;) haha.
optional training was FUN because guess what? im on a k2. not with wenqi, but with awyong, cus lihui wasnt there. so i guess i gotta say thanks to lihui? :) heh. did race sets. mmm. huiwen and lala took a k2. gosh they were like some super motorised boat. just when we were nearly drained, it rained- but it was very unwelcomed, since i'm on a k2 back seat some more! sigh.
today! gotta gear myself up for the long chem lessons, 3hrs, the unprepared chem mock SPA, as well as training. chem passed ok-ily.. training was feeling weirdly drained, perhaps cus fri-mon train le. sigh. i have no strength. no stamina. nothing! (*feels horribly exasperated!) was talking to amanda today jus after chem.. sigh. haoxia's really weird. i duno wad is my "future" currently lor.. jus keep thinking he has something funny up his sleeve. hmmm.
now, i cant wait for wednesday, not because of the physics lecture test, but because i wan to know what boat i'd be doing. perhaps a t1 again. or maybe another k2 partner?.. argh. i dun like the element of uncertainty there.. -shrugs-
im sad. i wana run like before. that's the least i can wish for.
anyway. jade said hafta go YC for writing testimonials or something like that la, for the police camp. wah. what a spoiler. i dun even intend to go down to yc anytime soon. or see him.
im like so so slack. i dunno, there's phy s paper tml, which i MUST psycho myself to attend, if not like rina said, might as well drop. so this week should be the "catch up with s paper and tutorials" week, after the first week after discharge as "catch up on rest week" and second week as "catch up on training week", although im far from catching up on training. it isnt possible la. unless i work triply hard.
my brother is so silly. he killed his own sim card by typing the wrong pin thrice and then hafta pay replacement feee $18 i think for another one. waste of money.
hmm, once in a year, today's zirui's bdae again :) happy bdae.
that's all for being online! ending with a bang. BANG!
21:10
-keeps me alive
