memories-
Saturday, July 01, 2006
hi all!! been too lazee to get online these days.. plus there was nothing to talk about. now there is..
anyway, as usual shall talk about the past weeks...
10th dhsco china trip ppl came back..
12th to 16th Genting Trip. been looking forward to the rest time from the mon,wed,fri,sat,sun trainings tt we've been havin..only mum and i went. but, although it was mostly me and self-entertaining, and occassional meetups with my mum, i thought it was a fun trip! its a different experience to do everything alone! i played arcade and at the theme park and took all the rides i din dare to take the past few times...the space shot and corkscrew. while queueing up, i entertained myself by reading physics notes!! mmmm..i enjoyed it very much. i enjoyed moving around alone. plus, all the food was damn good. i bet i gained weight those few days. food was the most expensive thing there. tsk. hehheh. mum couldn eat alot, so i ate more than one person's share. i watched two movies! cars and the fast and the furious: tokyo drift. the latter is very very nice! go watch when it comes out in singapore! again i stress, its damn fun moving around alone. alot of freedom! :):):)
17th training. time trials. cool..we improved.. but little did we know that we were going to die the next few days. (came to know today frm haoxia that it was acty his evil plan to burn us all out for the last week).
19th i got high fever again...okay la not so high. 39.4 highest. but accompanied with cough and bad experience of the past two times of falling sick, i felt bad. had to eat fish porridge again for dinner and i skipped lunch :( sommore was in the rain for quite awhile during the past few trainings. poor wenqi had to take k1 again...sigh.
the last week before school reopened was a mad rush! tried slightly harder to piah for my subjects. i've never ever felt so unprepared for any test. i practiced math questions, hoping that this time, my maths will do well ;) and i actually decided to chiong the whole bloody syllabus of bio one day before bio paper. gosh.
there was no time to meet up with people i wanted to meet up with..or do anything else i planned to do during the holidays. argh- luckily, i got the team to pei me! all piahing all complaining and all hoping for exemption...wenqi, still clinging onto the hope on sunday before school reopens. hurhur!
25th i bought new shoes. like finally! cheap sale at sportlink turf city branch! gosh. more than 70%!
26th's first paper, GP. sian. here comes the whole series of mind-draining papers. wish i had time to study more.. actually, came to know that all my other classmates couldn finish studying too! mmm, but i really wonder why. nvm, i felt so relieved and comforted that wouldn b the only one doing really badly. hmm, quite evil ;(
then comes chem on 27th, maths on 28th and bio+phy on 29th. chem and physics were hard. argh. to think i studied the most for phy. and bio, which i happily studied till the last minute was okay, better than expected. and whew! maths was great! :):) well, at least i think i would do better for it, so at least got one better graded subj! -prays
happy! almost the end of block test 2~ but its like damn fast to prelims. im nt gonna bother myself with it until the time comes. .tsk. cant really care abt the physics paper coming tuesday too...
training today was the same as training the last week of sch hols. not so good.. well, im quite worried for wenqi acty. hope all goes well. oh, and get well soon wenyi!! :)
anyway, did i say, i was super bored jus now, after trying to play erhu for quite some time, playing all the past songs.., and i had this feeling that im starting to miss certain things... so i came online!then waikit called me to ask about planning trip for YC. they had an AGM today. acty. i suddenly miss youthchallenge and the laos trip and everything.. and i miss all the times that i had with my dear erhu. all the wonderful memories.. and i miss everyone! waikit told me got shicheng in august! hmmm i wanna join!- i dun think prelims start so early rite..
somehow i yearn for meetups and going outs. but i also veri lazee and dun wana spend money! argh. left only a short time to enjoy liao..sigh. A lvls suck.
somehow, i decided to visit hccoxyz blog again. shrugs. i dunno why, but somehow i dun mind reading about happenings and everything. happen to read the 'last msg" that ningfei typed to everyone. including me. i was actually quite touched la.like. past few times past few months i went, nothing relates to me, except for the fast that i designed that page and i think it looks damn nice still. i wanted to reply. but decided better not. mmm, dun think he will visit, but yup, i definitely enjoyed myself in my j1 years. esp the sentosa outing..and the numerous pool outings and everything. you know, i somehow wish things din haf to change. seriously, i prefer our batch small and nice :) last time when it dated back to me, ningfei, libo and minyi during outings only, cus bong and jinguan seldom join us..plus that time at dhoby gaut, we sat arnd wif dayang who forgot abt his tuition and rushed off..and screaming A-XZY in the central plaza dur some hc event last yr. i can still rmbr everytime tt we spent tog. it was great. and i thot that he was a good sl, in another way, in that after all the outings and everything, i felt happy. yes i did. plus, those outings managed to stop me from disliking hcco. thanks (but dun take all e credit)! ideally, if i were you, i'd want more outings. i miss those days. jus tt at the beginning of the yr, whn u totally pissed me off. i thot to myself, okay i am nver going back to that co. and then i stupidly went to perform for cny. and even thought that i could perform for concert (ideally). but after awhile, i thot through, realised i really din haf the time or the ability to squeeze time, which i used to be able to do. although its somehow ive 'quit'(according to u), but to me, its jus tt i nv perform since cny only.. yup, dats all i haf to say.
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