memories-
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
its so disappointing.. i was so ready preparing to start visualisation and everything.. when this had to happen. now my integrity is being doubted again la? again about money. my pocket money. seriously, im pissed. how can money disappear for no reason, unlesss YOU din put it there in the first place. besides, why would i steal my own money? not as if i wun feel anything if twenty bucks got missing rite. everything i do i think abt money, why would i claim that i've nv seen the money and make u give me extra. come on la. i want to ask u for money already paiseh. summore i was so happy when i thot i could save almost 50 bucks already. wth. fine la you insist that you put it there. i insist that i nv take it..any sherlock holmes also cannot find the real answer. plus, you din even know how much u had before u gaf me the money..which is like even more doubtful.
i know im a crybaby. but don't you always raise your voice for nothing too? you yourself said u dun blame me. den raise your voice for wad? its damn unfair that i cant cry when u can raise ur voice. you are so temperamental. and always refuse to admit that u r wrong..
hais, i really really wanna get everything clear. can somebody just find the money somehow. and totally clear any doubt on me. i pray. oh yes. maybe the wind came and took the twenty bucks away with it.
this sucks. no mood to pack. no mood to visualise and i dun even wanna leave my room to drink the salt water. sigh. how can i ever ask for money again.. i wonder wad time would i sleep tonight...
i hate it. its jus so unlucky. well, maybe if all the unluck came to me tonight, tml i'd haf the best of luck. gd nite.
23:14
-keeps me alive
