memories-
Sunday, July 30, 2006
:( im very tired. physically and mentally. i think its partly cos whole of last week mugging for bio option test. gosh.
its been one week since i blogged again..
monday
super monday blues. but i wanted to b guai kia and go for physics S paper..but my class all wanna boycot samueltan's lesson. so some of us went to bishan cc to study. really cmi. fell asleep after awhile. i think w/o trainings i become more guai as in staying back for s papers, since like almost used to stayin back huh?.. lol
tuesday
maths s is like how encouraging. the questions were relatively easier this week.
wednesday
oh yes. went to meet mum at bugis after sch since i felt so bored, and dun exactly wanna study. yawns.
thursday
our longest day of the week.. and one day to biology option test. started complaining about tiredness..
friday
really sian diao day. skipped maths lecture to "study" for biology test. whole day super tired. but well, being able to go marinasq after lessons was so encouranging. it helped me tide through the long long day. chionged tuition hw during the free periods so i can go out..
made my way to marina! like 'wow', glad to be out of the study routine again :) got my scores from wenjing. and oh yesh, my nice senior bought a paper bag load of food. got nougat, square cookies (fav!) and some jelly thingy.. yeah yeah ;) lookin fwd to the nxt tm when she decides to update her scores again ;) bleagh-
saturday
as promised, met up at macritchie to do our 'routine' run. ran probably around 10k again?
went for scholar's choice preview..insights abt the scholarships and courses la. the dms/sms one really sounds like something different.. and i cant help thinking that i will really waste my two s papers away by getting ungraded :(
suggested gonig to imperial treasures to eat with parents, to find back my long-lost love. haha.but somehow, i dont think i found it. ever since my dad brought imperial treasures take-away food to the hospital when i was admitted, ive never craved for their food anymore..
anyway its like 'wow', super coincidental actually. wenjing saw me cus at the correct moment she decided to go take her lunch! :) anyway i think my mum knows i totally adore all my seniors la. cus im always happi talking abt them :)
had tuition in the evening. lucki got berdine with me, else i'd be suuuper bored.
decided to read college physics, but i fell asleep after a few pages. how great. i must brush up my physics! arghh, jieying, where are you!
sunday - shicheng day!!
yaynesss! the so-called most important day, cus prof liu is coming to join in the dazu! went like early, for fenzu but i personally think its rather ineffective. made me realise how much i miss going for fenzus by miss wang and the seniors back then in dhsco.
couldn last long. was really really achy and tired halfway through. felt hungry but din feel like eating lunch :( the afternoon practice session was even worse. couldn bring myself to move at all. sat there like wood, occassionally making major mistakes. even got niao-ed by ttk for drinking water-.- im suuuperrr tired. but i slept enough. its not the wanna slp tired is physically n mentally.
but yesh! today's shicheng was grrreaaat! after prac stayed back in co room with jiamin, shuxian and xiaoqi. the two more senior seniors were like super entertainers, so i felt damn tired laughin my ass off at them. yes yes all my seniors are nice ppl ;)
had abit of time with wangui too. the past few practices she always super busy..feel :( cannot talk to her summore. at least i was granted some time today.
i ate like 1/3 of my dinner. i feel like nuah-ing. but im determined to do my maths tutorial. its my willpower's that's been driving everything, after i realise from canoe trainings that i can make use of mental strength to do virtually anything! but also, i now realise that my body is far weaker than my mind.
nxt week, i hope everything will go well..and tt i'll really treasure the last time dis yr playin in cco. dunno when will see all of them again :( how i wish time will pass slower this week.soon, liyu'll b flying. jiamin's gg off to smu. the rest are either going to study or work. and poor me, will b tryg hard to study!
i realised that there's really not enough time la. and i realise that giving me a whole sunday to myself can allow me to complete more stuff. but, i couldn bear to miss out on anything, after that stupid china trip thingy. plus, dont i gain alot of happiness frm cco? :D
tml's a new week. im really very sian already. i need a short break so that i can last till after As.
okay sharon, go do your maths. stop dreaming abt co or anyone until the weekends.
19:22
-keeps me alive
