memories-
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
mmm. another down. three more days to end of the week! oh my i cant wait.
anyway i think my memory's failin me..last tm i used to b able to rmbr everythin i wanna talk abt..like every single detail abt the overseas trip and blah. but now daily stuff oso cannot rmbr. mus b all that studyin.
ytd, i wanted to complain that on sunday, i was practically listening to the da chang jin song for the whole day! nono, not voluntarily though. in the morning it started playin. at night its still playin. hmmm irritating. reminds me of jieying talking abt her house and her 'hokkien gua'. and then ytd, some neighbour around played the song on his recorder! omg. why the sudden interest.
on sunday, mum bought more cough syrups for me. there's one that says 'forte'! hhe. so reminds me of CO :) anyway sunday was listening to the gongyan dvd. and then i suddenly thought..that actually the longer i practice a song, the more gan qing i will haf with it. like for example, you mention 'yue fei', den i will suddenly recall all the practices, the syfs, the performances and how mr yue is henan person. but when u mention stuff like 'zou xi kou' to me awhile later, i prob rmbr it as a cco song ive played b4. its a little different i guess? and listening to their 'man jiang hong'...doesn gimme as much feelin as the other songs. maybe cus other songs i play b4? sth to that extent la.
'forte' syrup's orange, and naturally, i'd b attracted to it. took it on monday morning too. little did i know that its kinda drowsy formula thing. damn. no wonder i was happily dozing off yesterday afternoon for so long.
hmm. anyway recently so many reports abt doctors and everyone else belittling the minor symptoms like fever and headaches. got me real scared now. since last evening, been having this accute pain in my right head. aiee..
read the papers? 1000 calories to a mooncake. ha reminds me of leilei and her calorie-counting days. but well, who cares? i ate like mmm maybe 2 mooncakes already. thats 2000 calories, plus no exercise. and i've lost weight. mayb my muscles are evaporatin real quick. haven done anything more than walking for the past 3 weeks. shall start runnin when i recover and when prelims end ;) talking abt running. my corn on my left sole hasnt healed! in fact, its gettin more pain. the salicyclic acid thingy that i apply is eatin my skin man. hha but the one on my right sole's healed.
today's chem ppr 3. got me so jittery when i heard its 10 questions in all, 100 marks. wow. so exasperated yesterday when i couldn recall anything at all ok. told yaoxu if staring helps, i'd probably get 100 marks.. like uhh the info get in by diffusion? anyway while staring ytd, i wished to msg alot of ppl. jus random msg like 'help me', 'save me' and start a conversation from there.. hmmm. acty i like to keep in contact wif ppl dis way. but dunno if it works the other way. like the thing stoppin me is like..whether they will b busy..when i dun get reply i will be quite sad. so rather not msg le. ytd my brother's tutor, within that short span of two hours, my god, i think he made more than five phone calls to random friends and chatting abt random stuff..like catching up. dun see any sincerity or meaning to it, mayb he was just bored, but i guess it helps in some ways...
back to the paper, it was really ok. considering the fact that i studied for one day only? nono, let me make a correction, i stared at the notes for half a day. shall do the same for bio again. gosh. anyway i cant find my gene manipulation notes. probably gone missing since last yr? nv ever touched it..since i missed bt1 and din realise it was missin till one minute b4 the ppr in bt2.
'hai de er zi' ended yesterday. i quite like the show.. but i think recently all the shows very short..so the ending become very abrupt. haha i think im good supporter of mediacorp shows. shall refrain frm watchin the 7pm and 9pm serials till after prelims..
hmm. i think my parents very lax with me...i mean compared to my brother la. everytime my brother sleep awhile, den dad will wake him up ask him go study. whenever my dad see my brother lying down to study, he will nag. but i think im behaving like my brother too! the notes are really sleep-inducing. and when i was watching the last episode of hai de er zi last night, they never complain at all! confused. but well, i think they think i can study myself ba? but not too good to place so much trust in me. later see my prelim results den disappointed.
but really la my brother hor damn power. really super slack. slackest person ive seen. he say 'geog no need study one, jus read to refresh memory only'. thanks ah. dunno how much to memorise! hha. its no wonder my parents wanna keep an eye on him. no la, say until liddat. but think abt it..i wun let him manage his time too. hha. he wanted to stay hostel one..but parents dun let. i'd object too. but then i got to stayin sec4. i guess studying a little helps?
yesyes. probably the chem ppr in the morning stimulated my brain. dunno why i haf so much to say today. shall go prepare to start bio le :p cya tml
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