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Monday, September 04, 2006

my many quotations abt dhscoxyz (2002-2006)

2002
"[we all anyhow one..as long as it is xyz vs another yue zu...we anyhow sub pple...shhh !] wE r unitED lor !!"

"hOw maNy sunrises c@n we wAtch in a lifEtime... says:
i mean there 'll be fenzu tomolo
?-->[sHAR]<-- ? =c4PbaLL jiAYou !!= says:how come?--' ?-->[sHAR]<-- ? =c4PbaLL jiAYou !!= says:hey..tt not fair"

"fenzu today. everybody was so excited about the yexiang's chalet.bungaLOW no. 12 -- called the laughIng thrusH
we playing tt time hor muz keep our volumes down cosh yexiang's parents and relatives sleeping le"
"toDAy, xYZ discipline caMp..sharon and the other seniors go put coke, flour, water and chilli sauce...ahahz"
"tomolo got dong qu..hee good..den can still see soon kiat jie ying and all de rez of dhscoxyz seniors.. good good"
"jie ying called me to ask if I want to go for dong qu…and I was like so happy "

2003
"wah den zhen yang came at 5pm lorhz! Power sia ! deN wgY * boom *explode… "
"saTurdAE mooD, cO sTreSS...Concert coming lorZ "
"tML xian yue ownself got Pai-weI practice and we seC3s lianing ourselves....haRDworking sIA~ "
"2o'cLocK XYZ meeting AT dHSCO rm to prActisE sai Ma Again. "
"TOdaE daZu in tHe morninG GOt tu jI jiaN cHa TTK ASk wE aLL onE by onE pLay.. "
"goT feNzU by jingweN our xiao you.. I wAS so very happy to sEE a xiaO YOu coming bACK to fEN us lor !! "
"thOu wENjinG is fierCE fierce wAN..i rather she cum bACK eVERY WEEK than not to cum back agian "
"jieying was saying tt NO xiao yOus waNNa come bACK to fEN us le "
"thinking bacK, i wAS so prOud of xYz tt everytime we got the mosT seniors coming bACK to heLp us. bUt now, haiz..dEy dun wANt to come baCK "
"we musT jia yoU fer everything ... and must shOw other yue zus that WE CAN DO IT, "TOGETHER WE MAKE A DIFFERENCE"as jie ying said "
"haiz. But i aM stiLL praYing tt thE xiao you wUn givE up on uS. i'LL practice eVEn hardER k? pLease.."
"tML fEN tt tiME, my seniorz sAE if aNyonE caRN guO guaN, Hafta go out of CO rooM and Lian untiL cAN makE it lEH ?!?! jiu ming aR !! "
"ANd i jusT saW primero's MSN nicK.. WEn jinG's cuming fOr the fENzu..:{ .. thou..i hope she'll Tiao on us yi ge yi ge lai lor.. it imProvEs ouR skiLLs.."
"this morning wENt for fENzu dEn was 5 min LaTE? i din meAN to be lor..summore i left house 10mins eARLY !! Arghz.."
"was the talking time, YeXiang, Jieying gave us “lessons” on how to deal with this kind of situations?" "The chalet was quite an experience lorhz, coz 1st night got midnite gang follow fer fun and 2nd night got blackout.. haha cool… "
"I miss xyz friends and I wish that co pai lian can cum sooner!! I love the gossips and the games we played. I like everything, "
"SYF opening coming already, its on this Saturday. Hopefully we can do our best? "
"SYF's tomorrow... i'm damn scared NOW.. v.scared that we cant get gold.. scared that i'll play wrongly, scared about everything how? den i keep gan-ing paizi.. haha...i've got the jiepai qi ticking away beside me nowz.. tomorrow..just a few hours away.. i wish myself and everyone else good luck. "
"saw qt a lot of xiaoyou.. [ wenjing, huiling, sharon, wangui,tsz shan, jia liang, deborah, pan qin, jun qiang] blah blah.. was v.excited? .. no.. nervous. "
“I’m so glad that I hAVE co practices on Saturdays as the whole Singapore seems to be going out on Saturdays..” too crowded for me yea.
"went into co room, me, xiaoting, lynn, clara, primero and chinyong were there gossiping about "DOG!" tt chinyong quite funn one larhh.. so angry den all the f words came out. nv hear him say b4 hahaha. so fun. we were talking from tt u-noe-hu-dog-person until tamagotchi and turbo bumble bee. hahaha laugh like siao. "
"tomorrow going co lorhs.haha- tml play hua mu lan worhhhs."

2004
"yeahhh..wenjing came.. ! good horhhh.. she so nice lorhhh.. huan4 ran2 yi4 xin1.. and she mentioned tt she gonna "talk to us" again.. yeahhh.. -happy mood- "
"met wenjing and jieying for meeting at coffee bean. ..but me surely learn better about -XYZ- how we function and everything, and of course, about sum other bedtime story stuff... wenjing v.nice one lehhh! she acty wanted to treat us coffeebean, but we nv buy larhh. yeahh.. had a real exhausting day, wif the orientation and the meeting.. "
"me stayed in xyz store wiv jieying,soonkiat,chinyong,junda... gossiped and crapped and of cuz lamed alot ! lalala~ four mad pple in one room. peng.. "
"but wenjing's v.nice la.. tell me and junda dun so tense /stressed.. "
"basically [me, junda, zhenyang, gavin, lynn, kaiying, clara, wenjing, huiling, debbie, yiru, jieying,mollie and lydia] were hangin around the co room until we left at around 7.20pm.. "
"shucks man, nearly forgot to call the xiaoyous back for fenzu, anyway called and no one could make it.. "
"blah- chang an and hua mu lan still cannot pass yet! shit lorh.. who ask my finger so short la. "
"really enjoyed the trip alot. ferst time going out of spore with DHSCO. hopefully the china trip would be nice too "
"wang lao shi made us all close our eyes to play. interesting woman. "
"received sms from wenjing thanking me for the flower welcum ! waikit say she v.nice, even sms ppl to thank one.. anyway, quite happi la, say b4 in my previous entry liao ma. feel a sense of satisfaction "
"i wasn't really good, in the banhu context. guess must really thanks zheng lao shi. he was so so so patient with me during dazu. "
"shall go sleep soon, else will kana nagged by wangui "
"tears just welled up and i ended up sitting at the piano there with wangui "
"at airport.. many people were already there.. 9plus, when the flight was at midnight. Geeez. Den there were many many of our co seniors… the j1 batch, panqin, Sharon, wenjing, weixun blah blah this kinda people from xian yue "
.........
"i miss my juniors. i miss gossipin in china. i miss playin in dhsco. i miss shangyin. i miss everythin!i regret not bondin enough. "
"kayee n waikit.finally their names r back in action huh. but not for long. "
"went to play ball. xiaoting, kaiying, clara, lynn, jieying, junda, chinyong, waikit, libing, (this sec1 ger), chrystal(!!) and guancheng.. "
"wenjing fenzu. hmm very stressing la. hais. "
"u noe wad i was damn afraid tt wenjing will becum angry. den i die."
"dhscoXYZ rocksman duno after how long im finally saying this again "
"wenjing damn nice tried to offer the-bun-in-her-bag to me. :) ate two of yexiangs sour prunes "
"oh btw realised tt wenjing yexiang's batch of ppl damn funny n do really silly stuff tog. "
"ferst thing in the morning received wenjing's pissed sms "
"but still, i respect chinyong alot okays "
"she threw out a flower for mahjong!"
"the seniors finally came to plan something. xianyue seniors does have the seh n strength"
"we haven't had this for so long".. "thanks for the bbq" "

2005
"last night. i talked to yexiang. chatted with jiamin. "
"WENT OUT! lalals- with zhonghu juniors yexiang wenjing wangui shuhui tszshan yingchun yayin- to parkway. i was damn crazily high all d way. "
"tuan yuan fan. apparently our BATCH's supposed to organise it together. "
"i remember jieying telling us not to sit wit d seniors cos scared dey will gif us pressure for syf. "
"now it completely shattered.. hung loosely be a few peices of thread.. "
".. i prefer shicheng so much more probably becos im d younger ones there, probably because im happy to be under so many ppl "
"what else? its back-to-shicheng practice again. hhahas. "
"wnt ot wit yexiangwenjingjiadachinyongjunqiangjiaminshuhui(sm) yeahs. "
"jus this afternoon i told myself i MUST live without dhsco, knowing really well that i'd be the hardest thing to do. "
"hais, im afraid. i dun wan to go to any jc. i jus want to stay on in dhs. "
"sigh. really mixed feelings about the conclusion to msiatrip2005- "

2006
"chinyong messaged ask me play for dhsco gongyan alumni item. rah i was so so depressed for that night cus i really really really wanted to perform but gongyan's on the same day as NJKC "
"oh yes. and to my horror. i had to play the banhu solo for mangchun "
"funny thing kayee tell me "dun let history repeat itself" cause in sec4 i cried backstage cause of the stupid banhu! "
"shicheng's august 6th concert first prac!looking fwd to see wangui, wenjing, yexiang and all the other cool n funky seniors! "
"yayyness. i love shicheng days "
"dunno when will see all of them again :( how i wish time will pass slower this week. "
"it was a hellafatime having fun with my seniors n juniors ^^"
"i saw the foto that i stupidly rushed back to take that time. hha. im jus glad i did."
"im starting to expect something from the xyz chalet dis year end, if any. and i will be disappointed. ..will i?"

i suddenly fet strongly that a dhscoxyz reunion should be held, since like dhs gonna b under renovation soon. frm what i can rmbr, i had a very good impression of the previous one we had. decided to go look for any blog entries abt the previous one, but turned out that the last one's in 2001! din haf blog then. so i ended up browsing through all my blog entries.

laughed at my own ignorance. about my stupid love for co and the seniors. reminiscences. see the transition between different sections of the quotes? marks the different years, the phase changes. but i conclude that as things seem to get better, i think im enjoying less and less. look at how lousily innocent i was in sec3, how happy i can get over trivial stuff. as the list gets shorter, i have more photos. but i cant help feeling that those uncaptured memories were the fondest. maybe the more recent memories will get fonder as time passes.

i seem to have jus came from taking a walk in my history. this morning, i read my previous chat logs too. do i see myself growing up? seeing myself as a more complexed individual? mmm. maybe.

many unrecorded moments:
1. my first encounter with the scary seniors- the 1999 batch. they were totally intimidating us with a game of WHACKO, when we were poor little sec1 kids, forcing us to memorise the names of sec2s.
2.our many aimless ge bies: sec1-yuanting/meiqi sec2-xuanzhong
3.the many fenzus. rmbr one tt wenjing got so angry with angela. and the same one that yexiang and wenjing tried to wake our batch up.
4.lunch @ podarosa with beloved miss wang, grace, tszshan and our batch for tchers day in sec2
5.camping in shangyin with gavin to prac for dongqu com
6.practicing together for kaoji with the girls in sec3 :)
7.the numerous intimidating huibaos: worse one was the ping gu zhi du in sec2 that killed me.
8.the most memorable night walk-even got ppl cry. we had royston in our team.

no doubt i wasnt really very very happy when i was there, i still have many fond memories i wish to treasure. it brings me to question, (thinking of an old english song that my dad used to play) "where have all the people gone..."

back to the idea about the dhscoxyz reunion. no means, no time. i doubt anything will pull-through anyway. jus hope some on person will have the same big idea and have the means to do it? wrong thinking but oh well. some other years perhaps.

uj_sharon_ang88.aboutmylife.net. was abt my late sec2-sec3 life. actually i quite like that way of blogging. quite innocent. quite honest.

yup.guess i'll end here.

13:48

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