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Thursday, October 12, 2006
:) good day today.
i made a plan last night. and it kinda worked today. phew. hrmph i was SO disappointed when i saww the date. but i went to see a 2nd time and realised its the wrong date i saw! wl. heng ah :) amanda u know wad i talking abt rite? lol
ytd i missed the 156 by one milisec, whn my mum dropped me at bus stop. i took 70 to chase the 156. din manage to. took 147 to mrt, took mrt. took 174 to sch. what a bother. jus becos i dun wanna wait for another 156 tt will take freaking long. i jus dun wanna lose to the bus. smtms im impatient. or rather, most of the times. reflected in everything i do. eating, playing erhu, paddling.. anyway. back to missing the bus. when i came hm, mum told me she wanted to pick me to chase the bus. -diao-
bridge playing was fun today:) weiye's really nice one to bully. lol! went out with jerrychai (ex-CT) to 6th ave today. hhe. i think it was better than last yr's! time flies. so fast one yr le. we'r going to have a class chalet after As! omg. looking fwd! roar. i guess sometimes, one has to accept the new things that come, and try to appreciate what u haf..and then you'll find out the new cook's cooking actually tastes nice too, although different style from the old cook. its like. chinese food's nice and tasty and irresistable, but western is good too, if you bothered to try. yup. tt's in response to my entries one yr plus ago i suppose? as i grow, i learn :) and i learn to appreciate new things, new ppl, new friends! hrm. -thinks of how to phrase it- i guess i was too rigid then, not even giving myself a chance or them a chance. for one in a million times, i shall contridict what i said quite some time go.
heh-heh. dilemma after sch, so i decided to let the buses decide. but of cus, it wasnt fair since 156 is famous for taking ages to arrive. naturally, 171 came and once again, im headed for marina square. totally feels like last time, when i made plaza sing my pet place. rmbr studying beside a couple tts gg to watch sm horror show abt givin birth one i think. den the woman went 'kan le bu xiang sheng'. den the man said smth like den we dun watch already. i dunno it was jus funny when i heard it. its i my blog somewhere la. anyway, like wad yaoxu said. the aircon is freaking cold, fortunately im well prepared and have my jacket with me :) bio notes take a long time to read. yawn. spent a good $6 on starbucks caramel frapp which lasted me for 3hrs. but w/o my fav coffee jelly :( tt starbucks was gd- empty! nice sofa seat. and a very motivational place ;p
went there empty-handed, but came back with a bag of square cookies! as usual, being lazee, and wanting to save the best glance for them..i shall do it tml when im fresh and awake! :) anyway, the volley of sms-es tonight was worth the risk of exceeding! well- im jus happy, happy that finally, there's two waves that are in phase! 'as aromatic as a benzene ring' source:amandaL. who can share my happiness?
to balance this entry, i'll lodge a complain against the mosquitoes! darn them. i think theyr taking revenge cus recently, i've been on the lookout for their comrades, and successfully mudering many of them. heaven shud bless me with natural mosquito-busting abilities. nono, not a lizard or frog. but.. OHOH let me interrupt.i've found mosquito's purpose in life! after so long of wondering whats their existence for. so the food chain goes producers-> human-> mosquito-> frogs n lizards n spiders? lol. and they bite multiple times to get enough energy since energy transfer isnt efficent at higher trophic levels. kns. SHOO.i want natural insect repellant. argh. dengue sufferers have to take As in hospital. keep away from me -touches alot of wood-
did you hear me say before? before BT1, when chinyong asked me to perf for gongyan, i realised it clashes with a canoe competition that i HAVE to participate in. duh cus i haf partner wad. but i so so so would like to perf! and i was in a HUGE dilemma, that i kep wishing for a miracle. and dengue came along, couldn paddle, but performed instead. scary. i should jus think no evil. but come to think of it -continues touching wood- hospital has left some gd memories for me, like seeing my frens, jus lying down there w/o any worries but one: if i'd b discharged in time for gongyan, and watching tv until there's no other thing to watch, when everyone else' taknig exams! argh. but the blood tests :S and immobility :S watched holland v? everytime the numbers that jingjing gives comes out, she'd lose something that once belonged to her. there are gd and bad of everything la, i guess.
hmm. totally lost track. where was i? ahh yes. seems like ive entered the proliferative phase. so its back to thinking abt running, and i want to paddle badly!
argh. its back to 2 yrs back, my head, neck and shoulders are giving me headaches, neckaches and stiffness in shoulders. its just my studying posture. but lying on the bed brings me to slumberland almst immediately now.
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-keeps me alive
