memories-
Sunday, October 08, 2006
i belive that since i woke up earlier than usual, i should come blog -finally-
lets go all the way back to last thursday- no school day!
met up with classmates- weiye, singnan, amanda, philip and yanling at the club for pool and bowling :) its my first time going into the billard room too. in times of this high stress period, we should jus take a break every now and then. had some fun that day, plus i went home with an extra picture in my phone! ;p
friday was a disastrous day for me. -sigh- it was mainly why i abstained from blogging- to 'mourn' for my chem results -.- but i shall talk about results here on the whole i guess. hmm overall, its just chem thats' dropped from BT2, which i was quite happy with. ah blah, but that grade made alot of difference. hmm. quite demoralising at this kind of time lah. i think across all 3 science papers, i have the same general problem..like dun write enough or write very brief, perhaps the problem for GP too? so, my results? :S ah cham cham cham..
performance at night cheered me up a little. although the standard wasnt perfect. but oh well.its the ppl that counts (wangui, 3 guys+ other ppl). went for dinner after that at parkway crystal jade and hung around at starbucks drinking frapp ;p it was a wonderful day- which ended with me getting a free ride home from simin! i swear when i drive and get a car i will send ppl home too! -tht reminds me: i havent sterilised my erhu after the bird's used it
saturday went to ngeeanncity with parents, since my mum wanted to go to the mooncake there. well. but was a little disappointed that they weren very enthu. jus try den orh, okay lor and walk away. sian. din buy anything back but some red bean soup. i think im starting to think the wrong way- perhaps cos its food. like everytime i go out, must buy something, usually its food la. dinnner was at wisma food court though- quite nice! nv been there before ;0
seriously i still have the problem abt worrying that ppl see the side tt i dun want them to see. abit apprehensive abt going tuition on sunday. as in. after what happened on friday. yet on friday, i really wanted someone to comfort me yeah. anyway i couldn resist yam pie at old chang kee. and i ate lunch at PS foodcourt. ah the indo bbq stall that i ate with team during team outing :P
gym sessions on sunday, tue, wed, thur evenings. finally had the opportunity to try this arc-trainer machine, that miraculously takes things off my mind, compared to running that gives me alot of input. and my motivation was nothing less practical- cus i ate alot of food in the day :S
discovered the study facilities at the club. quite nice. been there on tue, wed and thur. ate lots. tue: OCK yam pie and squid. wed: 2 goreng pisangs + cookies n cream drink . thur: 3 goreng pisangs. and thats for high tea. now u know why i go to the gym? hhe.
tuesday went out with classmates to eat weiye's BCM. and really, i ordered mushroom-only :) which is quite okay la. jus another day to relax a little- esp before bio results gives us all a little scare- well, maybe not for singnan or amanda since they got like damn gd results.
this friday was really the best day of my miserable week. realised its made up of mourning for chem + pms. anyway, it was singnan who suggested going to the mooncake thing at ngee ann again! good to have a friend who's mooncake-enthu too :) acty did thought of going there alone, but put away the idea after that. in the end no one could/wanted to go. so only both of us went. happily butted in huixiang and girl's lunch at wisma before making our way down to check out the cranberry mooncake stall. to our shock and dismay- many of the stalls were already 'closed', including the cranberry stall that we went specially to patronise. ahhh. met kaisze there:) chatted awhile and decided to buy bakerzin's mooncakes, that i realise were delicious too :D! had a bit of fun hanging around before deciding to say high to wenjing. even she could detect my happiness:) lols! i asked for direction to nat lib and she said take lift! -laughs- and singnan bought me a yam pie yam pie- had to leave for some kind of tuition thing at nat lib- which i've never stepped into before :( it was a mad sms-day. but every msg makes me happier! i think i sent 90+ to various ppl (wj,sn,yw,jm,yx) probably record breaking for myself.
i thought the mood-clock would switch to become 'happy' after i slept on friday night. but saturday was a lousy day for me again. very lousy indeed. its just that went to this DSTA/DSO open day with parents. but on the way, suddenly felt very pressured to do well for my exams, which i've never felt so before in my life. i guess, that's probably the consequences of letting your parents know your plans. and probably the fact that im actually having some kinda thoughts about my future. it felt as if they wanted me to do well and get the money for my studies. throughout the whole morning was feeling really moody and temperamental. if i din let anyone have any idea, at least if i failed myself, it wouldn feel so bad.
that reminds me. on thursday, went with mum to pray. and he told me to 'fang qing song'- which was to relax a little? i guess it came at the right time. wondering who's the 'he'? 'he's jigong. who's both funny and horribly accurate- gave me a surprise when he mentioned my dad's fav food. but i was real touched. that someone actually knew how i felt.
mooncake roll: yaoxu's mum's 13/ durian1/ teochew mooncakes 8/ whisky1/ greentea1/ double yolk traditional 4 :):) happy mid-autumn. this is the best mid-autmn i've had. shopping with friends, eating the most amount of mooncakes in my life, and meeting my seniors at the fair. i think its 5 times that i went to taka in these 2/3 weeks.
arghh. im damn pms-y. i think my parents are really weird these days. everything they say irritates me.
anyway. to end off. happy 22nd to yuwei on 29th sept.
08:09
-keeps me alive
